
Today Nera, it's all right.
All her needs in Dya's room were packed.
Nera, so heavy stepped from her most beautiful room.
There is nothing more beautiful than this room.
Imagine the reverie, when Dya was alive.
Start looking at each other, and share your feelings with Dya.
Pov Nera's
If time could be repeated, I would love her .
I won't let him go there.
I will keep everything.
If only I had more faith in my husband. Maybe he won't get hurt until he has to chase me.
I want to embrace God.
I want to kiss her and I'm spilling my feelings.
Brother, appear in a dream even for a moment.
I can't stand the longing.
I am common to the world, heii you who are still married, love your husband when healthy and still alive.
You guys know what it's like to be me?
I languish lonely without her caress anymore.
My husband turned out to be the best man out of a thousand men in the world.
I felt a big wound.
I feel an unbearable miss.
I feel regret without end.
I, need a backrest
The one I miss the most is my husband.
I just realized that my husband is the greatest man I have.
Right now I doubt other men, I'm afraid other men can't budge with me.
I'm afraid other men aren't as good as my husband.
I'm afraid I'll get hurt a lot with other men.
I always misunderstood him, and my husband always did well.
My husband is human, he's not a demon. Once I was slapped it was because I was too blind not to hear his word.
I used to be so bad at her, but she always forgave.
I don't know, will there be a better replacement for him?
Or do I get something worse than him?
Bang Dya, forgive me my fault for you.
True said people, while there is love after nothing new feels and finally full of regrets.
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Pov Author's
Nera's daydreams fell apart after Laras stood before her.
His face flushed and both hands were kept on his waist.
Laras throws all the parcels and love letters that Anto has.
Laras throws Anto's diary into Nera's body.
" Brugh"
Nera, who was sitting down, was surprised by the behavior of Laras. What he thought was disrespectful and outrageous, let alone throw all the gifts in the bag and throw the diary Anto , if only a little Nera avoids, let alone diari it hit Nera's face.
Nera stood up and questioned .
" What is this Baras? why are you like this to me?"
" You want to leave this house, because you want to be free to cheat with my husband?" answer Laras wrath.
" What do you mean, anyway ?" nera replied upset.
" How long have you been cheating on your husband with my husband?" Accuse Laras of fire.
" Greedy woman, hypocrite, pompous, unclean !!" Cerocos Laras is full of emotion on Nera.
" Your cries are crocodile cries when your husband is dying, but you're happy right?if Bang Dya dies, that's a woman's curse !!" annoyed Baras on Nera.
" Keep your word, Laras !"
" Plaaakk" answered Nera irritatedly as she slapped Laras in the face.
Baras did not accept it, then slapped Nera in the face. " Plack"
Baras again cursed Nera.
" You think I don't know, you've been in a crazy relationship with my husband all this time. You are the status of a wife. You still get kissed by men who aren't makhram. Cough, unclean. It's only fitting that my husband always wakes up in the morning just to see serving breakfast. Well, he never touched me, 'cause he still has a taste for you"
" Which strong man does not touch his wife? ooooh don't-don't you guys play behind my back, you serve him? Basic widow gataaaal "exasperated Laras accusing Nera.
Nera steps out of the room, but Laras pulls the end of Nera's veil so that Nera's head is pushed back and her cradle is open. Nera's hair looks and coincidentally Anto suddenly comes and sees their quarrel.
Unintentionally Anto saw the head of Nera who seemed not to wear a veil.
Nera turned towards Anto.
But Nera immediately sat down trying to cover her head with her hands and thighs.
Anto immediately turned around not to see him, but Laras still emotionally displacing Nera came out without a veil.
Nera was surprised, why did Laras get this bad?
" Astagfirullah, Laras I'm not veiled. Barrel !!" said Nera memelas.
Because in front of the door there is Anto, Nera ventured to stand when Nera was evicted by Laras.
At the taste of taking his cranium, it's just that Laras even grabbed Nera's hair to the point of pain.
Anto was forced to divorce the two women.
And Nera's hair had to look like Anto, Yaser, and Kiai Hasan.
Nera took her cradle again and put it on.
Anto saw Nera's white face visible from Laras' hand slap which was clearly visible on Nera's face.
While Nera's slap on Laras is not as powerful as Laras on Nera, so there is no trace on the face of Laras.
At the end of Nera's lips, near the cheek that there was a slap Laras slightly bleed.
" What's going on?" kiai Hasan asked.
They both remained silent.
" He's flirting with my husband!" accuse Laras of Nera.
Nera glared towards Laras describing him being angry.
" And my husband cheated on me with that damned widow!" accuse Laras again.
" Gradle, watch your words! Istighfar!" Anto concluded.
" You should be the one, not me! Insult the two of you, unclean I see your hypocrisy. What's my lack, Anto?" pekik Laras disappointed.
" What is this, your word why is it uncivilized like this, Laras?" kiai Hasan said while asking for an explanation of the talk that Lars issued.
" Abah, during the marriage Bang Anto never touched me. I felt like I meant nothing to him. Is it worth a husband to treat a wife like this?" lament Laras complained to Kiai Hasan.
" Is that right Anto?" kiai Hasan asked Anto.
Anto nodded slowly without a defense.
" why? you know that's a sin? Anto?" ask Kiai Hasan again to Anto.
" Are you and Nera having an affair" added Kiai Hasan again.
Anto shook his head.
Laras was disappointed with Anto's head movements, he immediately made a sound again.
" Liar Abah, Anto has been having an affair since Nera was still his late wife Bang Dya. And he had kissed Nera when still married Bang Dya, Bang Anto cheating. I don't know if Bang Dya's death might have been planned!" accuse Laras of Nera and Anto.
" You're sick, Baras! Was that so bad we were in front of your eyes, that you accused me of being a lowly woman? Bang Anto explain! to your beloved wife!" nera was disappointed .
" Why so hate us, Laras? we never cheated. If I love Nera, it's Abah !" anto Nekad replied in a statement.
" Ato!" snapped Abah was upset.
" Let Anto explain Abah. Indeed, before the Dya bang proposed to Nera, Anto who first loved and made an appointment with Nera. But Anto still did not dare to reveal it to Abah. Until finally Bang Dya and Nera married" explained Anto bowed.
" Anto, from the beginning will not be married until Anto sense of love Nera lost from the heart. For what, Anto can love Anto's wife in total, without having any other love. Anto's weakness so far, can't say no to Abah and to Umi. But Anto thought at that time, all Abah and Umi's decisions were the best thing, and Anto believed he could forget Nera, because Bang Dya had come home. But what happened after that opportunity was closed to forget Nera, Bang Dya called God.
Anto could not bear to see Nera's condition getting worse, unknowingly Anto wanted to protect and love was never lost. While on Laras, even though Anto forced him to try to love her, but Anto still can not Abah" again explained.
" But I don't. And it won't be between anyone's relationships. And I don't want to hurt anyone. Be happy with your wife, and I will be happy with my story. I'll bury this sad story, and I'll just remember the beautiful things . Release me and be happy with God's chosen woman for you!"
"It looks like Nera is leaving today, Nera has decided, not to stay in this house again, the sooner the better. Excuse Abah, Nera wants to go down to meet Umi "Say Nera steps down the stairs.
Anto , kiai Hasan , Laras , and Yaser still stand sculpting.
" So, what do you want now from me, Laras?" ask Anto firmly.
" Emh. I want you to treat me like your wife " replied Laras .
" Abah, Anto permission to go to the bathroom first" said Anto passed leaving Laras.
Kiai Hasan drew and threw out his breath. Without saying anything to Laras and leaving Laras, followed Yaser from behind.
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" Umi, Nera leave. Inshaa Allah Nera will look at Umi. Pray, Umi yes!"
Nera hugs Umi Syifa.
" I'm sorry for the commotion, don't take heart. Maybe Laras is jealous. Please understand!" the Pinta Umi Syifa.
Nera nodded in forgiveness for Laras.
Nera only realized, why at that time he was slapped by Dya, while dousing Sarah.
He realized, and considering the danger of being wrong and Dya slapped him, Dya not just slapped for no reason.
But give awareness, that what Nera did was a mistake.
Well at that time, he should have asked first and heard Sarah or Dya's explanation.
Nera wept bitterly at her former attitude, exactly as in the fidelity of Laras. Who did not want to find out first, suddenly jealous and vent anger.
" Umi, I miss Bang Dya!" lirih Nera sobbed in the arms of Umi Syifa.
" Patience dear, yes !" advice Umi Syifa.
Behind Nera stood Anto.
" I'm going to talk to Teh Nera" Anto told her mother.
The sobbing Nera tried to turn towards Anto and wipe away her tears.
" Definitely, forgive my wife's mistake. Teteh please take care of our god. Anto and all of us, hope this marriage still goes in rhythm. Although bang Dya is gone. Dude, sorry from the heart!" anti said while holding back the cry in front of Nera.
" I'm sorry, too, because of Nera. My wife misunderstood. Love him, he is more worthy of love than I am. I have released Bang Anto and Bang Anto must be willing to let me go" replied Nera.
" Umi arrived at all, Nera thanked you for your affection for Nera. Nera would have left you, but if she hadn't gone, slander would have come to us from each other. Say hello to Laras too. Umi, and Bang Anto . Nera permission go "
nera pamit. There's Kiai Hasan and Yaser.
Nera salim to kiai Hasan. Nera's stuff is already laid out in the car.
Nera finally came out of Hasan's house.
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