
If the relationship is loving each other is called RELATIONSHIP, if the relationship that only torments the mind and sucks the patience of the soul is called RELATIONSHIPSHIT !!
Consider it aja typo!!!
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Life exams, household exams university pass exams these days are familiarly greeting my life.
I just hope my vitamin C intake is enough to deal with the more miserable days ahead.
I didn't return Mark's embrace when he hugged me yesterday, but the sweet voice of Husband KW who apologized made my very bodo defensive wall collapse. I want to shed a tear looking at my husband's inshyaphan.
But his name was also Mark Lee, when I was about to answer his apology, he suddenly pushed me violently and ordered me to clean up.
I who will be moved by his apology is immediately upset by his treatment.
The Crocodile Demon.
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Not only there, Mark told me to rub a pile of clothes that were all models of shirts and branded.
All my life ironing clothes, I think this is the most extreme, because Mark's clothes are all branded. My hands were unceasingly shaking. Even to memorize the presentation material alone I was afraid. Daydreaming will make me fall asleep and Mark's clothes can be charred.
But I didn't get upset when I finished rubbing my clothes, Mark prepared me some food.
I don't understand anything that makes my KW husband sometimes sweet.
I also asked Mbah Netizen a million people who else if not Mbah Google for answers that I would never find anywhere else.
Already several times Mbah Google that I believe can penetrate the inner eyes of someone like Roy Kiyoshi again give an absurd answer to my question.
I don't know why I'm not clawed.
I was not satisfied with the answer Google directly chose the second option is Chat a Friend.
I only have one close friend in Korea, Leona, although Leona is super lazy and likes to use friends, but Leona's flight hours for romance problems are higher than mine.
Leona proudly once said she had an ex 6 and 2 affair.
I think Leona can ask.
I also immediately chatted Leona.
I regretted contacting him, instead of him giving an answer he even told my House.
So that he wouldn't bother me, I had to block him.
"Eat, don't play on the phone" Tegur Mark.
I was suddenly focused on the chat Leona who offended the website Dispet had to put a cell phone for a while to eat.
Let the curiosity of the man sitting in front of me be put off.
It's my turn to eat, Mark's phone is ringing.
After receiving a call that was out of nowhere, Mark's face turned serious.
Food that has not been eaten is left behind.
Without saying goodbye to where Mark went out of the house.
I gawked at him watching him leave with the roar of a very fast car.
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Tonight I'm still sitting at the study table, I see the clock on the phone showing at 22:30 p.m.
I'm still studying for the preparation of the presentation tomorrow.
Mark where is it.....??
I try to open the Dispet site, I rarely open it because once bad news about Mark appears, my eyes immediately hot when reading it.
Even though I'm just a wife, my feelings for her are more than that.
I ventured to open the artist's gossip news portal, I must be ready if there is news that makes a swipe.
Already I suspect, the news on the Dispet website is warmly discussing Mark's relationship with the government tax consultant, Jung Hye Ri.
And I found out that Mark didn't meet at Namsan Tower because the Dispet site uploaded a photo of Mark being snatched into Hye Ri's apartment that afternoon.
I threw my back in the ergonomic chair.
If Mark cancels something it must have something to do with that woman.
I called Mark to ask him if he was coming home or not, but after 3 calls, he didn't pick up either.
I put my face on the study table. The material that I memorized instantly collapsed !!!
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I know Mark's not coming home.
I deliberately did not cook and clean the house because this morning I had a presentation for my research.
I have to put aside my current personal affairs in order for me to focus on my final task.
I sat on the couch before I left for college.
With black and white formal clothes like employees who will first enter work I am ready.
I have to be excited.
When I was about to open the front door, Mark came.
His face was lethargic like a lack of sleep.
"Hi Mark, you just got home? Last night I called you, you should have told me" I protested because he broke the rules.
"I asked Hye Ri to look after her all night. He was terrified because the evil man kept terrorizing him" Mark replied.
"He can take care of himself. Call the police or hire a bodyguard !!"
It's only natural that I say this, because it's about someone's safety. Can't be underestimated. But Mark gave me a surprising answer.
"Hye Ri is different from you, you can defend yourself, you are too strong. Even I lose against you. I promised her I'd always take care of her anyway".
I smiled wryly.
I wanted to start the day with a spirit of remembering today's presentation, but again my spirit was broken because of Mark.
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I waited for my name to be called for a presentation.
I can only pray now that all my affairs are smooth.
Along the way, I encouraged myself to focus on my goals.
Mark has promised to always look after Hye Ri. I don't think Mark can continue this anymore .
I can't hold out much longer
Mark's heart is not for me.
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I came out of the presentation room with a sigh of relief, I was able to do well, and I graduated.
I hurriedly picked up my phone and wanted to tell Mark, but I broke my intention. I don't think Mark needs any good news about me.
Then I switched to pressing the name Andy, I sent a message if I declared pass.
"Gwen" A familiar voice called me.
"Director Byun" I said with sparkling eyes.
I didn't think he was here when I finished the presentation.
"Congratulations, I heard you were declared a graduate today" Director Byun reached out with a congratulatory hand. I took his hand.
"Thank you, you helped me a lot. I feel like my research is good because you helped me a lot"
Although Mark was more helpful, Director Byun also made it easier for me to do research at his company.
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Director Byun and I were sitting in a park chair near the campus fountain.
"You're about to graduate soon, after this what's your plan?" ask Director Byun.
I'm down. I honestly don't have any plans. Because the matter of this arranged marriage is eating away at my soul.
"I don't know yet, maybe I'll make my dreams come true." Answer thus.
I have no ideals. My life is not a concept. Because when I conceptualize the future, there's a cost.
"I thought you'd be a good Housewife" Director Byun joked.
I smiled miris.
Want that anyway?? But if the Father of the household is not pleased, what can I do?? It's just wishful thinking and it won't come true.
My husband is more concerned with Hye Ri.
"I think I'm giving up." Reply spontaneously.
"If you give up being the wife of an Idol, remember I'll be waiting for you"
I also sighed, why else would I jump at this???
"You mean Director Byun??" I pretended to b*ego.
I'm almost 25 years old, it doesn't feel right not to know about love, I pretended to be stupid to fool her.
"I'm outrageous, but I know you and Mark are just lying to the public. I'm a little pushy, but if you and Mark are over, remember I'm always waiting for you"
Director Byun talked about his feelings for me. Do I have to answer it now?? I don't want him to offend this anymore
"I'm sorry Director Byun, but you don't have to wait for me" I replied a little firmly.
"Do you love Mark now??"
I didn't answer right away. With my mouth silent she should know what my answer is.
"All right, I have to go home now. Thanks again for your help". I bowed respectfully and then ran away from there.
No more talking to him both.
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I read a book on the sofa this afternoon. My heart was a little relieved because when I came home I got a message written on the stick on the refrigerator door.
Mark seems to know, if I go home I always go to the refrigerator first to drink.
I'm going to the studio, I'm going home at night
My smile expanded, at least she did not go to the female Demon Snake's apartment.
Lately I have been reading my father's old journal. I read about his career in this book.
But unfortunately, father did not write his love story with Mother.
The bell in front rang, who came huh??
I hurriedly opened the door.
A beautiful barbie-like woman with long black hair stood in front of the pinty I had just opened
I let him in.
"Do you want to find Mark?? He's not home, he's in the studio" I said, trying to be friendly, but I'm sick of seeing his face.
"I'm here to meet you" she replied with an elegant face.
I just answered oh...
Why would a half-animal human meet an immigrant??
"Welcome you finally graduated from university, well even though you're 25 years old"
I have to clap for this. I admit I was late for college. 2 years I learned Korean and it wasn't easy.
"Thank you, then what brings you here??" After he kills me softly I don't want to mince words anymore.
"I know your marriage is fake, right?? Mark just loves me. He promised to be by my side"
"What is the proof that he still loves you?? In fact, he married me. If he did love you, you should have married him by now"
Reply firmly. Isn't he in lamar nolak huh??
"You'll see soon enough, you'll have to be ready if he ignores you" he replied as if unmoved by my words.
"I don't want Mark to suffer a loveless marriage"
Hye Ri's last word felt like mak jleb was piercing my heart.
Hye Ri resigned and she left
I can only absorb Hye Ri's words.
Have I been torturing her all this time??
With this one-sided feeling???
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want sweet ending but less than the maximum.
sorry my readers disappointed.
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