Pashmina For Butterfly

Chapter 10: The Same is Different

Sonia who was listening to that looked puzzled. At first glance the beautiful woman looked at the husband, and Kabir only gave a small nod. There was a sense of resentment in Sonia, why did her husband not have the slightest decisiveness. 

Sonia resentfully followed what her husband decided, while the woman took a deep breath and exhaled violently. All in accordance with. The wishes of the mother and Kabir are always helpless when Ema has the will. 

"Grandma, Ajay wants to come with mama …." Said the 10-year-old. Ema gently rubbed Ajay's head, the woman crouched down and aligned her height with Ajay. 

"Ajay, don't you love Grandma?" Ask Ema. 

"Darling Grandma, my mother's grandmother's father." Answer Ajay innocently. 

"Naah, papa will go out of town, so Ajay who accompanied grandmother as a substitute papa. Want huh?" Ema said with a clear face, acting Ema always makes Sonia careless. 

Not only with Kabir's mother-in-law like that, it turns out against her grandchildren she was so. Not a single bit of Ema thinks Sonia exists, like Ajay's current orphan. 

Ajay looks into the eyes of his parents to ask for opinions, the little boy actually often feels depressed because he always follows the wishes of the grandmother. 

'Don't you ever wish you could bring my granddaughter Nia, it's only because you live free out there. I will save Ajay from life and be educated immorally. Sonia who noticed the look on Ema's face and glances, she could understand what was on Ema's mind. 

'One day your son will realize his mistake that never understood my feelings, ma'am. And mother herself will regret and beg me to be able to apologize from me." Sonia murmured in the heart.

"But .. kasian mama nek, if mama lives alone." Ajay said sadly. Ema glimpsed at Sonia, while Sonia did not throw her eyes away. 

"Ajay, your mom is getting a new job, she's going to be busier than she is now. Rather than Ajay there are no better friends with grandma," Sahut Ema quipped and promoted the handsome boy. 

Ajay fell silent and got a small nod from his mother. With a lethargic look, Ajay obeyed the will of his grandmother. Kabir smiled at what he arranged, now going according to plan. The man was so insensitive to the feelings of his wife and child, his gentle demeanor turned out to lack firmness and sensitivity. 

This is actually what makes Sonia upset and angry, whether what is in her husband's mind about their household. 

"How can he be my priest, while my rights he has not given me. Not only the money I need but also self-protection and happiness. Huufftt ... when did you change mas?" Sonia's grim reverberation was barely audible. The woman went to her room and packed the things she would bring in a state of annoyance and finally silenced the husband who had now entered her room. 

"Nia, I hope you're not mad …." Said Kabir who was now sitting on the edge of the bed. The man noticed his wife was packing. 

Sonia stopped her activities, her heart was in pain. Her abusive in-laws and her husband's gentle, sweet but painful treatment in the absence of firmness. Complete is the taste that is now in the heart of the beautiful woman. 

"It's an ustad, it should know what it's like to be treated like this. I work with your permission, and Ajay has always been getting my attention. But what are you doing? Mother's desire can not be controlled, I realize this self is no one. I'm just the orphanage you married and you know I won't be able to go back to my home again because, I have to obey your orders. Please just think a little about how I feel," replied Sonia at length and spilled a little uneg-uneg. Kabir was silent for a moment, the man was trying to understand what his wife had just said.

"Honey, be patient ..your obedience to the husband will get God's paradise. Look, Mom, actually she's very considerate of you, she supports your career. Try to remember again what the mother said earlier, because your new position, surely you will be very busy. It means I understand how you are, baby." Obviously Kabir was at length as per his thinking. 

"It's up to me then, just one message. I'm not a perfect human being and I don't know when I'll be strong enough to survive. My request isn't much mas, I just want you to assume I exist and matter. I also want to be devoted to my mother, all this time I do not know who my mother and father are. But how can I love my mother if she never wanted me let alone think of me as her daughter-in-law." Sonia said with tears that could not be contained anymore. 

Either the strength from which the woman seemed to be unable to withstand the tightness in her heart anymore. A glimpse of Zaki's shadow playing in his mind. 

Zaki and Kabir are both gentle men, but the difference is that Zaki is more sensitive and understands how to make his woman happy. While Kabir, the opposite. 

'Astaghfirullah .. why do I compare them. Zaki I want to get away from you …." Sonia awakens from her daydream that had been imagined with the figure of Zaki and accidentally the woman compared to her husband. 

"Darling, please don't let your heart be filled with anger. I don't want us to be ungodly children, be patient. Actually I love you, it's just that the way might not suit you." Sahut Kabir's. The handsome man tried to convince his wife with his faith. 

Sonia was bored with that sentence, I don't know if at this time Sonia wanted to be understood. 11 years of building a household, Sonia always get bad treatment from her in-laws. 

Sonia is now packing Zaki's clothes to be used later on duty outside the city, the woman is strengthening her heart to remain polite with her husband. Although his heart was now very upset, full and bloody. 

"May what you say be true. I also hope that I can distinguish which ones are sincere, dear and which ones hate me deeply. I'm tired, I'm tired …." Sonia gave up. The woman did not want to make her husband, so did not concentrate while working because when they left they had a fight.

"I love you Sonia, I hope you will be patient and understand my situation and my position. Let's take a break, it's getting night." Kabir said softly and only in a small nod from Sonia. The woman stood up and went into the bathroom to clean herself up. 

"Until when will I be able to survive? If there's anyone who can make me happy, am I wrong if I want to?"

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I myself am confused as well so be it. Patience with Sonia... Kabir also confused his attitude 🤔🤔🤔

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