Please, This is Not a Dream
Chapter 11
Davi drives. He takes Saira and Candra to his friend's house who has a mobile phone counter. Saira did not long choose and immediately bought it. After that they went straight to the villa. During the journey Saira falls asleep. Saira wakes up when she reaches the villa. There was Mr. Umar and bu umar there who guarded the village. They welcomed the arrival of their son in a friendly manner. Saira smiled looking at these two old couples who were no strangers to her.
"Non Saira how are you non? Last I saw non was a child" said Bu umar
"Good ma'am umar..."
"We have cleaned the house. We go back first yes non, if we need something, our house is behind this house is non" said Bu umar
"Nggeh. Matur nuwun nggeh“ said Saira in Javanese
"You're in the gih" said Davi
"Bars?“
"Come" said Candra carrying Saira's goods and some of her goods
"Oh yes"
"Udah let's go in" said Davi carrying his goods and some Candra
"Sister... Look, I'm going to reactivate the phone again but I want to ask for one thing" Saira said after everyone entered the house
"Say" said Candra
"I blocked Liam's number. I hope you guys don't talk about Liam.. If Liam calls you guys, don't call me" Saira said, turning around and walking away from them
"Okay deck" Davi replied
"So. Answer me why?“ timpal Candra "record Dav" said Candra whispered in Davi's ear
"God... Shall?" saira asked turned around, approached them and sat down on the sofa
"That's the condition" said Candra
"OK I'll answer... One of them, I was angry, and did not want him to leave, besides that I was angry with myself who I wanted to understand and I wanted to understand him, he went to work, not on vacation, he went to work, but the emotion overpowered me. But that's just another reason. Not the main reason"
"I'm ashamed... I'm upset... I hate this weak, sick self, which makes him go the extra mile to take care of me. Because I'm job here abandoned. Because of me, he was very late to East Java. I wanted to be healthy and strong for her, but I've heard, if my health affects my pregnancy"
"You mean deck?" ask Davi
"I'm not necessarily pregnant. I can't give offspring to him. I want her to rethink marrying me" Saira replied
"Lord... Your thinking is very narrow" said Candra "it's up to you. Sister tired. Take a break " said Candra and went to the room.
"I know I'm selfish, I know I'm not good, I understand what I look like"
"Don't overdo it with a deck problem! Don't lebay. The problem of your fingertips is considered very big!“ shouts Candra from inside the room
"What the hell!" reply Saira
"Uncomprehending, you never suffer, when in the bully, in the end you have us to finish. After that until now your life is smooth like silk, but remember life is not always smooth deck" said Candra who came out again from the room
"This is new in Liam's stay, if any other problems? if later about your health, how do you make it not easy to get sick! Don't think anything!" timpal Davi's
"If your small problem is big, what if you have a big problem. Would you be able to face it if there were no us?" ask Candra
"Don't over-flavour the deck. Not okay. That room. Go to sleep" Davi said
"Yes" said Saira and entered the room with a grim and upset face.
Saira put her clothes in the closet. He thinks of himself. It may be true what Davi says, if he is too sensitive, exaggerates too much if faced with problems. Just going for a while, it shouldn't be a big deal, and that's not a problem. Just pray for it if you are worried. But Saira's mind is not there, on the other hand he still thinks that Liam's life will not be good if Liam marries her. Sometimes Saira thinks maybe if Liam is not present in his life, he will be better alone, and does not make the lives of others messy because of it. Not once did he think, to better die. He wants Kaili to pick him up soon, but he still survives, being kept alive by his family.
Saira's life in the villa is light as a feather. No one discussed Liam, nor mentioned his name while in front of Saira. Although sometimes Saira understands if her two brothers talk about Liam, but they call Liam's name with another name.
Once Saira was caught by Candra and Davi, Saira was sitting in the front yard of the villa while looking at the scenery, in front of her was a diary on her laptop, on his laptop he wrote a lot about his longing for Liam. Davi secretly recorded it and sent the video to Liam.
'I miss him... Her... The one whose name I don't want to hear, but it is always heard in every dream, the one I don't want to think about, but always perch in every thought... He is the one who tries to stay away from me but is always close in my prayers... Liam... That's-her-name. I was so selfish I didn't want to hear or see anything about him. I just want her to be far away, rethinking about our marriage, which she will definitely know if our marriage will not be happy. I'm afraid, in going away if I can't get pregnant, I'm afraid if she'll choose another woman because I can't be the perfect wife for her. Wouldn't it be better for me to live alone, if it would end up hurting me more than this?' saira's
It didn't feel like Saira had been at Villa for a week. Once Asha and Jili to Villa when they are off, just to stay overnight and see the state of Saira. Liam's plans for home tomorrow. It is known only in Candra, Davi, Asha, and Jili. Coincidentally, this is the end of the week, plus Monday is the red date of the national holiday, Asha and Jili can be longer in the villa with Saira. But strangely Saira since Asha and Jili reached the villa, she did not want to room with them. For reasons of many rooms, and the villa is quite large, let them get their respective rooms. Even when in the larger Saira house, Asha and Jili like to sleep together with one room.
