
Asya began to prepare her food. He wants to find a lot of busyness, because sometimes still dirga shadow dibelakak Asya.
"I miss Papa and all the rules"
"I also want to raise our daughter like Papa raised you dear" El said as he hugged his wife from behind.
"No, it'll hurt our daughter later. I know Mas, when Mas El betrayed me, when Mas El played with another woman while we were on our honeymoon I also know"
"Asya .. that"
"I'm not stupid Mas El, I just want to accept everything. Papa has taught me, if a woman's heart will hurt more often after marriage"
Dirga's hard education is not without reason, he does not know how to raise a daughter. But Dirga knew very well, the reason behind his firm attitude, was for Asya's good. The rules that Dirga made to protect Asya, to make Asya a tough woman. Unfortunately Dirga did not know, if his daughter's heart would hurt more when receiving it all.
Seeing her husband betray her, pretending everything was fine. Asya was tired of acting like she was a stupid girl who accepted everything. An educated girl, Asya can stand on her own even without the help of a husband.
But for Dirga, the presence of a male figure in her daughter's life would mean a lot to protect Asya.
Despite knowing El's attitude and vices, Dirga chose him as a daughter-in-law. Because he thought, El will guarantee the life of his daughter. She just wants Asya to stay home and be a perfect wife. Away from the dangerous life Dirga could never explain before.
"Papa is cruel, but his intentions are good"
"She, I. it..."
Asya hugged her husband, the gratitude spilling out from her lips. Had El refused this match, Asya would have never known. If Asya had never met a man like El, she probably would never have known.
The truth behind Dirga's assertive attitude all along. To form a tough woman like the late Grandma Asya, Mother Dirga. He raised Dirga alone, because Papa Dirga used to also like to play women. In the end, Papa Dirga returned to his mother. It also makes Dirga think if El will only return to Asya later.
Dirga's petty thoughts, very stupid. He thought it was best without knowing the pain his daughter was feeling.
"Yes, you know all?"
"Everything Mas El, even with that woman I know. The woman we met at the hotel"
At that time, it felt like Asya's heart was very sick. But what Asya could do, she accepted everything. And when El left, he could only cry alone. In a quiet room accompanied by a poster of his idol. That was why, Asya could not bear to see Kinan his neighbor betrayed like this. Although Asya was convinced, Kinan also knew her husband was having an affair.
"I just want to keep it Mas, but sometimes the pain, erodes my strength"
"She, honey, I'm sorry. I'm really gonna change. One more time please, this time I'll try"
"I can't be a strong woman like Papa wishes, Mas"
"No longer dear, now you are my only woman. Just believe me this time"
Asya releases her embrace from El, then resumes her cooking activities. El who still did not get an answer, continued to tease Asya with his question.
"Well, as proof, I want us to have children. And I'm not coming home tonight, I don't want you crying alone, there's me"
"OK agree, hehehe"
El scrunched his forehead, he did not understand why his wife looked so cheerful. Asya knew everything. El turned his wife's body to face him, watching Asya's eyes closely. Looking for an explanation that I can't find.
"Say Asya"
Asya clasped her husband's hand, then kissed him. He had lost, his love for El made Asya easily give that opportunity. And Airin's last piece of advice after telling him all about Dirga, Asya must maintain his relationship with El. Because only she is entitled to El and not another woman. Also, another truth, Grandpa and Grandma El tell Asya, if El has loved her. Asya is naive.
"What the hell is Mas? If Mas El asks again, I change my mind"
"Depends on El"
El smiled widely and hugged his wife very tightly. Asya returned the embrace, for some reason her heart accepted all of this. Though Asya's mind never wants to be in line with love, because love only fools someone.
If El had not brought Airin yesterday, Asya would have misunderstood Dirga forever.
"Yes, I also know your activities. Today I want to cook big, right? Make those poor people"
"Ih Mas El his mouth, rough. Sorry, the end of Mas El is stingy, must be angry later"
"I want to be angry, but after you tell me, I have to give up, right? Now the boss in this house is Madam El, everything has to be as she wants"
Asya gave a small laugh because of it, he resumed his work. But once again El disturbed him. El said he wanted to meet Papa to apologize, as if he knew what his wife was thinking. Asya was intending to meet Papa, but fear re-emerged in her heart.
When he tried to hate and doubt Dirga, the answer to Dirga's actions was always Asya found later on. So too with today.
El took his wife to take a bath together, he wanted to go immediately to Dirga's house and have breakfast at his in-laws' house.
"Mas, don't hold it"
"You're my wife, hold the masses can't"
"I'm menstruating again"
"Yes, I cleaned this up, it's been cleaned up"
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Asya got into the car and nagged in annoyance, her husband was stubborn indeed. El drove his car to his mother-in-law's house, while occasionally staring at his wife who was still silent.
"Do not be afraid, yesterday you do not remember Papa snapped?"
"Maaaaassssss"
El chuckles at his worried wife for no reason. El was sure Dirga would understand, but there was some bad news that El had heard about her in-laws. That's why El wants to come and make sure of everything.
After arriving at his in-laws' house, El entered first followed by Asya. They were greeted warmly by Airin who was about to go to the kitchen.
"Honey, you guys came here early in the morning, not ngabarin anyway. What's up?"
"Mama, Mas El to see Papa"
Airin looked at El, the look on the strange face made El even more curious. He told El and Asya to go to Dirga's room. El nodded and walked towards his room-in-law. He knocked on the door and went inside.
Dirga was seen lying on the bed with a pale face. He was very surprised when he found El and Asya who entered.
"Papaaa, why Papa?" Shouted Asya approaching Dirga.
"Papa's sick? Because Asya yes" interrupted El teasing.
The girl began to shed her tears. Maybe Asya's words yesterday were so rude, that it made Dirga sick like this.
"I'm sorry, Pa. I.I didn't mean..."
"Asya, don't be whiny" said Dirga while wiping away her daughter's tears. He patted his daughter's head back, then kissed her forehead. Dirga's tears fell along with Asya's sobs.