Persist

Chapter 67 S 2

"Fan, what did Aqil say to you?" I finally got the courage to ask this.

Zefan who was playing with his phone immediately put the phone to the table.

I sighed, "If indeed Aqil said something. You should have told me."

"What did I say to you?" Zefan looked angry.

"To be kept a husband is not pleasant for a wife. If I'm wrong I'm sorry. But you shouldn't listen to Aqil."

Zefan's eyes reddened, he kicked the table in front of him.

"You don't think I'm thinking about it. Aqil told me what really happened to me. If you really love me, why is there this photo."

Zefan threw some photos at me. I took it and saw it, a picture of me and Aqil.

Zefan laughed, "Quick explain."

I smiled, "Don't you remember if me and Aqil were married? you changed just for this reason?"

"Still there, you don't want to get pregnant with my son."

I opened my eyes. I don't know if the reason I postponed getting pregnant would be calculated like this.

"Here you go, I explained to a man who is easy to eat people's words." I chose to go into the room.

Zefan agreed to delay my pregnancy. But now she thinks I don't want to get her child pregnant.

"Al."

I wiped my tears and looked at Mama.

"Are you okay?" ask Mama.

"I'm fine, Ma."

Mama sat beside me, slowly putting her hand on my shoulder and saying, "Mama is sure you and Zefan can get through it."

I just nodded my head. I tried to give good advice for this. I know the consequences of the relationship I'm in. I'm a widow and Zefan is an established man.

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Don't know why, since the fainting incident at Zefan's office. I feel dizzy more often. The menstruation has not yet come either.

I prefer to sit in the back garden. It is fresher than in the room.

"Al, drink this." Mom gave me a glass.

"This is what Ma?"

"That's a honey and orange drink."

"Thank you." Aki drank vigorously, "If the sour taste was a little more it would definitely be refreshing."

"You're this. Have you checked with the doctor?"

I put the glass on the table, "Check to the doctor. I'm healthy Ma."

Mama laughed, "Mama just reminded me. Who knows if there's a baby in your stomach."

"Mama can do it."

Also true. If I was pregnant, Zefan wouldn't be mad at me anymore. I silently smiled as I stroked my stomach.

"Don't like to daydream. It's late afternoon, you better get in."

"Good, Ma."

Tomorrow I'll take Zefan to see the doctor. She'd be happy if she knew I was pregnant, but if I wasn't. Is Zefan going to be back to how he was?

Brucks. I held my head that hit the door of the room. Too much thinking makes me unfocused.

"Fan," called me as I entered the room.

The room light is not on, only a candle is located on the table. I tried to walk with my hands on the wall. I don't know where this light switch is.

"What do you want?"

I was shocked to almost fall. Fortunately, Zefan caught me quickly. The room lights suddenly light up.

"Zefan, why are you making this room dark?" my many.

Zefan did not reply and simply pointed to the bed. There was a baby doll and some baby clothes.

"I've heard everything. We're going to the doctor tomorrow." Zefan looks very happy.

It is not clear whether I am pregnant or not. If not what should I do. Zefan will be even more angry with me.

Zefan was silent from his laughter, he turned to me. I bowed my head, I don't know what Zefan would do to me this time. I'm just praying that Zefan isn't angry anymore.

A hug made me raise my head.

"If you are not pregnant. We can work on it again."

"You're not angry, and since yesterday you ..."

"I'm sorry," Zefan let out his arms at me, "I've been thinking too much about what Aqil said until I forgot about the purpose of this relationship."

I shed tears. I'm glad Zefan's back to the way he was.

"From today on, I won't listen to anyone else talk about us."

"Thank you for accepting me."

Zefan let go of his wound to me, "Why my wife became so crybaby. You know, when you cry. You're getting really ugly."

"You know I'm ugly" I said with tears still pouring down.

Zefan led me to sit on the edge of the bed.

"Don't cry anymore. What are we going to eat tonight?"

Since this morning I just want to eat meatballs with a very spicy sauce. But Zefan won't let me eat too spicy.

"What?" ask Zefan again.

"Eating meatballs on the roadside yuk.”

Zefan was shocked by what I said.

"Are you serious."

"I don't know either. I just want it."

"Don't you really get pregnant."

"I just want to. Had to get pregnant first can eat meatballs."

Zefan shook his head, "Alright. You get ready. I'll ask Mama for permission."

"Ok." In the spirit of four-five I immediately looked for clothes and prepared to go find a meatball.

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After almost an hour of walking around we finally found a meatball who was beside the town square.

"I'm the pesen. You just sit down" Zefan told me.

I nodded and sat on an empty bench. It was a beautiful night because it had just rained.

"Al, do you really love me?" zefan asked who was sitting next to me.

I looked up at the night sky, "If I didn't love you. Why am I staying in this marriage relationship" I said.

"Have you forgotten Aqil?"

"For what reason do I remember that, all there is now is a relationship between me and you."

The meatballs came with two bowls, "This is Mas, Ma'am."

"Thank you" said Zefan. The meatball returned to his cart again.

It turned out that Zefan still thought I would betray him just because of Aqil. I haven't told you about my last meeting with Mama Sarah. I remember I haven't heard from Mama Sarah.

After finishing eating meatballs. We decided to take a walk here for a while. Many young people are joking, some are making out.

"So, did you meet your mother?" ask Zefan

I'm nodding.

"Then what are you going to do now?"

I sighed, "I will only hold on until Aqil chooses to stop. I'll use this time to live a beautiful life."

Slowly Zefan took my hand. He gave me a smile that calmed me down. I thought I was gonna lose my Zefan. Now I'm happy because he's back with me.

"You remember my promise? I'll keep going with you. Whatever happens," Zefan said.

I hugged him right away. A warm hug that has been missing for a few days somewhere. Thank God you sent me a good husband.

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to be continued