PASUTRI.

CHAPTER 46: CONSCIENCE !

I Choose Love in Silence !

🐊Mark Lee🐊

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If you see me as an idol, in elu-elukan fans and have a very large fandom in Korea.Have fantastic wealth even exceeding expectations.Di gilai many women in pursuit sasaeng.You've been wrong all this time.

On stage I can perform a dance that makes the eyes of women do not blink.They also said my voice is nice and sweet like honey.

I can also put on a cute face and my aegyo can make the users think, I am the man of their dreams.

I'm not a big head.I just imitate what they say.

Behind it all I was a pitiful man.18 years I harbored a feeling for a girl without daring to reveal it.

The sweet girl who also attended the same school as me.Our house was also next to each other until our families became close to each other.

I didn't know him from birth but I felt very close to him.

Until I finally had my feelings for the opposite sex for the first time.

I was swinging.In the park area of my school.And there was the most frightening class brother in the school grabbed my lunch box and pushed me to fall.

I didn't dare fight him because he was so fat and it made him so scary.

I've been like Nobita who was run by a Giant in the School.

I cried sobbing.I was scared.

It came to my mind to ask Dad to remove me from this school.

"Mk....." Hye Ri's sweet voice rang out in my ear and it made my fear lessen a little.

Her shady and very sweet face instantly made my feelings that were terrified of goodsur improve.

"I'll report to the principal if Woo Jin tortures you again..." Hye Ri deftly helped me stand up from my sadness crying in the corner of the art room.

I shook my head quickly preventing Hye Ri who I complained to the Headmaster.

"Are you afraid Auntie's gonna be mad at you??"

I shook my head again.

I don't need to complain here and there because since then, Hye Ri has been enough to reduce my fear at school.

I harbored my liking for her until I got into High School.

And what surprised me was that Hye Ri said that she liked Byun Hak Do Hyung.

He was our senior at Junior High School and High School.In addition we are neighbors.Just his house at the end of the intersection.

Byun Hak Do has a charm that makes girls bend their knees.He is the Head of the Organization at the School and he never leaves first rank.

Hye Ri is one of Kak Byun's fans, I call her that.

I often caught Hye Ri bringing lunch and Hye Ri was very spoiled for Kak Byun.

And it made my heart hurt.

I don't have the aura that Brother Byun has.

Until when Hye Ri and I graduated High School, I planned to invite Hye Ri to continue studying at the famous University in Seoul.

Hye Ri refused because she wanted to follow Byun Kak to Harvard.

"I've been studying hard all this time so I can catch up with Byun, and my efforts succeed.I went to Harvard..." Hye Ri with a smile that can not be described anymore how happy he hugged me with a white paper bearing the words UNIVERSITY OF HARVARD!!!

Hye Ri is very happy....

And me, my body is weakening.

My life is detached from the body.

"I'm happy for you Hye Ri...." That's the only word I can say for his happiness.

5 Years we have long distance friendship.Hye Ri also often send photos via email.She also continues to encourage me to study diligently.

"Wait until I come Mark." Hye Ri's written message that makes me have the spirit again.

And finally a chance came to me.When I attended the inter-campus festival, there was a big agency that gave me a tempting offer.

I became a trainee at Wanna Be's agency and without waiting for a long time I debuted.

My sense of inferiority has long diminished because I am now an idol.

From afar Hye Ri always encouraged me so that I could perform well and be able to go against my quiet and shy nature.

Until Hye Ri has graduated, my race for Hye Ri remains the same.

Hye Ri turned into a fashionable, mature and very beautiful girl. I like her more.

But I'm sad that my friendship isn't as free as it used to be.I had to avoid paparazzi to meet him.

I met that idiot girl, I mean Gwen, that stranger when I was hiding from the paparazzi.

I don't know why I got married to her.

I think I need him and he needs me.

I wanted to break up when I pretended to be dating her.

But the break-up plan changed when I saw Hye Ri flaunt Kak Byun's gift ring.

"Byun Oppa gave me a ring.I'm so happy because he likes me."

Highlight the happy eyes of Hye Ri can not be separated from the ring on her ring finger.

"You can also get married to Gwen immediately.Especially what are you waiting for??I'm happy to hear you have a boyfriend.Yahh even though he's just an immigrant, but I'm happy if you're happy." said Hye Ri when I accidentally met at an Italian restaurant some time ago.

Hye Ri is right, I should also be happy for her if she is also happy for me and Gwen.

But this is not the same.

She and Byun like each other, and me and Gwen??

No. gabe.

I don't know him completely.

All I know is he and his family are immigrants from Southeast Asia.

And a crazy idea flashed through my brain if I had to marry Gwen for one purpose.

Also the fact that I just knew that Gwen would be in Deportation I made an excuse to marry her.

Of course, with the time limit I set.

I don't want to think about Hye Ri anymore.

I hope that by marrying Gwen I will forget how I felt all along.

Gwen is not bad for me.

I didn't say she was beautiful.

But to me he doesn't look ugly.

Especially when she dressed up like a real woman, she looked graceful.

Although he usually only wears his shirt and hair in his pigtails carelessly, but I can still tolerate it.

No need to be beautiful to be a wife setting a Mark Lee, because the next 8 months we will also be separated.

I think we're just pretending to be married.For me it's not difficult to live this.In fact, releasing the view of the figure of Gwen is also not easy.

Especially when he kissed me in Milan.I was very surprised because it was the first time I kissed a girl.I was very upset because Gwen stole my first kiss.But a moment later I was happy because she said that first kiss.

I realized about one thing------

She is a good cheerful girl.Although her eyes are often glaring and nagging.Feeling it is very good, I can make peace with it.

The first time I ate Gwen's cooking, I was like deja vu.

I once ate a meal that tasted exactly like this.

I missed this feeling and Gwen let go of my longing with a feeling I always imagined I would never see again.

So I deliberately made a rule that Gwen would always cook for me.

I always refuse to ask staff or group friends just because I want to eat his cooking.

I never wanted to praise his cooking because I didn't want him to be a big head !

When I started getting comfortable with my pretend marriage, Hye Ri came in with tears.

He told me that Byun's brother hurt his heart.

I who could not bear to see her cry, could only hug her.

Like he used to comfort me when I was a senior at school.

Like tonight, when we finished celebrating Aunt's birthday, she hugged me from behind when I was going home.

Gwen must have been waiting.I deliberately ate a little so that I could japchae made by Gwen.

"Mark, don't leave me." Hye Ri cried again to prevent me from leaving.

"I am a fool ! I've been trying to do anything to get Byun Oppa to like me, but---he...."

I couldn't listen to her curses anymore and I took her in my arms.

I growled, Brother Byun toyed with Hye Ri's feelings.

Because Hye Ri's sacrifice is so big it's just Kak Byun's game.

So when I came home that afternoon, I was very upset to find Gwen laughing giggling at the recording of her interview with Kak Byun.

Not even Byun, did not hesitate to ask Gwen personal things.

I don't want to, Gwen feels what Hye Ri feels.

"have you come home??" As usual, Gwen looked at me cynically.

I suddenly wanted to spill my annoyance on him.

"Why laze???" I screamed angry at him.

"I'm doing a job !" The answer was cuek accompanied by a sharp glare.

"Let's clean the house !!"

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