Promise And Knit Asa

36. A deposit that cannot be refused

anto Pov

It seems that Satan does not want me to be a man of heaven. He knows my weakness, as much as I can get away from him. Act indifferent. But why, there was always the temptation to get close to him.

Well, bang Dya asked me to take Nera. Because tomorrow he starts going to college again after the semester break. Dya does not want Nera jostling in a public car. Or maybe he stayed because it was difficult to get a public car to go home.

Haaah only two weeks, hopefully I can get through it, not tempted and not careless.

Plus today I was told to nganterin Nera to buy a cell phone, so that Dya and Nera can smsan or call wherever they are .

Well, I'll tell Nera to get ready.

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pov author

This morning all breakfast at the dinner table.

"Well, earlier bang Dya sms Anto, ask for anterin Teh Nera to buy a mobile phone. The money hehehe asked for a pinjem first to abah, hahahahhaa, later when returning from Mecca brother said it would be replaced "cock Anto ask permission.

" Hadeeeuuh her travel boss kere, hahahahaha" Yaser joked.

" Hush, yes if you want to use a money order is also complicated, maybe it's better to use your money first. Maybe if you use a home phone now it is difficult to adjust the time. If smsan can be anytime in his bales, the important thing is that there is news "sahut kiayi Hasan.

Actually kiai Hasan understand, Nera is still embarrassed to use the phone home.

The step of buying a mobile phone can minimize difficult communication when with Dya abroad.

Especially after Walimahan later Dya had to leave again to Morocco, to complete his S2.

" What time do you want to go ? actually Nera must be followed by his mahram, if the same Dya is still not a mahram, but you have to go to the invitation of your friend, hemmh.

" Diih, abah inshaAllah is good. In fact, if you ride the angkot alone there is Nera tea just the same driver, both of them are even more dangerous" said Yaser.

" It is precisely in-laws are very dangerous, there are vulnerable to fitnahnya" cut kiai Hasan.

" Umi want to meet Anto and Nera? " Take Anto to his mother.

" Umi again not feeling well, yoo wes keep the distance, Anto in front of Nera in the back. After all this is urgent, there is no more mahram among us, alone Umi even very worried, just take it with you Anto! " advice umi Syifa .

Nera only followed the family's directions, all agreed that Anto take Nera to buy a mobile phone.

In the car Anto and Nera are like the driver and master.

In the car there was no conversation.

Though Nera had hoped Anto to start any conversation.

Outraged that no sound had come out, Nera had a chance to apologize to Anto.

" Sister" said Nera rahu.

" Hmmm " answered Anto coldly.

" Nera apologizes for everything that has happened" said Nera lirih.

Anto looked up at the windshield of the car that was pointing at Nera.

After hearing Nera's apology, instead of replying to the apology, Anto instead speeded over the car he was driving .

" Abaaang, Nera is afraid brother, don't speed! Brother look out for it there's a truck! abaang aaaaaaaaa. brother Nera apologized if Nera much disappointed brother" Nera cried out in fear, Dya has overtaken the car there and here.

Nera closed her eyes while holding hands. While saying a prayer, Anto was still pouring his frustration.

Suddenly the car stopped, Nera's head was struck by the front seat.

Instantly Anto got down from the car, which looks like a hill with green grass like a long carpet stretching. Fresh fragrance from the shady trees scattered the breeze.

Nera ventured out just like Anto did first.

Visible Anto's back is standing to keep both hands on the right and left waist.

Nera tried to approach Anto who was upset.

" Sister, Nera apologizes brother "said Nera umpteenth time.

Anto turned towards her,

" Do you think by saying sorry, everything is done and breakeven? I purposely brought you here to finish what we haven't done. I want us to be honest with each other and after that we forget everything. Maybe after this I'll shut down all our hopes and memories, and assume they never existed, and I'll accept you as just a wife to my brother" Anto trembled.

"I just wanted to ask you a few things.

First of all, have you ever loved me? " Anto began to shed tears.

" Second, have you ever dreamed of living with me? "

" Third, have you ever waited for me? "

Anto reveals all the contents of his heart that he had wanted to ask Nera.

Hearing all that, Nera limps and sits down.

Nera was fragile and sobbed crying over everything she had been through.

" I still love you, and I've dreamed of living with you, and I'm always waiting, but the story is different. If it's about my family's self-esteem, with the status I am a sister who is stepped by sister, father is afraid I become a spinster. And I could do nothing but obey my parents" replied Nera sobbing.

" Why don't you just tell me that you love me, and I'll marry you? why are you keeping quiet? I will be strong if you marry not my brother, if with someone else I will easily berate you, Nera! " Said Anto in despair.

" Taqdir I was a match with bang Dya, he sooner decided to marry me, he was so kind and dear to me, I couldn't have loved him bang, he said, I honestly can't love her like I love you"

Nera said heavily while sobbing.

" Buddy with me, let's be friends ! I'll lose you very much, if you stay away and cool to me, bang Anto I'm happy to know you " said Nera expectantly to Anto.

" No, you're a part of my family, you can't be a friend or a friend, you're already my brother. But to be as warm as I used to not know, can I? maybe I'll find your replacement, and get married like you" replied Anto.

" Marry, though it may be truly deafening to my eardrum, may you be happy, should I find a woman? "

goda Nera sobbed.

" Let's befriend taqdir, I still have hope we still have the desire to live together even though I myself do not know how the road" added Anto assured.

" right! basically we've been together but with a different life story, you're my sister-in-law"

" I'm still waiting for that taqdir to come to me" Anto said softly to Nera, as she passed into the car, and was followed by Nera.