
"Actually, I want to talk seriously about you Tam" said Rani staring at the face deeply.
"What by the way?" bala Tama tightened her embrace.
Rani suddenly hot cold and short of breath. It's always like this every time he wants to bring up a problem that he thinks is very important. And, Tama knew about it a long time ago. He landed a kiss on Rani's cheek while whispering in her ear. "If you're not strong, don't be forced" he said.
"When did you know my name?"
"Huh?"
"Papa wants to jodihin me, Tam" said Rani.
Instantly Tama's face flushed in anger. But he chose to let go of his embrace and turned the girl's body and looked her in the eyes deeply.
"What are you thinking?" he said very slowly.
"I still choose you."
"I just need one thing, Ran. No matter how you feel, I will continue to stay as long as I love you. I'm not gonna let you go!" tama said definitely.
"I just want you to fight and get everything done on time and_"
"I won't let you go, Rani." cut Tama.
For some reason, Rani felt like crying hearing those words. Tama who he knew never mentioned his name even though only once, until many people say that Tama does not know who the real name Rani.
Hearing the words that came out of Tama's mouth, not making Rani calm but making her worry more uncertain. Well, for some reason he feels increasingly distant from Tama despite the many advances Tama has shown about him.
"Is that Nathan?" tama said a few moments later.
Rani shakes her head."He's different from you" he said.
"Their?"
"The son of Papa's friend who lives at home, but does everything as he pleases without ever involving me."
"Then?"
"Actually I'm not so worried because we've never been involved with each other. Well, he's hostile to me like I'm hostile to him too. "
Tama sighed quite heavily without expressing her suddenly tangled mind. Somehow he was more afraid of a mysterious new person than having to see Nathan approaching his lover.
"Why shortness of breath?" said Rani.
"Still friends with doxepin?" reply Tama diverts the conversation.
Rani gulps hard."Well, he helped me strong" he said.
"You sure?"
"We don't discuss this well, Tam" said Rani less like.
Well, he knew that one day doxepin would weaken his veins and even make him disappear from this world. But, living without the drug he was not sure of being able and instead accelerated the disappearance of himself later.
"I can't sleep if I haven't heard from you. Don't know when I'll be like this, instead of getting used to the situation" Rani said again.
Tama smiled softly "Thank you" he said.
"Are you serious?" rani's reply was shocked.
Well, for the first time words of thanks came out of Tama's mouth without coercion. Usually he always underestimates others and does not even think others exist. Tama rubbed Rani's hair gently and kissed the top of her head again and again.
"You changed a lot about me Ran." he whispered.
Rani spends a week in central Java while accompanying Tama on vacation. They both looked happy even though it was only simple things that they could do both. Well, like now both are waiting for meatball orders as a temporary stomach booster. For some reason, from earlier the meatball seller always stole the view of Rani and Tama. At first Rani felt it was okay, but over time she began to get uncomfortable and code Tama.
"You know the meatball?" said.
"No, Napa?"
"Kok he's gonna keep us on?"
"Yes justin Ran, maybe he_"
Tama had not yet finished his speech, the meatballs they ordered arrived even though only 1 bowl. At first Rani thought that the other meatballs were not finished, but she had to look at her surprise when Tama handed her a spoon and fork.
"Don't have any money?" said Rani felt awkward having to eat divided in half.
"Ntar if you feel less, just ask for one more portion, Ran" said Tama lightly
Rani did not understand what the young man was thinking, but could not prevent her red face from holding in shame because all eyes were staring at them and saying that they were very romantic.
"You heard, right? they say we're romantic" Tama said with a triumphant smile.
"Romantic nutmeg lo." Rani got up and just wanted to go.
"Tumben Mas comes with different people, usually will eat a bowl together ama_"
Mang meatballs who came to deliver drinks covered his mouth with his hands because of a code from Tama that said he had crossed the line. But for Rani this is a bright spot that she is not the only one. He finally realized that Mang meatballs saw him from earlier not because the bowl of meatballs was divided in two, but because he was a different person to what Tama had dated so far.
Rani turns around, and Mang meatballs leave immediately because he does not want to see the stall that was destroyed because of the actions of his mouth. After that, Rani ran away without a word. Automatically, Tama pursues the lover who may soon send him to the afterlife. Before long, he followed the steps of Rani who stopped by the side of the road. Tama who felt her cover exposed, immediately approached and clasped Rani's hand.
"Don't misunderstand me, baby. Intent_"
"Where's the phone?" the girl said coldly.
"We finish it at home well, here_"
"Where's your phone bego?" rani Benthic.
Inevitably Tama gave her the phone as well. He was confused why the phone Rani asked instead of asking who the mang meatballs meant. Rani opens up WhatsApp contact Tama and stares at the young man sharply.
"Who are you saving the number?" said.
"Ran, don't misunderstand me. I can clear everything," Pinta Tama.
"Which one? tell you or do I drop your phone?" threaten her.
"Ran, he's just_"
Tama's words stopped as Rani removed the necklace she gave along with the ring on her finger. Well, he knows what's going to happen next and he'll regret it his whole life.
"Ran, please _" she asked.
Rani opened Tama's palm and placed the items there. Well, it appears from the look of his face that he tried to resist crying equipped with his voice that increasingly hoarse.
"Patch it to me again, when you're ready."
"Ran, I can clear it."
"Clearly what else? my name is who do you not know ******! What do you want to clear?" said emotion.
he breathed a heavy long breath. " Do you know I said I had to be first, first and last? I won't ask to break up, but come when you're ready!" rani said walking away.
Tama just stupefied helplessly. He seems to be military science that he had nothing to gain in the face of Rani's anger. *