PAMAL

I'm on my own

All eyes were on me who was crying so some hospital staff tried to calm me down but I didn't care.

a pair of warm hands touching my shoulders slowly felt my arms hugging my helpless body falling on the cold floor of the hospital

I felt the warmth until my heart made me feel calmer just the rest of the crying was still heard

"Let's sit down first" said the man who helped drive me to the hospital

I chanted a shaky step leaving my father still lying unconscious

I was taken out of the room, both faithfully leading me up to the unified seat of the hospital.

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Long time the three of us sat in a row without a word, I saw the day more and more the afternoon the husband and wife had left me many times to worship and maybe for other purposes.

I who was still sitting pensively in the chair did not have the slightest intention to go to see my father.

Many times I stared at the figure who had been standing in front of me pale face my eyes were still faithful to look at me from earlier.

"I'm sorry that Eva's sassy" I said

"What's Va? "

"Eva wants to be alone first what can be ?" ask my heart to not offend these two husbands and wives

Both of them seemed to understand what I meant "We go home first yes, later if there is anything we just call" while handing a piece of paper to me "I am Mr. Aaron and this is my wife Mr. Mutia" Mr. Aaron told me

"just call as comfortable as Eva, you want uncle and aunt can too" said Bu mutia

I just nodded then grabbed their hands and kissed the back of both hands.

Mr. Aaron and ma'am mutia left me alone, I raised my face to look at the face that had been staring at me,

A torrent of tears fell down my face, the cold hands reaching for my head

I can only cry bitterly without being able to say "It turns out to be true said your mother" said the father

"His real father did not believe too much but now he experienced it,,, do well son with the blessings of God do not ever fear again we humans are higher than them"Connect father before he slowly disappears like a blinding light.

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Author pov

Eva sat on the ground beside her father's last bed who had been with her mother in eternity

Mr. Aaron and his wife faithfully accompany Eva who is still grieving.

"Assalamualaikum" said Mr. Aaron when entering the house that only the family left Ivan

"waalaikumsallam" said one of Eva's uncles "Please enter the pack "his ideal again

"We're just dropping off Eva"

"Not come by first sir? "

"No need, let it be tonight as well "

"oiya, thank you sir for helping my brother and my father"

"yes the same, that's what the neighbors are for"

"thank you again, ma'am, "

Both husband and wife were back in his residence, Eva entered his room only the brother of Eva's father's brother who was still gathered

Eva did not close her room tightly still leaving a few inches left open, she left it open,

Samar heard the talk from the middle room which was deliberately hardened volume so that it was accidentally heard by Eva"Sorry Mas we can not if Eva comes with us" said someone who participated in the family deliberation

"yes, you all know how Eva is"

"Then we have to do it if no one wants to"

"Breed is already great mas, time can not take care of yourself"

"He's a big boy, but how can he take care of himself if he's the way you say he is"

"Why doesn't he come, he's also my nephew"

"I don't think there's any time mom has to take care of Eva too"

"This is how it is if Eva we just marry"

"With whom "

"anyone who wants to mas, let someone take care of him"

The atmosphere at home again the silence of the voice of the debate had subsided, Eva bowed her tears fell her heart felt sore.

A small child standing in the corner of Eva's room stared at her, "I'll help you" Eva told the child.