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Mas Sean looked at me who was only wearing a bathrobe with hair that was even still dripping, honestly I fell asleep to forget time, too full of my mind until I realized when my body had shivered cold.

I also do not know what time it is, I know if Sean mas already at home it means the day is quite late, because some days Sean was so busy

Honestly, I was too afraid of what I was going to tell Sean about Ozzu's behavior, it was about Papa's trust in his son, but I also could not keep it alone

" Hey" Mas Sean stood in front of me, I who was still a little surprised felt anxious and nervous

" You've been crying Li?" Asked Sean who suddenly looked down to just look at my face. I was getting nervous to answer Sean's questions.

" What happened to your lips Li?"

Oh Allah..one question I have not been able to answer Sean has asked another question.

I'm not wrong if I choose to be honest?, I swear by anything I really don't want to create distance for a child with his Papa, but it's so hard for me to bear alone.

" This one.....

I didn't talk when Sean's phone rang.

" Shortly, my secretary called" Mas Sean slightly moved away from me and immediately carried the flat object to his ear.

My feelings are not careless, afraid, anxious, sad even today, why should I be in such a difficult position????

If I choose to be honest automatically Sean and Ozzu's relationship will be problematic, if I keep quiet, I'm afraid good fortune will no longer side with me next time and I will really tarnish Sean's trust, but what if I was honest Sean would believe it?

O Allah.....I hold firmly the knot of the bathrobe that I wear, at this time I am like a case defendant who is waiting for a judgment, why should there be this feeling?, why should Ozzu want me to be his father's wife?

" li"

Mas Sean suddenly hugged me, it turns out Sean was done with his business

" It feels like my head is going to break today, being the parent of a young man growing up turns out to be quite difficult. "mas Sean was heard sighing deeply "you know... Ozzu left the party drunk, making his friends busy contacting me, from the office I immediately rushed to Natalia's house and until there let alone Ozzu, not even her Mama was there" sean put his head on my shoulder

" I'm tired Li, I need rest and I want to sleep hugging you" I was sad to hear Sean's complaint, is Sean so tired?

Mas Sean did look so tired, even several times closed his lips that want to yawn, if I keep forcing the story tonight I make sure Sean mas will not rest, I will not rest, that means I'm gonna be a selfish wife.

" What's with these lips, hmmmm? don't make me worry Li, I want to sleep well tonight don't want to keep thinking about a lot of problems"

Mr. Sean PoV

Today really makes me very tired, towards the end of the year office work is indeed very crowded, especially some days my confidants are having urgent problems and must be permission for several days

Not only the actual office problem, Natalia's problem also continues to make me more and more thoughts, my first wife did not stop to keep asking for money, he said, if in the past I continued to let it because I considered it as an outlet for her frustration because I never gave her rights, but for now I have been supporting her birth - inner, inner, and the birthplace I gave was also a considerable sum.

Not that it's too calculated, but the longer I think Natalia's attitude is getting out of control, even every month her domestic assistant who works at her home is changing, changing, Natalia is too temperamental and arbitrary attitude that has existed for a long time actually, but because my love makes me close my eyes to the sugar thing first

Not only that, the more mature my son also more often do the act, often times moving majors that in the end only spend time and money, too, whether I want to see when I keep dizzy thinking about them, I'm grateful that now there is a Lily that can be my place to complain, it feels a little strange because she is much younger than me, just I need someone I can turn to for a spot of complaining and Lily is the right girl in my opinion, he could see the situation and not talk if indeed I did not ask opinions when I was complaining, really just as a listener, just staring at him had shrunk my fatigue, I was, her tenderness also makes me always miss coming home wanting to curl up to hug her like a child, strange indeed. But I really feel that way.

I don't know why I've always been comfortable by his side, things I used to think I no longer needed. Lily was present giving color to my life that was so bleak, enlivening my lonely life

I shouldn't have snared him like this, but what can I do? the feeling that I thought I would no longer grow in my heart just slid into my pores, I really wanted it, if yesterday it felt like I just wanted Lily to give me a child enough, and I'll let it go after her, but now it feels really painful if I imagine, because it turns out I'm really attached to my young wife.

" Don't worry mas, this was only bitten when Lily ate earlier" her melodious voice made me smile, twice the beautiful lips were hurt, it felt so dear if the thing I like, it's so sweet, injured, but for now I really want to rest so don't want to continue advising my young wife.

I pulled my little wife who was wearing only a bathrobe, no matter her hair still looked wet, I was already very tired and wanted to embrace her immediately

" Sleeping mas, please ridho what you have given to Lily from head to toe"

The voice of the lullaby that always makes me sleep soundly while with her.

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Mr. Sean fell asleep immediately, while Lily walked out of the room to make sure the front door was locked

While coming out of the room, coinciding with Ozzu also coming out of the room next to her, Lily felt surprised as she looked at Ozzu, but she tried to look fine.

Ozzu looked at Lily with his eyes on his tail.

" You said that to my Papa?" asked Ozzu directly without further ado. " Just tell me, I'm not scared at all"

Ozzu looked normal in contrast to when he first entered the house

Ozzu's laughter made Lily alert

" I don't drink alcohol at all" he said staring at Lily full of hostility.

" Ozzu I have something to tell you"

Seeing the seriousness in Lily's eyes made Ozzu follow Lily's steps

" Shall I sit down?" Ask Ozzu

" What makes you feel comfortable" Lily replied

" What do you want to say?" asked Ozzu looking at Lily

" It's about who I really am"

"What does this have to do with me?"

" You should know, because it's related to your father"

" Say!" ozzu Pinta

" Ozzu what do you know about poverty?" Lily asked staring right in the eyes of her husband's son.

" Am I on an exam?"

Lily stood up and it immediately made Ozzu stand up

" I don't think it'll be any good for me to tell you" Lily exasperated.

" You're angry because I didn't answer your crazy questions?...Okeee I answered" Ozzu immediately threw his body and followed by Lily "According to the Great Dictionary of Indonesian Language (KBBI), the meaning of the word poor is not berharta. Another meaning of poor is all lack, are you satisfied??"

Lily smiled and wiped away her tears, nearly an hour after Lily spoke to Ozzu, telling him everything about her past before meeting with Sean.

" Because your father did not want to go into my little hut, then for the first time I could sit in a big restaurant, even I ate for free" said Lily who was accompanied by a small joke.

" You know Zu, if the first guy I met was you, maybe I'd offer you the same thing I offered your Papa, but it's all set up, isn't it, why I met your father first is destiny"

Ozzu looked at Lily's stubbornness

" I'm going to go Ozzu, if need be right now, I don't want to be the cause of the child and Papa fighting" Lily said so with a crumbling feeling, whether she can really go.

" Do you love my Papa?"

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