Pill in My Maid's Room

Seeing with eyes of the head

One month after Rehan beat me, since then he never touched me again, I wonder why he was so strong to resist his desires.That his desires were always crazy, in fact he always praised the poignancy of my body, but now I'm just like a display in this big house.

Rehan's attitude hasn't changed at all, he's very considerate, always sweet, but wonder why he didn't touch me, that's what's always been a question mark for me all this time.

I'm a normal woman, obviously I want a man's touch, like tonight, my body is so longing for Rehan's touch.

"Mas, don't you miss me, you haven't done that in a long time" I said, hugging the body of Rehan who was sitting in bed with me.

"Sorry baby, I'm so tired tonight," she said subtly, of course her refusal disappointed me.

"Oh, yes I have slept a mas." I said as I lay on my back, I was disappointed really disappointed, I was like a cheap woman who peddled this body for plural by a man.

These tears just fell without being able to hold me, I bit my lips so as not to sob, but my body was clearly shaking, I did not care that Rehan would realize if I was crying or not, but I could hear a fine snoring from his mouth, a sign that he was fast asleep.

I got up from the bed, these eyes came back out clear crystals when I accidentally looked at Rehan mas who had fallen asleep, the man I loved so much now as if he would not touch me.

I went out of the room to the back porch, I sat in a chair near Rehan's fish pond, this thought reawakened considering how much he wanted me, her struggle to get my love is so great, that this heart melts and receives her love wholeheartedly.

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In the morning, as usual I always wake up at 06:30, I am indeed a Muslim but I have long since abandoned my duties as a Muslim, I rarely pray, I rarely pray, even if I pray sometimes only pray magrib even if I am not lazy.

Now I wonder if God has given me a rebuke by giving me the trials of my marriage.

O Allah, I have indeed sinned greatly forsaken my duty as a Muslim, all this time I have been negligent, forgetting to simply thank you for all the favors you give, I am only busy with world affairs, I am only busy with world affairs, I forget that after the world there must be ahirat.....

No feeling these tears shed back over the cheeks, I set foot into the bathroom, flushed this head with cold water, and, hoping for cold water to cool my head that feels hot from Rehan's refusal last night.

Not wanting to continue to remember the rejection of Rehan, finally I immediately finished my bathing ritual, because today there was a meeting outside with my boss.

I rushed down and went straight to the dining table, this leg of leflek stopped stepping not to see my husband in the kitchen with my maid, I saw clearly with my own eyes, mas Rehan stirring the flour helped Ratna who was cooking.

But this time he helped my maid in the kitchen, seen them joking even mas Rehan tease Ratna by poking her breasts that look prominent and tight.

What chest tightness, it feels like my legs are weak not powered even to just support my own body weight.I took a few steps back then I went and immediately hit the gas.

I drove my car in no direction, until I reached the beach which was still quiet at that time, my tears immediately broke when I recalled Rehan's treatment of Ratna, several times I hit this chest that feels tight.

My tears were getting uncontrollably heavy, and then I wiped these tears violently, I have been fooled all this time.Alright if this is what you want mas, you know, don't blame me if I go from a cat to a wolf ready to rip you both apart.

I wiped my tears violently and immediately drove my car to the office where I worked.

(pov Rehan)

Two months ago the maid in my house stopped working on the grounds that she was old and unwell, she recommended her niece to replace her work in my house, bik Ami said she was a flower widow, and she was a child, he is 27 years old just like me.

At first I didn't care if he was old or young, which is important to work in my house well, I just didn't want my wife to be so cute after work and have to take care of the house and cook.

I love my wife so much, Dinda is the only woman who can make me fall in love, she's a very beautiful woman, all the men in college want her to be her boyfriend, she said, no exception to my own best friend Zidan, I could clearly see Zidan's gaze towards Dinda was very different, a gaze full of love.

I didn't want to lose to Zidan, with the various ways I did to attract Dinda's attention at the time, and I managed to get her love, after graduating from college I immediately proposed to Dinda, I don't want to lose him.I don't want to if he's in someone else's possession.

But now everything has changed, ever since that night, the night where I almost lost control and hired my own maid.I was in the living room, watching football, watching football, I used to play football in the living room, I didn't want to bother my wife who was resting.

I frenzied myself while watching football, until my throat felt dry, I rushed to the kitchen to take cold water, I walked while reading a message from my friend at that time, I was so happy, but suddenly I hit someone's body and that person was Ratna.

I was surprised, not surprised because I hit Ratna, but I was surprised to see the clothes worn by Ratna, thin sleeveless clothes, only a rope that became a fastener on her shoulder, she said, if you pull a little, surely the shirt will immediately sag, what else is his chest that is so low.

Until showing her breasts that are so big and challenging, I immediately caught Ratna's body that almost staggered because our bodies collided with each other, the conspiracy of seconds I was still holding her waist, and, these eyes really can not afford me kondisikisik.I just keep seeing Ratna's breasts are so big.

Unlike my wife Dinda's, Dinda's is not small either, but not as big as Ratna's, I gulped my hard saliva, I suddenly imagined what if I squeezed and sucked it, my heirloom suddenly stiffened and hard.