
still happy to talk to the love.
" Answer Brother" whined Nera.
" Ok, baby later tonight, Brother will answer, Brother fill the pulse first yes, let us chat at length, you are sure our pulse will soon run out, hahaha" ledek Dya to Nera.
" Hello, how come there's no sound anymore? hemm is really his abs puls" Nera saw his hape manyun.
" Thirsty" Nera said as she descended into the kitchen.
" Tah Maryam said to Umi, if Sarah's cousin Rudi was asked to be married by Dya, because Sarah from Dya has not graduated, already likes and has a crush. Until school in Germany, Sarah was loyal to your brother. Well before your brother visited his father Sarah, his father Sarah asked Dya to make his second wife. But he said that it nolak nolak , nerima nenggak, Umi it so gemes the same Dya, why not love clarity that you know ?" vent Umi to Yaser.
Nera who had wanted to drink, he paled to hear the curses of Umi Syifa.
" Know Bang Dya, right, mi? there is no way he grasak grusuk without him digesting and he thought first, let alone from every chat bang Dya it always comes out useful words, and, yes, although his subtle advice is sometimes thought to be full of religious theory, sanctimonious. But Bang Dya is the best, maybe why Bang Denak nolak not, nerima not even fit there work in Morocco, not Rudi who was there, even Sarah who was assigned there. Surely Bang Dya has his own plan, Mi. But umi , do you accept that Bang Dya is polygamous? " the Yaser Goda on Uminya.
" Yes, thank you, no time? Is it halal not obedience, when Umi hates the same Sharia? just from the attitude of women is that the heart that judges it hurts, but if you say taqdir, what to say?. Is not every birth of every creature, Allah recorded in the far reaches of Mahfudz fifty thousand years ago with all his whining techniques, including death, rizki, mate and from whom he will be born? " the Umi Syifa.
" In addition, we can't do anything if it's His provisions. Bang Dya also does not cheat, if he is polygamous. After all, Umi knows, Bang Dya's decision always brings a reconciling even though sometimes difficult to guess. Bang Dya, it's family pride, maa shaa Allah well mi "sahut Yaser .
" Umi is worried about just the same as you, if the one who is visited by Abah and Dya is Sarah's father. And ask for hospital fitting to get married. But Abah and Dya did not tell anything about Umi" complained Umi Syifa.
" Where do you think Sarah and Nera tea are you?" yaser asked to tease his mother.
" According to Umi, both have a subtle soul. Only Sarah dared to speak out and decide, while Nera she was typical of your brother, Dya. Weak, legowo, succumb, and better be quiet, and rely on time to speak. Hemmh, Umi will talk to Abah, really not Dya is married or still hanged Sarahnya?" the Umi Syifa is full of celedics.
" If the word Maryam tea, the curiga is married, because Sarah has joined Bang Dya to Morocco, all honeymoon, he said!" yaser added an opinion to Uminya.
" Mrs, your brother is uncivilized? Maen invite the honeymoon children of people, here there is your neighbor, Umi's daughter-in-law too, if it's not fair to be careful! Already there, do not let Tea Nera know this chatter" Seloroh Umi Syifa and they both left the kitchen. Without feeling that Nera had eavesdropped on whatever they had been talking about.
Nera, still standing behind the kitchen wall. He clenched his hand, and shut his mouth so as not to make a sound .
Now his body is skating that is stuck in the wall to the floor.
His knees were limp, unable to lift his load any more.
Nera began to cry, and cupped her face with both of her palms.
Perih in his chest again when he had just been happy, received the news of the lover of the heart.
" Anto's brother." she shrieked in tears.
There are regrets in mentioning Anto's name.
Nera went back into her room, and then cried again.
Hapeya will contact Rudi, but after contact turns out the pulse is empty.
Nera started to darken her eyes. He went down again downstairs, while in a hurry.
" Grapp"
Nera holds the phone handle of the house, trying to contact Rudi.
But his phone did not pick up.
Already the number of Rudi , keep pressed. But still no answer.
Nera's getting on the black.
His mind was dead-end, Nera went up again.
In the room, Nera remembers Yaser's words, telling him occasionally to enter Anto's room.
Nera started to flutter, to close all the resentment of her heart.
Nera tries to press the doorknob of Anto's room. "kreek " turns out not in the key.
Nera braves to go in, even if in doubt.
But Nera finally went into her room.
Open the door to Anto's room freely and Nera closes it again.
After entering his room, it turned out to be only mediocre. Nera steps in to get out of Anto's room. But Nera saw a picture frame standing next to her desk, and Nera approached the desk.
After Nera approached, she took the small frame, apparently inside the frame was a photo of her receiving a medal during taekwondo.
Then there was himself who was speaking at the race at his school first. There's a book on that table in black with the A.N.'s copy.
Nera tries to open a black book cover .
Nera opened it, out of curiosity.
Once opened and read, it was Anto's diary during his studies in Egypt.
Pov Diary of Anto.
in Egypt
Day 1
I still miss him
Even though I haven't given him certainty.
Day 2
I adapted to the weather here, the food here and the habits of my friends here.
Nera, may you wait for me until I get home
Day 3
I, just to the market there is a cute wallet shaped doll.
I bought it, I gave it to my Nera.
" Nera this is your first gift from Egypt hahaha "
Pov Nera's
I sat in Anto's room.
I don't know, after Yaser try Bang Anto's room. I would never have gone to Anto's room if Anto hadn't let me.
But honestly, after hearing there was a woman who volunteered as the wife of bang Dya, I was resentful and disgusted as bang Dya.
Especially speculation, Tea Maryam who says Dya and Sarah are married and now being a honeymoon.
Keep me?
I want to be happy too. If you wish for me, I will give up on loving you. And I'll just turn around chasing my hope.
I opened Anto's black covered diary with the words A.N .
I don't know, and I don't want to go to ge-er-ran that A is for Anto and N is for Nera.
I tried opening it. It's true he wrote my name.
He bought me a lot of presents.
He expects God to make us fools.
I was stifled and teary-eyed when I read every verse of this black diary.
I hugged the black diary, crying.
I want to scream, how pathetic you are Anto.
Waiting and killed thorns themselves, it's writing
which makes me hurt.
I killed my own thorn. I thought my enemy was the one who never recognized me, but the enemy of my heart was my brother.
Today she was with my flowers, my roses are now completely thorny.
And I lay alone in the waiting is never certain.
Nera, my mistake was to let my love do nothing because I didn't give you certainty.
Nera, will you wait for me again?
It's okay if you're a used I accept.
Haha..
After I read the diary, I cried and fell asleep.
Pov Author's
Nera happens to be menstruating today.
In-laws and brother-in-law and bi Minah look for Nera to her room, but there is no one.
Umi considers this dinner, maybe Nera went to her parents' house again . And maybe he forgot to ask permission.
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The night is getting late, though,
Nera was still asleep in Anto's room.
His eyes were swollen and swollen from crying. Yes cry for his love story with Anto and cry disappointed at bang Dya.
This late, Nera's phone rang.
Yes, Dya is still trying to keep his promise to call his wife.
Yet failed
Because Nera didn't bring the phone to Anto's room.
seriated