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The Part 64

Actually, Sucitra still seems very tired because of his trip from out of town.

But, Sucitra seemed to have no objection, to lend her an ear, and listen to Bagio's outpouring of heart, tonight.

Sucitra just like forcing Bagio, to want to talk about everything, without the need for something to be covered up from him.

So that Bagio felt free to complain, until I don't know how long, the time spent by Bagio, to talk about the problems, which he faced it to Sucitra.

While Sucitra, while enjoying the smoke of his cigarettes and beer, listened to everything that was said by Bagio carefully, and looked as if he did not feel bored, or tired from it.

"At work tomorrow, if I'm not here yet, you don't take a shower. Just wait until I come" said Sucitra.

"Why?" ask Bagio.

"I want to invite you to do something with me" Sucitra replied, lightly.

"Don't tell me you want to do something weird again" said Bagio, anxious.

"Hey! ... Don't over think! I will not force you, if you do not want to" said Sucitra.

"One more! ... If you feel bad at work, you can message me at any time. You don't have to hesitate, to call me first....

... Because my manager must have told me right away, if anyone calls my phone," Sucitra continued.

"I really just want a friend to talk to. And I didn't think at all about burdening you, or making you think about my problems, either" said Bagio.

"Bckck! ... Didn't you hear what I said?" Sucitra.

"Bagio! ... I'm not a good person. But I'll keep working, so I can help you....

... You don't have to feel like a burden. How to know, if possible in the future, then I again need your help," continued Sucitra.

Sucitra was then seen shaking his second beer can, which seems to be empty now, he drank.

"You haven't had a shower, have you?! Let's go to the bathroom together! My body is sticky from sweat!" Sucitra.

Sucitra who spoke while standing up, was seen undressing, until she left her underwear, then took her towel, then wrapped it around her body.

"Come on! Wait what else? It's past twelve o'clock!" Sucitra seemed pushy, until Bagio obeyed his invitation.

***

The next day, although Bagio stayed up last night, but he still woke up at the same time, as he usually wakes up in the morning, every day.

When Bagio opened his eyes that morning, one side of his body felt hot, also mixed with a slight tingling.

It felt, as if something was overlapping Bagio right now.

Bagio then looked beside him, where his side could feel a bit strange, and found Sucitra who was seen there.

Sucitra who was wearing a T-shirt, and maybe only underwear that became his subordinates, seemed to still fall asleep, while hugging Bagio who was wrapped in a blanket.

Although Bagio was surprised by the presence of Sucitra on his bed, but according to Bagio, there must be a reason, until Sucitra could fall asleep there.

Slowly, Bagio tried to get out of bed, without the need to make Sucitra wake up from his sleep.

When Bagio was standing, he saw a single t-shirt lying carelessly on the floor, on the side where Sucitra was lying, and it looked as if it had just been thrown away.

What the hell's going on?

Did Bagio have another nightmare last night?

Then Sucitra took care of it, without waking up the Bagio?

But Bagio doesn't remember anything.

Oye! It feels like something is different!

Bagio doesn't remember that he had a bad dream last night.

Though usually, every time he woke up from his sleep, for some time recently, Bagio must have remembered the events in his dream.

Bagio became curious about what happened last night, but he did not want to wake up Sucitra, who seemed to be still enjoying his rest, only to find out the answer.

When looking at the clock on the wall of the room, which was now approaching the time for Bagio to work, in a hurry, Bagio left Sucitra and immediately went to the bathroom, leaving, to get ready to work again today.

Until Bagio had returned from the bathroom, Sucitra seemed to still be asleep there, and there was absolutely no sign, that he would wake up at that time.

Bagio pulled the blanket over which Sucitra had pressed, then covered the part of Sucitra's body that was open.

Then, Bagio continued to get dressed, and immediately left his room, after he had finished getting ready.

Outside the Dorm fence, the car Hana used to pick up Bagio, was seen waiting there, and Bagio then hurriedly got into the car.

"Bagio! ... What about auditioning for a commercial? Are you coming?" hana asked, not for how long, after the car that brought them started walking.

"I don't know ... When's audition?" bagio.

"What do you think? Can I audition for that?" ask Bagio, doubt it.

For a while later, Hana was silent, and did not immediately answer Bagio's question.

"I'm not going to force you. Moreover, you should have rested first," said Hana, suddenly.

It would be a pity, if Bagio missed the opportunity, to try the audition filming an ad, without any reason.

Manalah knows, if Bagio turns out to be lucky, until he can be selected and get a contract, to shoot the ad.

The contract value of commercial filming is quite large, and many times the nominal, when compared to regular shooting, can make Bagio collect money faster.

"I'll come along" said Bagio. "If I can succeed, who knows, in the future, I will be able to get the same job, more."

"Don't you feel that you're pushing yourself too hard to work?" ask Hana.

"Hana ...! If I don't work, it feels the same. In fact, it is possible, if I become more unclear later, if there is nothing I do," said Bagio.

***

Arriving at the first shooting location that morning, while enjoying a bottle of soy milk, Bagio let the makeup artist to tinker with his face.

Bagio is recommended by psychiatrists, to reduce the habit of consuming caffeine, so that Bagio no longer drink coffee, as in previous times.

While waiting for his face to finish, Bagio remembered how he was last night.

Lately, has Bagio been too lonely?

To the extent that, by the time Sucitra was with him, Bagio could feel a little better.

But why not so the situation, which Bagio felt when he was with Citra?

Although Citra seems to have tried hard, to calm Bagio, but Bagio just feel much worse because of it.

And the more Citra tries to approach him, then Bagio will become more agitated and angry.

What is the difference between Sucitra and Citra?

"Come on! Come on! ... The models! Get ready!"

The voice of the photographer's assistant who shouted, telling the models who were there, to stand on the set of shooting, clapping, disperse the daydream of Bagio.

***

While at the second shooting location, Bagio, who had just finished lunch with the people who took part in the work, suddenly felt a stomachache.

In order not to make Hana so worried, if she was not seen there for too long, Bagio then told Hana, if she had to go to the toilet, now this.

Without lingering any longer, Bagio then went to the toilet, to release the wedge in his intestines, which made his stomach ache.

Bagio was just about to come out of one of the compartments in the toilet, when all of a sudden, Bagio could hear, if there was a sound like someone throwing up there.

When Bagio opened the door, there was one of the models who worked with him, seemed to be removing his entrails, while half-down in the sink.

For those who intend to wash their hands in the sink, which is next to the one being worn by the other model, then ask, asking,

"Are you sick?"

The male model did not answer Bagio's question, and only looked at Bagio for a moment, from the reflection of the mirror in front of them, then looked back down at the top of the sink.

Bagio then saw that the man, was putting his fingers into his mouth, and looked as if he was trying to reach the deepest part of his mouth.

After seeing that, Bagio understood that the model was actually not sick, but was trying to spit out the contents of his stomach.

Until Bagio finished washing his hands, and almost walked out of the toilet, one of Bagio's co-workers, then held back Bagio by saying,

"You don't tell anyone! ... You understand, right?! ... Our food was just junk food!"

The man who had turned around when the model spoke, only nodded in agreement, then continued walking away from the toilet, leaving the male model, who was still forcing herself to vomit.

While walking back to where the people were gathered, to get ready to do his work again, Bagio came to mind.

Is it possible, if Bagio also did the same thing as the model earlier?

If Bagio could spit out his food again, then his weight would definitely not increase.

But it must be painful, if you force yourself to vomit like that.

However, Bagio was tempted to do it, so that he did not make his body become wider, and only complicate his work now.

"What are you thinking?" asked Hana, who was suddenly in front of Bagio, while staring at Bagio fixedly.

"Eh! ... Nothing," replied Bagio, perfunctorily, then away from Hana.