POV Actor: I'm the Actor

Heartbreak

Turns right. The doctor said Mr. Sean insisted not to be treated even though the illness looked serious, even to carry out further treatment the man did not want to, last Mr. Sean checked his health a few months ago, even the man did not open the brown envelope from the hospital, Ozzu read it and ran to Udgam's house to ask for help persuading Papa to be willing to seek treatment.

Lily noticed the face of the man she loved so much, various kinds of aids attached to some of the man's body.

Lily has been listening to the explanation of the Doctor, Mr. Sean suffered from a lung infection, not severe, but will quickly be fatal if not quickly treated.

There is still a possibility to recover, as long as Mr. Sean is routinely treated, the problem since the sick man actually became an active smoker, which makes his lung infection worse.

" I want to talk"

Mrs Natalia took Lily to the hospital cafeteria.

Lily's hand was grabbed by Miss Natalia for a hand.

Lily POV

I was a little surprised when Miss Natalia clasped my hand.

" Are you married?"

He asked, I nodded politely, as he also asked politely.

" Where's your husband?".

" I'm sorry, I can't tell you.!" I said.

" I want to meet you, I want to beg your husband to let you go so that he can marry you!"

I was shocked to hear the words of Miss Natalia. This woman used to hate me so much because I was the second wife of her husband, even hurt me so badly that I could divorce her husband, but why is it she who wants me to marry her husband again?.

" Li please!, help us."

Madame Natalia cried, she looked like Ozzu when she begged me to see her father.

" I can't go back with Mr. Sean madam!" I tried to take his hand off my hand.

" Sean's love is so great for you, you won't regret even if you lose the love of your husband Li, Sean really loves you!".

" It's not about the mistress' love, but I really can't go back with her!" I want to go, because right now everyone seems to corner me, not know them I also want to be happy, I also want to be loved, but not by coming back with a man of the past like this, someone needs me more.

I never imagined it, when Madame Natalia was actually resting with both hands cupped in front of the chest.

" I beg Li!"

I realized we were starting to be the center of attention, every eye staring at us.

" Mrs stand up! don't be like this!" I tried to help her stand up, but my hand was on the edge.

The woman was crying and begging to see my husband.

Because we are becoming the center of attention

I relented and pulled Miss Natalia to her feet.

" I'll say, but please stand up!" I said firmly and Miss Natalia according to sit back on the chair.

The world is completely turned upside down, this woman used to do anything to make me go, now she's willing to beg me to come back. Destiny is that mystery.

" My husband and I are divorced!" I said honestly.

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We went back to Sean's room when Ozzu came and said Sean was conscious.

At first I didn't want to enter, but everyone forced me, so I entered alone.

My chest rumbled as I looked at the man who was looking at me with shady eyes, just as it used to be when we were together, his arms waving asking me to come closer.

" I'd be willing to keep getting sick if it makes you feel sorry and want to come to me" she said, sounding heartbreaking to me.

This guy really made me sad again.

" I want to give you this!"

Sean pulled out a small box from under the pillow, a box I knew so well.

" This is Oma's ring that Mama lent to Aunt Lubis, fate sent this back with its new owner. It's yours!"

Mas Sean pinned the ring on my ring finger, far away I went to avoid this man turned out a ring could make me meet again with him.

I wanted to take the ring off, but Sean grabbed my hand tightly.

" Let it be on your pus finger, please!"

Sean's eyes were looking at me so closely. What makes me helpless is that man crying. Oh my God, so heavy is your servant's ordeal.

" The man who accompanied you here has returned to France by order of Aunt Lubis, and Aunt Lubis has also allowed you to stay here longer."

This is no longer a joke, but it's too much, I want to deny, but my phone rings and the name 'Madam' is there, which means lady Lubis.

I breathe deeply as soon as the conversation ends, it turns out what Sean said was right. I could not bear my tears anymore, again I felt discarded by someone.

" Is that sick just to keep me company for a while Li?" Ask Sean.

" The Father who threw me away, if you forget?" I don't want to be pushed back, I was sick enough in the past, I don't want to give up anymore.

" Why should you avoid me getting overseas?"

I closed my eyes. This guy! it's easy to say that!.

" Wasn't it you who wanted to avoid me?"

" It's not like that, Lily!"

My esophagus hurts so much.

" What do you want now?" I have a little emotion.

" Don't avoid me, Li!"

" Don't plan, father like he was playing tug-of-war now, in the past three months I'm a foreigner without knowing what I was wrong, what I was wrong, for days I kept thinking about what was really wrong with me, after three months of sudden the Father appeared, which made me again have hope, but a few days later, he said, You even divorced me without seeing me and asked me how I felt then, and now, suddenly everyone is asking me to come back with you, is that fair to me sir?" I really can no longer contain my pent-up feelings of disappointment.I took out everything I've ever felt on this man. Don't know him, I'm also tormented by this farewell.

" Sorry!" Lirih mas Sean's.

" I'm just following what you want!" I said again, this time while wiping away my tears that had already flowed, discussing the past was just digging up a heart wound for me.

" I never asked you to leave, Li!"

" Directly Sean did push me away, I really like nothing to Sean mas, even for just a farewell hug or a tranquil hug not to give to me, if it was just a message how you could see my condition, I was sick but could not complain, I cried, I would not know, either, I need Sean's mas for backup not just a message!"

I can no longer endure this emotional turmoil, even I called him mas again, I just want him to know once again. He was the one I needed, not his treasure. I really feel bad when no one gives me back, I feel more depressed because of the circumstances, and it all starts with his unilateral decision.

Realizing that my emotions were starting to get unstable I was about to leave, but Sean pulled my hand once again.

" Truly Li, I didn't mean to throw you away, I was just afraid that I would have to meet you, because I wouldn't be able to let you go!"

I tried to let go of Sean's hand and wanted to get out, but then again Sean grabbed my hand.

" I'm sorry, don't go, Li."

I can't answer it, I don't want Sean to see me cry one more time.

This guy's...Why did fate bring me back to him??