Pill in My Maid's Room

Feel guilty

My lips were soaked forward when the boss and my best friend randomized my hair that was neat and beautiful.

"Ih, don't do it, my hair will be ugly" I said while avoiding so that he did not mess up my hair more.

My boss chuckled and apologized. "Yes sorry, your end is getting more adorable" he said with a smile.

"What am I a baby, doing?" say I'm pouting. " I'll excuse you, sir" I said back to formal mode.

Yes this is how we both behave, sometimes like sisters and brothers, but I will turn into a professional secretary during working hours.

Besides the boss, he was also my best friend since I was in High School, we were both friends even though we were not a class, Brother Zidan was my upperclassman, my age and he was two years different.

In the past when I was in High School I had put a taste in him, but it felt I was far away, not because of what, but because I felt inappropriate for him, he's too perfect for me to pick up these ashes.

Gradually the feeling began to erode in my heart, since I knew with Rehan mas, slowly the feeling disappeared in replace with the figure of Rehan mas who always attention to me, who always care for me, though he's not as perfect as Zidan's sister.

Now I just think of Brother Zidan as a brother to me.

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Now I was on the road to go home, this afternoon was not too jammed, until I quickly got home, when I arrived it turned out the gate was not closed, until the car I drive can go directly into my yard.

Seen on the side page I saw Ratna with Mr. Munir joking like a couple, somehow there was a sense of relief when he saw they looked very close.

The worry if my husband cheated on my maid slowly began to recede when these eyes clearly saw if Mr. Munir looked at Ratna lovingly.

I got out of the car, my eyes squinted a little when I saw Rehan's car parked in the garage, not because of anything but this was the first time he came home before I got home, I rushed into the house, worried that my husband wasn't feeling well because he didn't usually come home earlier than I did.

Arriving at the room, I saw Rehan's mas was neat, his hair was wet, it seemed like he had just shampooed, I was a little surprised, why my husband got shampooed twice a day, so much so, whereas he used to only shampoo in the morning, even if we had sex.

"Have you gone home yet?" ask Rehan.

"Yes, why?"

"What the hell, just a wonder, usually going home at night continues." said a little ketus, inexplicably I suddenly felt upset when I saw his wet hair. even though I did not see him cheating, what if he was really cheating, able me to face the reality.

I quickly walked into the room, leaving him confused, probably because I was talking to him, because this was the first time I had done so.

After I got to the room, I went straight to the bathroom, it felt like this body was tired, I wanted to soak in warm water, maybe my feelings would improve again if I took a bath.

Finally I went back into the house, faint from the direction of the kitchen I heard like someone else chatting, with a thumping feeling I walked towards the kitchen, my feeling began to feel bad.

I was afraid to see something that could stifle this chest, slowly I peeked from the door, I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw who the person in the kitchen was, it turned out that Mr. Munir was teasing Ratna.

I returned with a big smile, my frustration was unwarranted, I had sinned against my own husband, I had been so ugly without any proof, I would apologize to him, she said, and I promise I won't repeat it again.

I rushed into the room, my husband was sitting on the couch playing with his cell phone, I immediately sat next to him, leaning this head on my husband's sturdy shoulder.

"What's the matter, baby?" ask my husband gently.

"I miss you mas." I replied as I struggled spoiled in his arms.

Mas Rehan chuckled with my words, maybe my words were funny times huh.

"Then, let's let go of the miss, I have not been in love rations the same you love." said Rehan in my ear, of course I did not refuse his invitation, he said, I'm a normal woman, we haven't had a husband and wife relationship in a long time.

I gladly served my husband in bed, we did it over and over again, I'm really satisfied today, a touch I haven't felt in a long time, now Rehan's really got me flying into space.

He was really amazing, but the question arises in my heart, why ahir ahir this he rarely touches me, whereas before we almost every day to combine love, but, but the last few weeks he touched me. Is it possible that he did it with someone else?

But soon I get that suspicion, I don't want to be a bad wife without proof.

"Thank you dear." said Rehan, kissing my forehead in love.

"Yes mas.mas, I'm sorry, because I had a bad time to think of you" I said while hiding this face in the niche of my husband's neck, not because of anything but because I feel guilty because I have been bad to him.

"What are you bad at?" my husband asked me while cupping my cheeks so I could look at his face.

"I was suspicious if you cheated on Ratna, mas." said Lirih.

Rehan laughed when he heard my words. "Do you think I'm a maid like Ratna, what are her advantages until I have to cheat with her, I can't trade you for Ratna, baby, I love you so much, I love you so much, and I would never betray your love" Rehan said.

I was so happy to hear his explanation.

Forgive me, God, for it is bad to have thought of my own husband.

I'm sorry to have put my suspicions on Rehan. Maybe in the future I will pay more attention to him, so that he always feels comfortable beside me. I don't want him if he cheats, I don't want him to, I love Rehan very much, and I don't want to lose him.