Passion Old Virgin

Contrition

For months Rocky waited for the perfect moment to meet his girlfriend. The man did not want to make the woman who turned out to be named Nabila think badly about him. 

Rocky sets the plan well as he comes across the time the woman is in a slump after losing a son she hasn't even seen. 

Since the news of the death of the son, Nabila has been closing down. She prefers to spend time alone in a park. 

Nabila looked straight ahead with a blank look. The sadness of losing the baby he fought with by betting his life has not been lost. The more the day it even becomes painful. 

"Why are you going, son? Don't you believe that mom can raise you without papa?" his murmur was full of regret. 

From a distance Rocky noticed what Nabila was doing. Since coming to the place until late in the afternoon, Rocky has not moved from his place. The man felt he still needed to watch over the beloved woman. 

Rocky took two steps forward, but retreated back to where he was when the doubt was present. He is not sure that his presence can be received well by Nabila. 

"Until when can I only look at it from a distance if I always obey this doubt?" ask him to yourself. He's pulling his curly hair. 

Although heavy to step forward, but the man still forced himself to swing his legs towards a woman who still looked sad. 

The little Deheman Rocky did broke Nabila's daydream. The woman turned her head to the side, right where a man was standing by staring at her. 

"May I sit here?" ask Rocky in a soft voice. 

Nabila nodded small even though she was actually scared. The last time he responded well a man was actually Boomerang for himself. However, Nabila was aware, he could not generalize all the individuals. 

"Please," replied Nabila with a slight shift of her body. 

Rocky lands his butt in an empty room in a long chair occupied by Nabila. The man glanced at Nabila who seemed to be feeling uneasy. 

"I often see you in this place alone. Is there someone you're waiting for?" ask Rocky to start the conversation. 

The sluggish gel was done Nabila as an answer. The woman looked down and played her fingers against each other. 

"Why are you, afraid of me?" ask Rocky with a little bit of weirdness. 

"No, Mister. I just haven't gotten used to being close to a guy" Nabila explained in a nervous voice. 

"Oh, may I know your name?" ask Rocky again, extending a hand. 

"I'm Nabila, Mr." 

Rocky's hand hung in the air because it was not reciprocated by Nabila. In the end Rocky lowered his hand with a slightly irritated feeling. 

"It's hard to get close to him" Rocky said in his heart. 

"I'm Rocky Ariansyah, call me Rocky." 

"Good, Sir."

Nabila's attitude is still very rigid makes Rocky also confused. The man had never approached a woman before. In the past, when he married his first wife also only because of the arranged marriage arranged by the grandmother. 

"It seems like it's afternoon. You don't want to go home yet?" 

Nabila did not answer Rocky's question. Suddenly the rain fell heavily, it certainly made the two people in a fog. They both ran to find shelter. 

The two of them ran towards a small cottage located on the side of the highway. Nabila hugged her own body with both hands as she felt a chill run through her bones. What Nabila did was not missed by Rocky's attention.

"You're cold, Nabila. Wear this to make it feel warmer!" rocky orders while extending his suit. 

Nabila looked at the suit in Rocky's hand. The woman was still hesitant to accept kindness from a foreign man. Moreover, the shadow of that dark period had not yet been successfully removed from memory. 

Rocky put his suit on Nabila's body because he knew that the woman was still reluctant to accept his good intentions. Nabila was of course surprised by what was done by the man he just knew. Not long after, a car stopped right in front of them. 

A driver in a black uniform came out with an umbrella and ran to the cabin where two people were. 

"Sorry, I'm late, sir."

Rocky did not answer only the view moved towards Nabila. "Come, let me take you to your house. Take it easy, don't be afraid. I'm not a bad person" said Rocky, who understood that Nabila would reject his invitation. 

It was getting darker and the rain was getting heavier.  Nabila had no other choice but to accept the invitation from the foreign man beside her. Rocky takes Nabila home. 

Since then they have been getting closer. Rocky often stopped by Nabila's house or invited the woman to go out just for a walk. Although their closeness has been established for almost a year, in fact Nabila only considers men whose age is more than 10 years from him. 

Rocky once expressed his feelings for Nabila. However, only rejection was obtained by the adult man. Until one day, Nabila was surprised because suddenly his father told him to marry someone. 

"No, Dad. If you don't want to get married!" teraput Nabila refused. 

"You must accept this marriage, when. Otherwise, daddy's life will be at stake. You want to lose daddy to your selfishness?" 

"But, Dad, Bila .. is not ready to go to the household," said Nabila remained with his stance. 

"When do you want to be like this, when? No one will accept your past like her!" snapped Arnold in a thunderous voice. 

Nabila was silent with her head bowed when the father reminded her of the bad events in her past. 

"With or not your consent, you will still marry her, if. Daddy doesn't want to m*ti ridiculous in his hands," Arnold concluded as he walked away. 

The wedding day happened. Nabila was surprised to find out that the one who would marry her was Rocky Ariansyah, a friend who had been close to her for a year. The man who was well known by him was able to force him to be his wife. 

After a lavish wedding at a hotel ballroom is over, Rocky takes Nabila to their bridal room. Meanwhile, Nabila who is still traumatized by past events refuses when Rocky invites him to enjoy the first night. 

Anger over Nabila's rejection at that time was not completely lost, now he again get rejection from the woman who is now his wife. Rocky is overcome by emotions instead of persuading Nabila to feel calm. He actually had that intimate relationship by means of coercion and violence. 

His psychopathic soul appeared on his first night with Nabila. The trauma experienced by Nabila was getting worse since that day. He was raped 2 times by different people, but in the same way. 

That was the starting point of Rocky's hatred of Nabila. The man assumes that Nabila is a woman who does not know the lucky. It was already very good luck because he accepted the woman's shortcomings, but the woman actually rejected them outright. In fact, Rocky did not know that Nabila refused because the trauma of the incident had not fully healed. 

"I won't let you go, Nabila. But I will also never make you feel happiness!" rocky's resolve after completing the forced union. 

The suddenly extinguished light draws Rocky's consciousness from daydreams about his past relationship with his wife. The man blinked both eyes and slightly rubbed the corners of the eyes that felt a little wet. 

"It turns out life without you, I feel lonely like this, honey. Come to your senses, I will atone for all my sins for you" Rocky regretted, touching the beautiful portrait of his wife on his cell phone.