
After eating and preparing, El went with his family to the dentist.
Key continued to sit on the lap of the Mother while hugging tightly Asya. Kai sat alone in the back. The first son of El was brave.
In the hospital..
They sit while waiting their turn. Key still didn't want to get off Asya's sling.
"Key, Daddy's fat ya, pity Mother dear" said El trying to take over Key.
The little youth refused, he shook his head and hugged Asya back tightly. Kai tells his father to let the little guy. Because Key was always like that when he was sick, did not want to be separated from Asya.
"Elvin?" Someone approached El.
"Riko, hi. It's been a long time since you've met, you've really become a doctor now" El said, holding out his hand.
"You remember my dream El? How're you? Are you a great businessman, Mr Elvin Adhitama? Haha"
Elvin and Riko gave each other a short hug to exchange greetings. They looked happy after so long they had never met. The two are friends of Junior High, because El rarely exchanged news with his old friends.
"Oh yes, introduce the child and wife. Asya this is Riko, my old Junior High friend"
Asya stood up and smiled kindly, she received Riko's helping hand.
Riko watched Asya for a moment, then looked back at El with a smile.
"Elvin, why do you remember my ideals? Doesn't fit your nature"
"Is that so? What is its nature?"
El and Riko sat next to Asya while talking to him in memory. Kai who was tired of waiting, continued to run around here and there making Asya could not help but notice.
Kala El and Riko were busy talking, Asya was overwhelmed to calm Kai who kept running around here and there.
Bruck...
"Kai, are you okay?" Asked a young man to help Kai stand up.
"I'm gonna pee" replied Kai. He ran back to find the toilet.
"Kai, wait for Mommy" cried Asya. He followed Kai by running.
"Mother, don't come in. Guys" said Kai pointing at the toilet board.
"Let me accompany him Asya"
Asya turned her head, she looked at Nando who was already standing beside her. Nando goes straight in to follow Kai without waiting for Asya's answer. A few minutes later, they finally came out of the bathroom.
"Thank you" said Kai.
"Yes, you're a big pinter on Kai. Your mother must have taught you"
Kai nodded then walked over to Asya.
Nando looked at Asya who was looking at his little son. The feeling re-emerged, Nando still expected a place in Asya's heart. He still hopes that the woman he loves will open his heart to him.
"May I ask Asya something?"
"What?"
Nando squatted down and covered Kai's ears.
"I don't have an answer"
"Why? Was there never once a feeling of liking for me Asya? After all, we go through the day with jokes and laughter. Just a little, is there not?" Nando asked as he raised his head.
Asya was silent not answering. No, he was afraid to realize the truth.
"You're silent, which means there was once that feeling. Asya, please remember, you also deserve to be happy. Don't force happiness just because you don't want to hurt others. You deserve to be happy with someone who values you"
"Kai, take care of your Mother. Om Nando go first, see you later" Nando said. He patted Kai on the head and went away from Asya who was still silent on the spot.
Asya was still trying to digest Nando's words. What does Nando know about Asya's life? Be happy? Is it really happiness or is Asya brainwashing herself believing that it is all happiness?
"Mother, let's go" said Kai pulling his mother's hand.
Asya follows Kai back to where he was. Just a few steps away, he was shocked to see El and Key standing behind the wall. El looked at Asya with a smile. I don't know why the smile also makes Asya's heart feel crowded.
"Mothera" the whimper of Key stretched his hand at Asya.
"You are indeed spoiled Key" Kai teased.
Key whined while Kai laughed. They returned to their previous location, waiting for Key's turn to be called. Every now and then Asya looked at El who was accompanying Kai to play. Although their eyes often meet, but the two choose to be silent there is no talk.
After Key was examined, he fell asleep in Asya's sling. Kai was still so cool chatting with his father. Increasingly seen, Kai's attitude and nature tend to El. Key is still so spoiled like any other child.
"Kai, would you like to eat junk food or Mother Masakin at home?"
"You want pizza Mother"
Asya looked at Key who kept moving in his sleep.
"She looks a lot like you Asya, while sleeping and sick. You can't sleep comfortably, always moving and asking for a hug" teased El.
Kai laughed and said that Mother was very spoiled. El turns his car into a pizza parlor. He asks Asya and the children to wait in the car while he goes to buy Kai's favorite pizza.
After a while, El finally returned. Kai was so enthusiastic about opening his favorite pizza. El's car drove back to their house. During the trip, Kai has a lot of energy to keep talking while eating. Asya also feeds her husband who keeps replying to Kai.
The house of El....
The satiated Kai finally fell asleep during the trip. El took his two sons and went into the house. Asya keeps the rest of the pizza in the dining room and follows her husband.
"Yes, I'm going to the office for a minute. There are some documents that I have to discuss with Zio" said El melengos left without looking at Asya.
Asya's feeling was made unsettled, would it end up like this? His relationship with the husband that he has maintained for so long? It doesn't matter if there are always a lot of injuries, but El is committed to change. Asya has accepted everything, she wants to live the future with her husband and their two children.
"Mas, can we talk to you for a second?" Asya's words restrained the husband's departure.
"Later on, I really have to go to the office" El replied without turning his face away. He shook his hand and went out of the house. His heart was not ready to look at his wife.
El's car drove back from his house to the office. He was angry and worried about his feelings. After listening to what Nando said to his wife. El is also sure, there must be a sense of liking even though it's a little in Asya on Nando.
All great things begin with the little things. What if Asya later remembered the mass, his memories together with Nando. Moreover, El realized something, the two friends of Asya even fell on the charm of Nando.
"Am I willing to let go of Asya? Is my feeling selfish? But Asya my wife, I want to keep this marriage" murmured El riled.
Now that El felt tightness in his chest, he wiped away his falling tears.
"I think I deserve it. I'm sorry Asya, you hurt a lot because of me"