PAMAL

Your story 2

I cried so much that in the room in disbelief with what I saw as pity cringing in my heart even felt like guilt to the little boy

How sad it was that I ignored him for a year

I don't think that figure came back to my room after I didn't know where it was "What's your name ?" questionaku

"Faith" he answered

His cold hands touched my actions "Help me" he said again

I swept my tears most of my face staring at the pale face beside me "What can I do to help you"

"say I've forgiven him"

"to whom? "

"to my parents"

I cut my brows not knowing where to look for his parents

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It was getting late a week after Iman asked me for help but until now I had not been able to help him.

tok tok tok tok

My bedroom door was knocked, I stared inside the door knob that slowly twisted the room door was pushed from outside slowly

"Dad" I said looking at my great man who was smiling wide at the doorstep

dad's face looks pale as usual his eyes also look sad "What's up" asku

Dad seemed to ignore me he just smiled at me without a word coming from his mouth

"Well, "sapa kulagi was surprised to see a different father than usual

Dad slowly walked up to me his smile was still engraved on the face, he reached out gently stroked my hair I held the hand of Father who was still in my head

I did too, my eyes were also glassy hearing father's words "Eva too yah" answered me slowly a clear circle fell from my eye

"But I won't miss you anymore" said my father

Tok tok tok tok

back on the door I knocked I stared at the door inside the door knob slowly turned and the door opened showing Dad standing on the doorstep smiling at me as if Dejavu.

"Dad " lirihku

Dad approaches "You why are you crying Va? " ask dad wonder "Your head is dizzy? " he hit again while looking at my hand that is still pulled over in the head

I can only shake my head without being able to say "I dream" my inner "But I haven't slept"

"Kok from earlier dad knocked on the door there was no answer? " ask dad

"Sorry yeah Eva-"

"That need not be discussed, I just want to see you, Dad back in the room first you do not sleep at night"

I just nodded my eyes at the father who was swinging his steps out of my room slowly closed the door before the door closed tightly Dad looked back at me slit the door he again smiled "good night" he said but did not make a sound only I can read from the movement of his lips

It was getting late, I couldn't close my eyes, I couldn't even tell if it was real or just a dream

My heart felt agitated many times I changed positions to feel comfortable but it was in vain

My eyes did not feel sleepy in the least, I rose from sleep swinging the steps of the bathroom I decided to take ablution and perform night prayers so that my heart felt better.

After the prayer, I pray to the owner of the world to ask for the protection and safety of the afterlife for me and my parents.

I feel my mind feels calmer and my heart feels more comfortable again I shed the body wetter

But still the eyes can not be closed, my eyes just look at the sky room with the mind drifting somewhere

Slowly the memories of Hanif appeared in my mind my heart rippled, back implied a longing for him imagined in my eyes will smile.