
***MAAF, a simple but difficult word to pronounce.
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A week passed after Mark's shooting.
I started living my life with yaaaaa pretty normal.
I'm getting used to living without a cell phone for almost a month.At first it was difficult and it was frustrating.But life must go on.
With or without a cell phone, I'm still breathing.
In the past, I couldn't get off my phone especially after I could make money by endorsing stuff.
Now just accept it.Just trust God must love the way so that you can have a cell phone again.I'm sure my slump is only temporary.Mobile amby we can buy again.
This situation is nothing with the sadness of losing parents.I as a fairly spoiled and naughty child immediately slumped when Father and Mother died in an accident.I am naughty and always denied Mother I am so sorry I could never make you proud.
All I have is Brother Andy.I am now always and obedient with the word he said.Including in terms of girlfriend, I,Brother Andy warned me not to date first.Because there are other things that must be achieved more than just the opposite sex relationship.
I have a noble mind and I will definitely make it happen.
This afternoon I walked home from college.I attended the final semester and will soon graduate.
Graduating from college at the age of 24 years is not too bad.Important college so that there is capital to run a job.
I walk in the famous shopping center in Seoul.I really want to buy snacks that are sold on the fifth leg.But if you remember the money in the bag of my jeans, I want to cry!
The financial situation is bad.
I could only swallow the bread coming out of the grill, the sausages being baked in butter dices and mini pizzas with mozzarella cheese.The latte-scented sauce was steaming around my nose.
Damn it, nyesel I'm through here.But if through a shortcut yesterday??I became horrified.Gak again already passed there.Di chased the dog still mending.If in pursuit of thugs??Can amsyong me!
I step my feet with annoyance and jerk my feet on the asphalt.If again like this said Brother Andy I look like a child.
I stopped and looked at the large LCD screen in front of a famous fashion brand counter.The size is approximately 1x2 meters.
There is a photo of Mark as a fashion brand ambassador. He was wearing a white coat with print motifs.Wearing t-shirts and jeans.His dark brown hair was neatly combed.
The pose is stunning and he looks very handsome.
He did have a star aura.His looks once again controlled my mind.
"Hey.." there was someone who whispered by poking the sleeve of my polkadot shirt.I who was not being disturbed to see the picture Mark did not care about the colekan.Bodo very much, I most also do not know.
He did not blush and poked me again with a bit of pulling my arm.
What the hell is so disturbing!
"Go away.." I turned to the source of this riot.
I tiptoed, my heart was beating abnormally, louder than usual.Got knowing why, but I don't like him sniffing me in such an embarrassing state like gini.
He wears a fake smile of a million mega watts.Nyutttt, like my shock.
"You're amazed at me, right??Seeing me get like that"
I who was caught red-handed a little admiring his picture can only look around for the right reasons.
"Do you expect me to idolize you??" I snickered angrily towards him as my nervous camouflage.
He pulled out his thin pink lips with a glance at me.I became more and more conducive.
I swear my feet are shaking.Help me!!!
"How sure??" he said he couldn't believe it.
"Don't feel like you're the tallest.Not everyone likes you.I saw your picture because I just realized that your nostrils are so big." I pointed both fingers towards the nostril.
Is he really that arrogant???
I decided I just left.I don't want to deal with Mark again.If there are paparazzi that see we can-can I in sasaeng and in gosipin again.
But he quickly pulled my arm.
"Eittss.." He kind of prevented me from leaving.
Especially anyway???
I turned towards him.That look again.
"What??" I said by raising my eyebrows.
He took something out of his pants pocket.A mobile phone brand pineapple latest edition.
Why is he pointing his phone at me??Want to show off if he can afford a new phone again??Not satisfied every day appearing on music shows, TV, magazines, gossip accounts, YouTube and other social media??
Now he's showing off in front of my eyes too??Which in fact what I appeal to him, I am only an immigrant and want to live a quiet life.
He acts as if fans around the world are still not enough so he has to show off to a Bollywood fan who is only a minority here.
"For you" he thrust the phone at me.
Make me?
"I mean???" I don't really know what Mark means.
"I changed your phone." His words sounded sincere in my ear.
Who the hell is not happy if he insyaf and want to replace my phone that has been slammed??With trembling hands I accepted it.
"I know you won't be able to buy it again so I'll change it.."
vii...!!!!
Mark's words made my faith waver.
I am almost 99% believe that Mark is a good boy and suddenly is as lost as a tornado!
I canceled the phone because I heard the insults.
"You should know MARK LEE.I'm having trouble buying a new phone again, but I'm confident in my decision to give up my phone that you destroyed.So, just keep this thing or if you don't like it, please,you can slam it.."
By pulling the strap of my back bag I walked with my head upright.Not again I was in low idol like him.
Apologizing isn't in his brain.
Sometimes people just need forgiveness even though what is valuable is no longer there.
But Mark doesn't want to apologize to me.
Forget the dealings with him.I want to live QUIET!!
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new up....!! thanks for reading n like.
want promotion can be yes.silakaannn.