Pill in My Maid's Room

Speak from heart to heart

"I deliberately did not continue studying abroad because I want one campus with you Din, I'm happy when you also enter the same university with me, but I had to swallow a bitter pill when Rehan turned out to like you too, and to make matters worse, that bastard moved quickly to get your attention and love." Zidan let out a long sigh before continuing his words.It seems like the man is reminiscing about the past that stifled the chest, the result at the ticking of his own best friend.

"I retreat regularly, when I found out that you also have the same feelings for Rehan, I tried to strengthen my heart to see you happy, but this heart is not as strong as steel, my heart aches when I see you two together, but what can I do, this is the reality of life that I have to experience, I love you to my best friend, I hope he can make you happy, I hope he can make you happy, but it turns out that I was wrong, he was just a bastard who betrayed you." explained Zidan as he breathed a sigh of relief after expressing his heart that had been hidden.

Whether happy or sad about Dinda's current feelings, the woman just silently listened to the expression of Zidan zahresa's heart. but occasionally he threw away his face to hide the red hue and thin smile that had been singled out not when he heard the expression of feelings that he had long awaited.

"Then how do you feel about me, why did you not show your feelings, why did you choose to hold it yourself? are you as strong as it is holding back feelings for me, or maybe your love is not as big as my love for you." added Zidan with a full gaze of inquiry.

Dinda immediately turned to the man who had now shaken the defenses of her heart these few days. "You mean brother, I should shoot that brother first?" dinda was a little upset.

"That's not what I mean Din, even if you don't shoot first, at least you show your feelings through a concern or what a cake, that I might understand if you feel the same way about me." said Zidan softly.

"I'm not as brave as that brother, I don't have the guts to show my feelings as big brother, who is this self in the appeal of the same big brother all big brother fans used to be in school, I know enough myself to just keep the taste in big brother, it's the thing I have to bear by being ready to accept all the bullies and insults from big sister fan girls." Dinda was silent for a moment to see the splashing water in the wind before her, sighing deeply before continuing, he said.

"Do you know, I almost got hurt because I was too often close to the most popular upperclassmen like you. Some big sister fan girls did a desperate action pushing me from the second floor of the school building at that time, but thank God there was a teacher BK who helped me, so I did not fall because Mr. Ilham immediately pulled my hand when I almost fell." explained Dinda glanced far into the past that was not pleasant.

"What !!? so you're almost wretched for being close to me?" pekik Zidan could not believe that Dinda almost wretched because of her . "Then why didn't you tell me that time Din?"

On the right side, Zidan's hand was clenched so tightly, the man was very angry because Dinda had harbored herself the grief of the bullies and violence she had gotten at her school, Zidan is only able to suppress emotions, because on whom he will be angry, after all his friends used to not know where, what is left is only Dinda, but now, a underclassman who is able to make Zidan can not open his heart to other women after Dinda in the editing of his own best friend.

"Then the soul mate brought us together in the same campus.Is not it? then are your feelings on campus still the same as when High School was on me?" asked Zidan as he grabbed Dinda's fingers for her to hold.

"Still brother, but I tried to hide that feeling because I knew I wasn't worthy of a sister, a woman who liked a sister on campus too much, on average they are children of rich people who have power, let alone they all look very beautiful and fashionable, different from me who upik this ash brother." Dinda chuckles in the end of the sentence, laughing at her misfortune about her romance from then until now.

The woman continued her words again while looking at the calm lake water that morning, "Then came Rehan mas, a man who was able to accumulate my love for my brother, at the beginning he approached me, I still have no feeling at all, but his efforts to get my love are so extraordinary, he is a man who does not give up easily, until I melt and accept his love. perhaps from that moment on I began to bury my love for my brother, I kept it in the deepest part of my heart, hoping that it would never come to the surface again, because at that time I was sure that Rehan mas is the only man in my life, but now I realize reality is not as beautiful as expectations, my marriage failed and destroyed." Dinda bowed with tears that had escaped without being able to she could bear.

Talking about her ex-husband, makes her a whiny woman.

"Din, I will always be there for you, this shoulder will always be ready to be your back, whether you still hold that feeling or not. But I ask you one thing, please, allow me to get your heart back, allow me to make you happy, don't care what people say, even though they all think you're not worthy of me, it's for me that you're a very proper woman, the woman I've loved so much for so many years. Would you give me a chance at that?" Zidan looked at Dinda with a sad face, the man was so afraid the idol refused his request.

Dinda nodded as she looked at the sincerity in the eyes of the man she had considered sister all along, "Are you sure? then what about Mother, mother must want the right woman for sister, not a woman who is a widow like me sister."