POV Actor: I'm the Actor

Perceiver

Lily feels Regan is deliberately avoiding her. Somehow seeing Regan who dodged in the last seconds of her being in Paris Lily felt uncomfortable.

Lily hurriedly replied to Regan's message.

["Re, can you go to the hospital for a while?, I'm eating with you"]

Lily's message only ticks one, it means Regan is offline.

Lily was biting her lips restless, what if until her return tomorrow, Regan really did not meet her. Lily had not properly thanked the man.

Until late in the afternoon Regan really didn't come to the hospital. Though this afternoon Lyga has been allowed to go home and will spend the night at the hostess Lubis before they return to Indonesia tomorrow.

Udgam saw the restless Lily, but Udgam could not do much because there was Anastasya beside him and Lyga who was in the wheelchair he was pushing.

" Come!" Ozzu had already lifted all the belongings of his sister, Alfaaro in a Romanian sling, among them only Lily was a smiling one.

Udgam never really turned his back on Lily. Udgam knew the woman who had given him a beautiful princess was looking for her best friend. Udgam is not sure what Lily and Regan really are, but according to what Udgam heard they were no more than friends. The man happens to always be there for Lily and her daughter, considering it's actually Udgam feeling cramped.

As Lily grieves over her daughter's condition, the woman lays her grievances on the man not to him who is actually more entitled, but Udgam also cannot blame Lily for it.

At the moment Udgam only wishes Lily would marry him for Lyga's sake.

In the end Lily does have to bring out Lyga without meeting Regan.

The next morning, Lily tries to contact Regan, but Regan's phone is off.

Lily was already desperate stuff this time was the best for them. Lily knows maybe Regan is afraid she can't help her feelings, so Lily tries to understand and just send a message to Regan.

["We go Re. Thank you for everything you've done for us, take care of your health yes Re, may we still be given a chance to meet." ]

It feels strange indeed, when we are used to something suddenly it disappears, as well as Lily who is accustomed to the presence of Regan who always accompanies her daily life in the last few months, Lily felt a little lost. Lily can't force Regan to be with her, because Lily can't reciprocate the man's feelings either.

Lily will pick up the file she put in the drawer of the closet, when her gaze is directed at an object tucked next to the closet, it is a black silver umbrella, and the, which has the letter R. Lily smiled considering her first meeting with Regan.

Now she's leaving, and Lily can't return the umbrella to the owner.

While struggling with his thoughts, Udgam suddenly came to Lily.

Udgam wiped away Lily's tears without asking. Lily did not refuse because it did not have time and was lazy to cause a commotion.

" Let's marry Li, we'll raise the kids together!"

" Sister Udgam Lily...

" Hussstttt.. Udgam looked at Lily's face with a shady look, that eye view that Lily used to get from Sean's master, considering that Lily removed Udgam's hand from her cheek.

" Get out of Lily's room, brother, it's not good until someone sees."

Seeing Udgam who seemed to not care about his words, Lily chose to come out first.

Upon exiting the room, Lily crosses paths with Anastasya who sees her full of suspicion, Lily wanting to pass by but Udgam's voice stops her steps.

Lily looked at the face of the man in the doorway with a look of disappointment.

How Udgam can be so selfish.

Lily turned to look at the face of Anastasya who was now looking at her with a look of hatred. Lily hated this condition, wanting to regret having revealed her secret to Udgam but since Udgam also Lyga recovered.

" But Udgam!" lily said with trembling lips.

Udgam smiled sweetly at Lily.

" Which treatment you've been through all this time that separates a father from his daughter?"

" The circumstances that forced Lily sister!"

" That's also what I'm trying to explain to you Li.!"

Lily cupped her own face with both her hands.

" If I want to get married, it's not Udgam I want!"

" who then? The man who is the doctor?" ask Udgam out loud.

Lily and Anastasya were surprised because Udgam's high-pitched voice was not as usual.

Udgam himself regretted making Lily afraid of him. But only in such a way can Lily understand the circumstances and not continue to be selfish to feel able to do many things on her own.

Lily did not reply. He just turned around and left. Udgam took Lily's hand.

" I didn't mean to yell at you!" Udgam immediately felt guilty.

Lily let go of Udgam's hand, the woman resumed her steps. Lily didn't want to look weak in front of Udgam.

But Udgam held him back, even Udgam immediately embraced the body of a woman who had bet his life to give birth to his daughter.

Udgam initially did not want to force it up like this, but hearing the story of Lady Lubis about Lily who had been in a coma months after giving birth to Lyga, Udgam was determined to keep marrying Lily even though the woman would hate him.

" Gold, I don't want to divorce you, I love you Don't ask me to leave, I'm sick. I'm suffering" Anastasya broke Udgam's embrace on Lily.

Lily closed her eyes enjoying the pain that continued to make her suffer, sometimes Lily felt that she could not have her heart become numb so she did not have to continue to swallow the pain like this.

" Anastasya, the divorce words that last night I said, it became the third talak for you, we are no longer husband and wife!" It was definitely Udgam who took off Anastasya's hand which prevented him from touching Lily.

" Why Udgam would do this to me, I have come to apologize, but why would you divorce me for this woman!"

The thing Lily was most worried about was happening. The actor's words will be re-embedded on him, if he used to be no problem, different from today, because Lily does not want her son to be sick to hear the label that people give her Mama.

Lily regretted earlier agreed to be delivered Udgam back home to take some of his belongings and belong to his children, Lily should have asked to be escorted by the driver Madam Lubis alone.