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Ozzu

Ozzu POV

What hurts more than my feelings??

Having a sense that should not be, as strong as my heart fosters hatred for him precisely his sincerity is always visible.

I can continue to pretend to hate her, but my feelings can't be eelak, my words do sound painful when mocking or insulting her, but honestly my heart is more hurt, but honestly my heart is more, because of my own words.

Among the greatest distances on earth is my relationship with him. She's my Papa's woman I want.

The number of books I've read to seek reproach so that we can live together, but it's impossible, even if he's no longer with my Papa, he said, the distance between us is nothing to lose, my love can never reach, me and him like water and oil, can be side by side but cannot be together.

' Yes Tuhaaaaan! what hurts more than this?'

As of today, upon arrival from the airport I rushed to find her whereabouts, the house Papa bought for Lily was quite far from Mama's house, but I heard Mama still often bullies Lily.

My heart felt cool despite only hearing her voice, a soft voice that was often even carried away by dreams, my chest rumbled as soon as I saw her pure white face impeccably, the woman I hate is also the woman I really want to have.

Four months I couldn't hear her voice, couldn't see her face. I feel like I'm starting to lose the will to do anything, lucky that there's a reason I'm going home today, to be honest even I don't care what's in my mom's house at all, because I don't know if Mama's running a party or not.

Since I was going home, I lost my appetite for being too happy, and couldn't wait to see Lily's face, when I arrived at the airport I came here, I refrained from hugging her right away, said something that hurt her to hear her voice.

I've really been out of my mind ever since I met my Papa woman.

Things become very painful, distant, near-tortured.

My love is as deep as the ocean, dear without edges, if this feeling still continues unstoppable, it is not impossible that the storm will hit it, should I make my feelings?... God help me, my prayers for the steps I take are countless, my hands are always looking up to ask for all the good, including if I have to keep letting go

" This" an egg with a simple look was placed on the table, in front of me.

I looked at the haughty Lily, purposely not saying thank you.

I'm actually really hungry, actually, because it has been four days I have no appetite for being too enthusiastic to meet a woman who is actually haram I want especially for me to have like a man who wants his woman.

I thought Lily would immediately go avoid me, in fact I was wrong, she still stood up to see me who was just staring at the egg she was serving.

" Tell me if something goes wrong, I can make you a new one"

My reflexes raised my head to look at him, did I not mishear?, what kind of man he is, how bad my behavior towards him, how bad I am, he doesn't seem to take heart and still wants to care about me.

" If you knew something was wrong with your homemade eggs, you'd never present them in front of me" I said, hiding my real heartache.

" Oh, that, as you said before, my taste and yours are so different, that for my taste it fits, but right, not necessarily for you"

One that I realized from Lily, she was actually a very sociable figure, she was easy to adjust and also good at stringing the right words before she said, maybe she was so as to level the position in the eyes of the public, especially to put myself as my Papa's wife, even though I had never once seen Lily out of the house, she said, somehow the monotony of the life of a woman who is the same age as me, when children my age is busy developing themselves, she is actually confined, she is, constrained to being a wife and stepmother of a depraved young man like me. Oh, even I turned out to play a bad role for his life.

She is not a cowardly woman, she often answers what I ask, just that I feel she is always wrong, maybe I am too big to feel, too emotional and hate him for label reasons, because he's a 'Pelakor'.

" Ordinary" I said judging the taste of eggs cooked by Lily, actually the taste of cow's eye eggs wherever the same? but for Lily's cooking I feel like these eggs are really good, or maybe I'm just hungry.

" Do you want more?" Ask Lily.

" No, get you out of front of me, I want to eat, I want to throw up....

" I understand"

I saw Lily move, she cut me off immediately, one thing I knew, she must be offended because I was impressed to not thank you.

I stared at the small back that began to move away without looking back, behind the small Stump must have borne a heavy burden at this time, a little big I took part, but I myself can't do much, just pretend to hate what I can do, to cover up everything I feel.

At what time Lily closed her eyes, but when she woke up she found her husband hugging her tightly. Mr. Sean was asleep with his arms hugging his slender waist.

Lily silently watched the face of the man who became her husband, a handsome face that was always nice to look at, even though he was sleeping like that.

Sometimes, Lily only felt worse if she had to continue to be annoyed by a wife or a son because she was considered to seize a head of the household, Lily like to give up and leave all . Lily was sure she could still live in any way, not necessarily fancy, but could she be able to leave, leaving the master Sean who had so kindly accepted her. It turned out to be very painful when Lily imagined to release the adult man who was now hugging her.

" Go to sleep" whispered Mr. Sean, to Lily's surprise.

Warm breath blows, replaced by a small smile.

" What are you looking at?" Mr. Sean's eyes are starting to open.

" Mad Sean" Lily honestly.

" Are you counting the number of wrinkles on my face?" mr. Sean closed his eyes again .

" Is there?" Lily asked innocently, which made master Sean return to open his eyes somewhat wide.

" Is there not yet?" ask Mr. Sean enthusiastically.

" Lilly didn't notice"

" What are you watching?"

" Just want to see Sean's mas alone" Lily back peeling into the perpetuity of her husband

" Did waiting for me bore you?" suddenly mister Sean wants to know Lily's feelings, Lily's spoiled attitude always makes him lucky

" Slightly, can Lily go with Sean's mas anywhere?" lily answered, looking up to see her husband. The little thing that could make Mr. Sean's chest warm up.

" How's Miss Natalia doing?" Suddenly Lily wants to know her husband to his first wife's house to actually visit or just celebrate his birthday.

" I don't remember at all if today he was a birthday, he made a fake news for me to come there" Mr. Sean's answer turned out to be honest with Lily. And Lily did not doubt her husband's answer at all.

" Did he have a party?"

" Yes, because of her I didn't go to see her and chose to go home and sleep with you"

" Have Sean come home from there?" lily was a bit surprised.

" A half an hour as you leave Ozzu at the dinner table..Did Ozzu cause any trouble?".

" That means Sean went straight back here? "

" Yes, I can't possibly party in clothes like this" master Sean glanced at the clothes he was wearing.

" Why not wake Lily up" Lily protested as soon as she saw her husband still wearing the same outfit while leaving in the morning.

" It's okay, didn't Ozzu cause any trouble, I heard from the airport he came straight here?"

Of course Lily was surprised, because Ozzu's ridicule that insinuated Lily was not invited to the party, while it turned out that the young man had come directly here first.

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