Promise And Knit Asa

73. I'm tired

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In the car, Nera was still unmoved.

Anto seduces Nera through Idam.

" Dam, in front of Dam. Later said the brother of the family driver"

Nera was still indifferent, I don't know what made her angry at Anto? Suddenly judes and won't talk.

Nera took her phone and dialed her husband's contact number.

Heading.tuuuut..

Nera's hape voice rang out, waiting for Dya to pick up her phone.

" Assalamu'alaikum, Abang "greet Nera when her phone is picked up by Dya.

" Alaikumussalam warahmatullah, I am my beautiful, how are you?" he answered behind the phone.

" Alhamdulillah healthy, is there a healthy brother?" said Nera sumringah, and mencuekin Anto who had previously teased Idam.

" Yes, baby, thank God we're healthy too.our parents how are you?" dea said softly.

" All in good health, Umi is still in ICU room. Hopefully it will improve soon" replied Nera.

Anto pouted while running the car,

" Dear, now there's rame, you're on the road?" ask Dya.

" Yes, Nera wants to go to the hospital"

Behind Dya's phone, there was a voice other than Dya,

" Bang Dya has finished packing it?, Sarah is not strong with this cravings, especially if you have to ride a car that has a buyer. Sarah could be nauseous. Sarah came out first, Siaw Chan was waiting outside" Sarah said behind Dya's phone.

Hearing Sarah's voice on Dya's phone, Nera turns off her phone.

Nera stared ahead with a blank stare, Anto looking from the small rearview mirror inside the car.

Nera shed tears, and rubbed again. Occasionally Nera sobbed.

Anto is worried about Nera, as is Idam.

" Cunaon teteh, naha bet nangis?( Why suddenly, why cry? )" Idam shook the body of Nera who was sitting and sobbing.

Finally, Anto gave up, too,

" Why Tea, what's wrong?" anto asked curious and worried.

Nera shook her head, but occasionally her prank was heard.

" I'm ready to listen, if you want a story " said Anto.

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Arrived at the Hospital.

Anto leads Idam, while Nera is still absent as she walks.

She remembered Sarah's words behind the phone.

" I crav, Sarah can be nauseous "

Those words broke his heart, weak and helpless.

He saw the back of Anto walking in front of him.

Back the debris fell.

Wanting to feel the heart cry out, Dya would definitely be honest if Nera asked.

But Nera is not ready to accept the fact that yes, Sarah's wife Dya the second, and her honey.

Nera squeezed the robe by tightening her mouth, so that the flow was not heard by people.

" Pregnant Sarah "grunts Nera's heart hurt.

" I haven't been pregnant yet "nera's upset with herself.

"Am I barren?" his brain started to shake.

Anto turned around and saw Nera, he looked attached, what happened to the girl?

Nera is so moping durja.

Not a single word came out, after hanging up the phone with Dya.

It was in Umi's room.

There was a bang Moses and his wife.

Nera has a cipiki with his wife-in-law and is greeting each other.

Umi is now aware, the hoses that were originally installed are no longer attached to her body.

Only , now umi is still sleeping.

Idam and Bang Musa's wife are out of the room, because children should not linger in the ICU.

Bang Musa asked Anto to pick up his guests at the airport, because tomorrow Bang Musa asked Abah to still keep Umi in the hospital. Lagian Bang Musa was tired, only from Jakarta had to go to Bandung and back again to Jakarta and directly to Banten to deliver his guests-in-law. All with Bang Musa's wife, let there be a friend of Bang Moses to ask Sarah to come too, so Idam someone to keep on the road. Because Idam did not want to go home if Nera was not home.

Nera also joined Idam. Coincidentally the car he brought was quite roomy, in the middle of 2004-2005 an AP* car was quite spacious and large.

Anto accepted her brother's request.

This afternoon, Anto's permission not to enter the class, until tomorrow.

Finally this afternoon Nera, Idam, his wife bang Musa and Anto left for Abangya's house in Jakarta.

Because in these years the Cipularang toll road is still in the process of making it, from Bandung to Jakarta must use the Bogor peak line, which quite should take a long time than now, he said, which can be faster by using tolls.

Throughout the journey Nera was still crowded, no one could make her spirit today rise.

Now she was in a slump, thinking about her marriage to Dya.

His mind had drifted far away, Nera was not in the mood to be spoken to by anyone. In the car, he pretended to sleep.

" I'm tired of "the bitter in my heart.

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" Nera, are you sick? just let him know!" hanum asked unkindly.

" No Tea, just tired, hehehe wants to take a bath" replied Nera with a knotty smile.

Nera goes to the bathroom, but is confused that she has no change.

" Tea, I pinjem change yes, because I don't bring a change of clothes" Pinta Nera told her sister-in-law.

Bang Musa house in Jakarta looks mediocre, just the garden and the farm is quite spacious. Although Hanum Tea and Kiai Mahfud are native to Banten, their mother is native to Betawi.

The land is quite large, when the neighboring land was evicted only Mahfud kiai land that still survives with hundreds of hectares.

There have been many land brokers back and forth asking for Kiai Mahfud land to be sold.

But unfortunately, Kiai Mahfud did not intend the land to be sold as property.

In Banten Kiai Mahfud and Kiai Hasan built pesantren together. They have been in office for a long time, so his children are in the soul mates. Moses and Hanum liked each other.

" Nera, you will be in the guest room on the left near the living room yes, Teteh is ready for his clothes also for you to change " said Hanum passed.

" Yes Tea, thank you Tea, sorry to bother, hehehe don't call me" Nera said as she walked into the room and Hanum turned towards Nera.

" Yah Nera, kayaking with anyone? are we family? don't hesitate !" answer Hanum.

" Aunty Nera, Lukman wants to sleep in the aunt's room" Lukman told Bang Musa's son.

" Ah, Lukman! oh baby come on !" greet Nera.

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Tonight Nera still can not sleep, finally she decided to go out for the wind in the front garden of Hanum's house.

Nera sat on a park bench facing towards the fish pond.

Nera was still thinking about the injuries.

Luka who had wanted to directly ask Nera.

" Who is Sarah? why are you in Morocco? She pregnant? whose child is pregnant?" all of that was in Nera's brain.

Nera cried again, she was not ready to accept the fact that she asked Dya about Sarah.

Nera couldn't stand it if she was really in the duakan.

Nera, it won't and won't.

Nera sobbing.

But Dya once said, must trust each other and always talk about.

But now Nera hesitates, Nera is scared, Nera is tired.

Suddenly Anto came and stood in front of Nera.

" Why are you? since the end of the call with Dya, your face is tangled. Need it, I ironed?" ask Anto.

Nera is getting sobbing.

" Laaaah, what's wrong with Dya?" ask Anto again urgently.

" I'm tired.I'm sorry" replied Nera softly.

" Why?" answer Anto again

" Does your brother still love me?" asked Nera while bowing holding back the cry.

" I've answered before, and I don't usually answer the same question "Anto answered.

" Do I have a chance to come back?" ask Nera getir.

" Don't be crazy! that's a stupid question, you why ?" anto answered, starting to clench his hands.

" I'm fine. Can I regret it ?" getir Nera is back.

" You're tired of Nera! I went inside, I was sleepy "Anto replied passed.

But one hand Anto has been grasped and held by Nera.

Anto looked up at Nera's behavior, surprised and shocked. Why did Nera dare to hold his hand?

Anto immediately turned around, did not feel Anto's eyes were sad and shed tears.

Anto doesn't want to be too late with this situation.

Anto took off Nera's hand.

" Not good, you're like this!" anto said softly as he stepped up to leave.

Nera sobs,

" I am now wounded, wounded by my deep suspicion. And I still love you, I'm afraid of losing you. And this crazy sin I know, and now I'm desperate with my own decision " .

Anto pecked, and still heard the roar of Nera's heart.

" You're always me waiting and I miss you, but you're never there for me. When I miss the presence and certainty of you, why should Dya appear, why is Dya the cure for my longing for you? But it was my turn to love and miss my own husband, why should you appear before me? And I'm hurt if you and Dya have any. And now I'm desperate, when my husband is loved by another woman" said Nera sobbing.

" I'm sad, I'm lonely, I want to be loved, but I'm confused "Nera's messing too deep.

" Have you ever intended to sleep with me, Bang Anto? like what's my husband been doing all this time sleeping with a woman other than me ?" it's in the heart.

" Sleep it's night! " anto said with heavy strides leaving Nera alone.

Anto leaves Nera alone at the park, but she still watches Nera behind the window.

Unknowingly, her tears began to drip.

For a long time she did not cry after Nera's marriage to Dya. Now Anto began to feel claustrophobic again after Nera said that she still loves Anto.

Sometimes Anto regretted the stupid attitude in those days.

Anto thought, is it true that Dya is married to Sarah. Or only Nera is always suspicious of Dya. What is the basis that Nera is so suspicious that Dya is married to Sarah?

The most appropriate answer might be asking for the help of Tea Maryam and Rudi?

Anto starts taking his phone, and one-on-one he'll solve this problem to help Nera.

seriated

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