
Now my life is like walking without direction, since then, I began to change my life to a better path, to pray without Dinda's knowledge, he said, even I prayed in the guest room so that Dinda would not be suspicious of my change.
I went to the orphanage to share with the less fortunate orphans like them, maybe they didn't have both parents, but they still have a bright future as long as their physical origin is strong and healthy.
Unlike me, I also have no parents, my life is alone, I only have a wife that I love very much, and now I don't have the physical strength to keep looking at the future.
I suffer more than those who are orphans, my life is only to count the months, and soon I will count the days.
It's as tight as this chest is if I have to imagine the moment I left Dinda, but I'm sure, I don't need to feel claustrophobic anymore because I'm sure that Dinda will soon demand a divorce from me.
And I don't need to see tears of sadness on his face, it's enough that I'm sad, enough that I feel all this. I want him to be happy, I want him to be happy, I also want to see him have a complete family there's a husband and a cute kid.
Surely only Zidan is able to realize my wishes, then the next step I must take immediately before my illness gets worse.
For a few weeks I never touched my wife Dinda again, not that I didn't want to, but that my physique was getting weaker, even sometimes I slept separately with Dinda.
I deliberately slept separately because every night I always had a fever and nosebleed. If I slept one room with Dinda, I was afraid she was suspicious and found out if I was unwell.
But these two days, I missed my wife so much, I deliberately bought a powerful drug to please my wife for the last time, and I could see a twinkle of happiness in her eyes. he fell asleep after a few times I did the unification.
I came out of the room after he fell asleep, I went back to sleep in the guest room, but this time it was not to sleep, to cry for the rest of my life that I knew how long it would last.
After that night, I began to solidify my resolve that had faltered, me and Ratna again performed, this time really the latest drama, because Dinda immediately went from home with a disappointed feeling.
I could only mourn my fate, I cried after Dinda left home, ruined my life and my heart, I had no purpose to live.
One month after the drama, Dinda and I were officially divorced, and I had already made a will, all the treasures I had, would fall on Dinda.
I only set aside some of my property for the orphanage and for Ratna who has been helping me all this time.I also married Ratna to Mr. Munir, because I know they love each other.
Two parked cars in my garage, I'll tell Ratna and Pak Munir, there's also 2 billion for them.
Only the two of them were very loyal to accompany the rest of my life.
(The Flashback)
Although both legs were no longer able to support his weight, Rehan still tried to carry out his duties as a Muslim, the man prayed in a wheelchair.
His thin and weak body is still trying to worship, even the man continued to teach after performing five prayers.
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Elsewhere
Zidan seemed very happy because Dinda had answered his love, and one month later they would have a marriage.
There was a longing that continued to linger in the depths of his heart, even Dinda could not shake off the sweet memories with the man.
His love for Rehan is ingrained, hard to forget, it may take a lifetime to forget.
"Hey, why are you, baby?" asked Zidan when he found Dinda daydreaming
"No brother, just thinking about work." Dustanya.
"Why is hurus thought? soon you will be the wife of a Zidan Zahresa, so you do not have to think about work, because after we get married, you can not work, just at home waiting for me to come home from work, gave birth to a cute child for me."
Dinda just heaved a heavy sigh hearing the babble of her future husband."Can't I leave the house, too?" dinda asked in a annoyed tone.
"Cock his lips manyun anyway?" Zidan approached to kiss Dinda, but the woman immediately pushed Zidan away.
"We are not muhrim." refused Dinda.
"Sorry baby, I have a hard time controlling myself, so I want to get married quickly with you."
For some reason there was no happy look on her face, her heart still adrift by one name, Rehan her ex-husband. Dinda also does not understand her feelings, why she has not been able to forget her ex-husband, even though the man has hurt her in such a way.
But Dinda's heart seemed unable to accept this parting, if she could turn back the clock, dinda wants to go back to a time where she lived happily with Rehan and of course without any infidelity between them.
Dinda's love is firmly attached and rooted in her heart, although it has been forcibly revoked, but the roots in her heart still continue to grow into a burden of life that Dinda does not know until when to bear it.
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one month later
Rehan was immediately rushed to the hospital, because the man was found lying in the bathroom when he was about to mengbil abu.
"Oh my god, how is this bang? do we have to tell Ms. Dinda about your situation?" Ratna seemed to be very worried about Rehan's current state, because day by day, Rehan's state was getting worse.
Likewise with Mr. Munir, the man was no less worried, thanks to working with Rehan, Mr. Munir was able to buy a house and rice fields in his village, mr. Munir even praised Rehan's kindness which was very different from his previous employer.
Rehan is very royal to his workers, always giving bonuses that they think are more than enough, Rehan also always treat them like his own family.
"Abang also does not know the deck, Brother is confused, besides you do not know where Dinda now lives?"
"Kan Abang knows Dinda's office address, who knows that Dinda still works there, bang."
"Yes, then, you want to go to Dinda's mom's office first, please take care of Mister yes, if anything, you immediately contact Abang. ya have departed. assalamualaikum."
"Waalaikumsalam, heart bang."