
We sat at the table eating all silent busy in each other's minds, I faced with Sari who had not wanted to look at me since.
Kuremas had a strong hand that I had hidden in my lap since, I wanted to take it but my fear of the truth that I heard erased my courage.
I looked at the two old men pouting my role models but they also gave me an answer that I want to hear "Nini and kai come out first, please if you want to talk three" said Ni siti
The two of us left the three of us who had been unable to start the conversation, not only did I Hanif and Sari look awkward at this situation.
I forced myself to break the silence between the three of us "Congratulations sar" I said awkwardly
I don't know if that's the right word to say in this situation me and Hanif did not have any relationship so there's no harm if Sari was a match with him,
Ah but I love Hanif and this heart hurts to see that he belongs to someone else.
"Yes ka Va thanks "answer sari long enough he just realized my congratulations to him.
"Make you also nif, congratulations, for both of you" I said again
"Thank you" Hanif replied without looking me in the eye, well maybe in keeping his eyes off other women who are not mahromnya I think.
We came back speechless and I realized that it didn't look like I would be able to stay with them any longer, I will no longer be able to stem the tears that will spill from the eyes.
"yes, I want to walk first yes, kangen village atmosphere" said I end the meeting that died this style
I left Sari and Hanif who had not had time to reply to me with quick steps I went out of the house and walked down the streets of the village.
I continued walking until I did not realize if I entered the plantation of residents there is not a single house only one or two huts/huts for the rest of the landowners are visible in the middle of the garden.
"Hah I have never been here "my murmur when watching around me that many large tree trees and rubber gardens.
I was sitting at the side of the road there was no one but me there the atmosphere was very quiet but it felt comfortable for me, it was the best thing for a person who was heartbroken.
How should I behave this is fate if I had come here a month sooner maybe this wouldn't have happened, let it be if I had to tell Hanif first if I loved him.
No matter today women who first say love because if it is like this what would be said is impossible for me to express my feelings at this time, He has become the property of others.
An old man came up to me automatically I stood up and retreated away from him out of nowhere this stranger "don't be afraid" he said
She smiled flirtatiously at me, without answering her question I left her with a thousand steps.
Strange people who he was I had never seen him when I was here and there was heat when there was near him plus many black aura surrounded him but I could not see his form.
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