Peer Idealism

BUDDY

If you need more than just an interpretation and a market quote about who God is, friends, and yourself. Go up the mountain or be quiet.Edy-Edy

Rara's House. Dago, Bandung's.

The boredom hit Rara. Since last night, his HMJ friends went on vacation to Cikole Lembang. As for Rara, this Sunday she passed by just sleeping all day. At night, without drowsiness, Rara became very empty. His mind traveling everywhere finally brought to mind something that Bu Prawati said a few days ago. 'The fakir pengalan sisi. Blog Edy, ' Inner Rara.

Through Google, it didn't take long for Rara to find Edy's blog. He starts reading one of Edy's notes in it.

I was in a place where I could be a man who walked on his own feet. I'm in a place where I can be a broken man with my own head. I was in a place where I could be someone who gained power over his own body.

I was in a place where I could be someone who did not find the strength of treasures, thrones, and soldiers.

" Who have you been walking on whose feet?! All this time you've decided with whose head?" Rara said alone in front of the laptop screen in her room.

Rara constantly taunts Edy's notes that she randomly chooses. Despite the emotion, Rara continued to read other Edy notes. At first he was just a fad, but Rara looks more than just that.

Rara slowly fixed her seat, she wrapped her finger on her chin with her index finger at the tip of her lips, her white face was getting more radiant as Rara leaned her head closer to the monitor screen.

I'm telling you, Vik. There will be many situations like this afternoon, where no one will come to offer his hugs or armpits when you call 'mama'.

Congratulations to your third mountain. Mount cikuray.

"His sister is still SD, in Ajak up the mountain cikuray?"Rara shook her head in response to a note in a photo that Edy posted on her Blog. "crazy person," she said again as she resumed her reading.

They (our children/brothers) are a shadow of what this country will be. They must learn to balance or get used to being able to survive outside their usual 'God' facility.

From art and nature. Children will be guided by experiences, that enjoying the process is the main thing behind all achievements.

Rara was silent for a moment. No criticism of his lips. Before long, he directed his Laptop pointer again to move to another note.

A person who by God is given the gift of enthusiasm and/or sensitivity to be able to explore the pleasure of cigarettes and coffee, there is no reason for him not to love the archipelago.

"Why did you refuse my coffee?would be sweet, salty, asem, once in a while coffee, still coffee right?"Said again.

Rara turned around by turning her wheeled study chair. He put his fingers back on the tip of his lips, tapping them a few times. The quote from Edy's last note makes him think or remember something. Before long, he raised his body to walk towards the kitchen and made a cup of coffee.

Along with a cup of coffee beside the speaker who had played his favorite local indiefolk song, Rara dissolved until midnight. Through reading, a woman number one on campus was brought to explore the ins and outs of a man who later troubled his life, Edy.

Budgeting Class

Because Rara Woke up a little too late, and a few minutes late to class, then this time she did not sit side by side with two colleagues at HMJ, Willy and Sarah, as usual. After passing through the door and giving eye contact to the lecturer, Rara sat on the bench wherever she could, and as soon as possible.

"sorry, Tea, which part is it?"to a woman beside him, Rara asked as she examined the strands of the new worksheet she had taken out.

College is complex. Once left behind following the filling of worksheets will be very difficult and hampered to be able to continue following to the next filling of worksheets.

"Tea's chat. From now on just talking about the Barbarian," replied the woman.

"Barabar?" Ask sekar.

"Sir Bahrudin" said the man beside the woman who asked Rara.

Rara chuckles when she hears the two calling Mr. Bahrudin 'BarBar'.

Rara exhaled, trying to control herself and her heartbeat. In the afternoon, Rara was forced to rush from the parking lot to the class on the third floor.

"nih Air, teteh," the woman offered her drink tumbler to Rara. "Free,"press.

"Thank you, Tehh" Rara welcomed the tumbler.

"Peeze," said the woman beside Rara.

"Huh?" Rara chokes. He stumbled over the body of the bottle in his hand.

"My name's pissing,tehh."

"Pissing?" spontaneously Rara questioned the name of the woman beside her while laughing and closed her wet lips.

"I'm a Clairvoyant,"The man next to the pee.

"What?" again, Rara chokes and is shocked.

"The guy's name," pees mediate.

"You're Rara, right?"

"Ohiya, My name is Rara," Rara greets the two while still having trouble fixing her tone due to laughing .

"You know him, Cing?" Ask Jewuh.

"His face is often nongol on the campus web," answered the pee. "Chairman HMJ huh?" ask Rara for a piss.

Rara nodded. The pejuh nodded too.

"Are you Mapala?" rara asked after her eyes caught the mountain stickers on the tumbler and her book was peeing.

"yes, the longest student," joked Piss.

"Still on singles," Pejuh reconnects.

"Ohhh you're still lajaaaang?" suhut Pissing while giving a threat with a small pinch to the hands of Pejuh.

"no Cing. The other mapala children mean, we are not, I am with you and you have been with me," Peaches calms Piss, his lover.

"Well, Piss and Piss a Couple huh? Dating huh? Ihh..." Rara responded with appreciation and a smile. "Squeal and Piss," Rara said again. He laughed to himself.

Throughout class hours, breaks and beats are often created by Pissing and Pejuh. Classes are more fun for Rara. Of course, Rara responded in balance, so that he was not left behind to continue the worksheet and understand the material given by the lecturer.

"Ranti Larasati Ningrum," Mr. Baharudin checked the attendance of students.

"Present sir," said Piss.

Mr. Baharudin is a fairly strict lecturer. Do not want any cases of 'signature certificates', he always calls one by one the names signed in the presence.

"Rizal Fakhrurozzi's.."

"Present." said Pejuh while raising his hand lazily.

Before Mr. Bahrudin called the names of students, in between Rara doing budgeting worksheets, often he laughed to himself because it crossed his mind about how could a pair beside him named Piss and Pejuh.

Pissing explained to Rara that the name of Piss and Pejuh is the name of the field. It's a special name of membership, a distinctive feature that describes the solid and familiarity of people in a particular organizational environment, one of which is Mapala.

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Classes are completed. Rara rushes to find Edy after stopping by the cafeteria with Willy and Sarah. There he was reminded by his two colleagues at the HMJ about the continuation of his problem with Bu Diah. 'Senior HMJ, construction lecturer, and many people are waiting for the resolution of your case!" Willy told Rara.

Disturbed and overwhelmed, Rara leaves.

After not finding Edy in the hangar, Rara finally finds Edy in the front garden of the library. Edy was alone, sitting her back on the road. Rara who approached from behind was increasingly convinced that the man who was writing or busy doing something there was Edy.

"Edy" Rara put out a word. Edy stopped the pace of the pen in his hand. His head turned towards Rara. "if it's not busy, can we talk?" Said Rara again.

"oh you," Edy looked at Rara, "Rara. Rara Novitri's. Yes can. Want to be here or?" Edy said as she shifted her seat and let Rara sit down.

"Thank you. Here aja. Not long," Rara chose not to sit down.

"Regarding us and Ms. Diah," he said again.

"Ohh Anying," said Edy casually.

"What did you say?"

"Yes, how?" said Edy again.

"Can't the volume of the music be reduced?" Pinta Rara's.

From the attitude and words that came out of Rara, Edy could read that he was invited to build a serious atmosphere. Edy. He put down the pen, closed the book, then turned off the music.

"It has. Go ahead" said Edy.

"Aren't you seriously going to college here?" Rara started.

"You mean?"

"If it's not serious, idealistic, no matter the value, that's your problem. Do it yourself, don't include me."

"Is there an easier language?" Said Edy.

"Mom Diah wants us to face, Ed !" Rara puts her two hands on the table like an interrogator to a suspect in a case. "Please,Ed !. Our problem.."

"We?" Edy cut.

"Yes. You and I, who else?"

Rara pointed at herself and Edy. "All because of you, it's us. Now we're talking about teachers and students."

"We're not. But you, honorable chairman of HMJ. Your honorable position and circumstances make even the slightest of your actions a matter of conversation. There is no me in us you mean," Edy begins to take offense at Rara's attitude and argument, "And again, why are you blaming me?" Edy continued his point of view.

"I want us to take responsibility for what we do. You can't be selfish!". Said Rara.

"I quit Miss Diah's class when it was me and my decision, I didn't take you. Didn't include you either. I'm out of class is something, you're out of class is something else. You and I are not us. Stop cornering me with words; Ki.ta.." explains Edy.

Rara's emotions are becoming. His instincts revolted to retaliate. Rara moves her emotions through words to attack Edy.

"I hear you like to read books, play in villages and mountains, you should have formed into a wise and loving person," Rara put her body one step closer to Edy, "The cup is fake! It is only natural that you are always lonely!".

Rara could not control her emotions. The argument is out of the subject of the conversation. After judging Edy, he was speechless and decided to leave Edy.

"Honorary, Rara Novitri!" Edy shouted at Rara. Rara stopped her steps.

"Later in the night, in your loneliness you threw at me," said Edy as he stood, "One, you ponder again, what exactly is wrong with me and you to Miss Diah. Two, read a book, find out who socrates is, then we can talk about what is wise" said edy again.

Before continuing her steps leaving Edy, Rara turned her head, she sent Edy a face with anger, a face that was still beautiful.

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At night, in Rara's room

'In your loneliness you threw at me' Edy's words followed Rara into her room. Many times Rara refuses to think about what Edy said last day about the two things Rara should do tonight. Only, many times Rara said no, many times the words Edy increasingly mastered the night.

And Rara gave up as well, she started to open a conversation with herself. 'What exactly is my and Edy's fault for Miss Diah?'

Rara did not find the answer. He felt that there was no mistake he made. Also Edy, Rara thought, Edy was kicked out of class because her mountain clothes were not liked by Miss Diah. Then Edy fought it with the Argument that it was not Bu Diah's right to form the character and what clothes students should wear. Then kicked him out on the grounds that Edy was late for class. Rara, who is also late, even more than Edy's late, decides to leave the class as well. A brush that when viewed objectively is actually quite fair.

"It's exactly what Edy and I did. I'm trying to be fair, right? I'm obeying the rules that Ms. Diah made" Rara said alone.

Rara felt that all this was more to the sentiment that was dramatized by Bu Diah to be a problem, which of course as a lecturer Widyatama, could not not not not, the lecturer was always the winner. It's only natural that if one like Edy decides to fight, he's done. At that time Rara so remember the words Soe Hok Gie quoted Edy in his blog sosmednya .

Teachers are not gods who are always right, and students are not buffalo who are always wrong.

Given that quote, Rara so remember about Edy Blog. Rara remembers reading. Rara remembers Socrates whom Edy told her to read. Rara moves to her laptop.

'SOCRATES,' Rara searched for nothing about the name she typed in google. Various references were found through the internet. Rara sums it up in the head.

Socrates was an influential philosopher in the world. An attitude person who is considered irritating to many people in the environment and its time.

Socrates was not like any other man who felt knowledgeable. He was not patronizing, he was just asking and answering the words people were throwing at him. Socrates does not attack, he makes the person who attacks him feel attacked himself with a logical response and can not be denied anyone who uses his common sense.

Socrates humiliated many who disputed him. The uniqueness of his way of presenting philosophical truths made the restless Athenian city officials who first set the standard for truths.

399 B. C., Socrates was convicted. He is considered to undermine the order and belief of the people about the gods that exist. Socrates felt he had done nothing wrong. Socrates suggests that whatever he has been saying is something that comes from conscience and can be accepted with any common sense. Socrates could have chosen to ask for mercy and left Athens, only to have chosen to remain there to defend his conscience/righteousness. Socrates died after being forced to drink fir poison by Athenian judges.

Socrates, a name that all the Athenians eventually came to name when asked, "Who is the wisest man?"

Like the previous nights, Rara was dissolved tracing the answers of everything she had read that night. He can catch Edy's point. Rara had to listen to her conscience and common sense about what was wrong with her to Miss Diah. After that, Edy brought Rara to socrates as a reference for attitude-taking. One other thing, through Socrates, Edy gives a self-defense that Rara has called unwise.

It's almost 3 in the morning. Rara who was basically not used to being awake that late, finally exhausted and fell asleep on her laptop desk

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