Please, This is Not a Dream

Chapter 10

True what Saira inner, he woke up at 2 pm, his stomach was hungry, he had to eat, although eventually it remained not exhausted. Finished eating he brushed his teeth, and intended to go back to sleep. But the eyes cannot sleep. Until the dawn of the Adhan reverberated, he did not sleep, Saira could only fall asleep when the clock showed at 5 am, and he slept on the cold floor. After 1 and a half hours Davi and Candra knocked on Saira's door. Automatic Saira woke up with a very dizzy head.

"Crazy! I just got to bed at 5! Why are you guys so fast? Dizziness!" saira was upset

"Why do you sleep on that deck?" ask Davi

"Insomnia? Ato stress?" guess Candra

"All! I want to sleep! Don't disturb"

"Eh Liam is here... He's leaving" said Candra

"So what?... Whatever!“ answer Saira origin

"Darling... You why? You don't want me to go? Say!“ liam's orders

"Whatever! My head's dizzy! Go want to go, go where... Come back or not, whatever! I'm none of you!“ said Saira

"So you speak? Unlock door. Or I'm breaking down" Liam's pinta

"Whatever! Whatever!" answer Saira

Liam broke down Saira's bedroom door. Saira looked chaotic, her face pale, eye bags, black eyes were clearly visible on Saira's tangled face. Plus he who still hugs a roll bed on the floor. Davi saw that the food he did not spend and just put it on the table. The medicine also looks like he is not holding at all.

"Why you?“davi asked and approached Saira, then turned back to the door

"You razor hand again?" ask Candra and then grab Saira's hand

"What the hell! No! You've confiscated all the cutter n contents!“ answer Saira

"Keep the room messy, you sleep on the floor, you stress why?" ask Candra

"Who is stressed? Sleepy... Go to sleep"

"How are you?" ask Davi

"There are good employees who can walk without me. How much they'll deposit to me at malem"

"Liam wants to talk" Davi said

"What's? Wanna leave? Monggo... Please... Be careful"

"If it's good, wait for the mood is good" said Candra

"Comeout. Haven't you? But the door can't be locked, so don't go in"

"Later brother call a handyman, same brother buy a mobile phone" said Davi

"You! Take medication! Semalem drugs should be in the drink, this is not in the drink! Want to heal? Want to keep getting sick gini?" candra's Oyster

"Yes" Saira replied briefly then glanced at Liam. Liam pecked with Saira's condition "why? Shocked at my appearance like this? So don't like it? Quit aja.. Put me... Abort marriage! It's finished!" say Saira to Liam

"What are you talking about?“ ask Liam

"get out. I give you a chance to think back if you want to marry me"

Liam is upset, he exits Saira's room following Davi and Candra. Not to forget, Candra closed the door to her sister's room. Davi patted Liam's shoulder. He could tell if Liam was currently upset with his sister.

"I'm sorry Saira. He has had bad habits since childhood. He is always bullied if he does not have a mother, and all the bullies he hides, but he always razor hands himself or hurt himself if he is stressed or has problems" said Davi

"What pain is it in so?“ ask Liam

"Maybe a psychological disorder" Candra said

"Seriously?"

"We never took him to the doctor, it would make him more uncomfortable" Davi said

"He once benturin head to the end of the wooden table, until he bled, because of fighting equally papa" said Candra

"I once asked the doctor, Because of the ignorance of self about how to cope with the feeling of negative emotions, the lack of understanding of the emotions he felt, because of the lack of understanding of the emotions he felt, difficulty expressing emotions makes the individual finally do it and make it as a way out" Davi replied

"So at this time we are always tighter to watch him" said Candra.

"Maybe he doesn't actually want you to leave out of worry. But he was always reluctant to reveal what was in his heart" Davi said

"I have to keep going vi, dra" said Liam

"We understand. We'll talk to him. Calm down" said Candra

Liam nodded in understanding and he left. Davi calls Yelu, if they have to temporarily take care of Saira, and they don't go to work. Candra approaches Saira's room. Saira let him in. Saira's room is back. He also took medicine. But Saira was sitting in a chair hanging on the balcony of her room. From his room he could see Liam leaving. Saira breathed a long breath, Saira felt she was tired. Real tired.

"Sir, you're not healed yet" said Candra

"Sir, papa has a villa in Tawangmangu right? There yuk kak.." take Saira.

"Say papa first yes" said Candra

Then switch to Davi who is still outside the room.

"Go to the villa" said Candra

"I'm a speaker. Pa, Saira went to the villa" said Davi away from Saira's room with Candra

"Yes. Be lost. Maybe by there he'll be healed soon"

"A week or two" said Candra

"As far as you guys. Jobs can be papa handel. You take care of Saira"

"Good pa"

"Don't forget to buy your sister a cell phone. Papa's having a hard time calling him. Don't forget the drugs"

"Yes pa"

Candra and Davi return to Saira's room. They see Saira still the same. Not yet out of his favorite chair. Saira was happy to be allowed. He immediately prepared his clothes and some items needed. Not to forget he brought the actual cutter he still has a new cutter that he hid. The matter of medicine Davi always does not forget to Saira.

"Medicine?" ask Candra

"Already" Davi replied

"Amthma inhaler?“

"Calm down Candra"

"Almost to the mobile store"

"Yes. Number on his old phone?“

"In the bag"

"OKAY. Wait for Saira to come out"

"Mbak anna, we'll be gone about a week or two, take care of the house. If there is anything, contact us directly" said Candra

"good. Then if I want to contact non Saira how mas?“

"Number is usually. I will buy a cell phone first" said Davi

"Udah brother" said Saira

"Come on. Here is the bag brother brought" said Davi

"Almost buy the phone you choose yourself" said Candra