Orange Grey Sky

Your Self Success= Defeat For Me

Slowly but surely, Rani's finger moved pressing the vc key. This time he will defeat his own selfishness for a longing he can no longer endure. But he had to swallow his bitter saliva when Tama refused his call.

Rani throws her cell phone just anywhere and lays herself on the bed. "What did He do?" he said think hard.

Tok.tok,

"Know! Sleep huh?" Mita knocks on Rani's door slowly.

"Just in, Ma."

"You're out, yeah, there's a guest."

"Who?"

"Your school friends said."

Rani got up and opened the door "Say Rani again no da yah, Ma."he asked.

Mita shook her head."Mama sure you must be happy to find out_"

"Rani just wants a break."cut Rani fast.

Mita embraces Rani's shoulder and leads her away. Although with a lazy step, Rani also followed her mother's steps. To his surprise he saw the figure he had to meet smiling with a special smile that made him intoxicated. Well, there was Tama who had just rejected the vc from him.

Tears just fell from his eyes as he approached the man.

"You_"

Rani's words came to a halt as Tama saluted her. "We did it, Ran" he said with a full smile.

"I know."

As soon as possible he dropped himself in Tama's arms. The person who will soon teach him about the pain of LDR relationships. Without being told though, Rani knows the main role is now replaced already.

"You're better off?" tama said as they spoke in Rani's living room.

"Huh? Why us?" rani asked confusedly.

"It hurts, she replied Ran. "

"Engga" said Rani trying to follow the groove created by Tama even though he himself was confused about the point.

"Could you walk with me?"

"Where?"

"To the end of the world."

Rani smiled."A date?" goda.

"No. Suicide" said Tama sewot.

Rani laughed." Yes, I'm ready, yeah." he got up.

"Ga wear old yeah."

"2 hours."

They finally left the house after saying goodbye to Mita. Their destination is Tama's flower garden, which has always been their most romantic date. The location is very wide with various types of flowers that bloom and fragrant, giving a sensation for this young couple although they prefer to play with the fish in the pond. But this time, the atmosphere seemed quiet as if no one was walking through the park.

"Would you stop for a second?" tawang Tama's.

"Can."

Tama pulled Rani's hand to sit on the neatly cut Japanese grass. "I'll go Ran." he said.

"How long?" reply Rani fast.

"4 years."

Rani turned her face away."Congratulations, Tam. I haven't said it yet" he said.

Tama holds the girl's face and asks her to face him. "It's all because of you, dear. "said Tama kissing the girl's forehead inside.

Rani tried to enjoy her tears even more. He was also confused as to why he could be this crybaby. Though previously Tama which is more often made to cry for no apparent reason. Seeing that, Tama hugged her back even tighter as if reluctant to let go. Just like Rani, she is also afraid of LDR relationships. But for the sake of their dreams and ideals, he will try.

"Roman_"

"Don't forget to eat that much. Take care of yourself there, and_" Rani hangs up her sentence and chooses to wipe her tears.

"Kok cry? You_"

Rani prevents Tama from speaking and covers her mouth with her hands. "If I told you not to go, you wouldn't go?' tanyakanya.

"I will obey you." said Tama sure.

"What about my dream?"

"My dreams and ideals are you, Ran. I did everything for you, too,"

Rani hugged her lover tighter and tighter. "Go, my dear. "whisper.

"I cried because I was so happy." Rani replied.

Tama embraces the girl's shoulder and tenders yes at the chest of her field. Well, now he's trying to steal the moment because he knows he's going to have a hard time finding an opportunity like this.

"Oh yeah, I forgot to ask. What about your college?" said Tama stared fixedly at the face of the girl who was closing her eyes in her arms.

"I failed."

"really?"

It was not an expression that Rani had expected from a lover that she had supported all this time. There is absolutely no look of surprise like other people considering Rani the star of the school who did not graduate SBMPTN.

"You happy?" rani is confused.

Tama nodded quickly."Of course." he was sure.

"Why?"

"That means you don't need to be like other mothers who are busy with work to forget children and husbands" she said.

"Who said I was a mother?"

Rani's forehead is crinkled with marks she doesn't like what comes out of Tama's mouth. Tama clenched the top of her lover's nose with a big smile.

"You just have to wait for me to come home, Ran." he said.

"Why limit my dreams if you yourself want to achieve your dreams?"

"I'm not limiting your dreams. But sincerely I will always pray and ask that you fail." Tama said again.

Tama pout."You're evil. Selfish!" he said angry.

"Emangs. But you like it, right?"

"First."

"Huh?"

Rani got up and ran fast until Tama was forced to follow her running after her steps. Well, that moment would be the memento they missed after this.

"Happy fight, my beloved." whispered Rani as Tama managed to hug her body.

*

Lo dateng alone? where's your guy?"

those were the first words that Rani heard as soon as she set foot in this cafe owned by Laura. Well, this is the 2nd year of Tama following education and certainly the distance that lies between them is increasingly clearly seen along with the busy Tama.

"Wear it again. you know the guy is busy ama Negara. Where there was a time when we were rich, "that Nadia represented Rani.

"Well, be busy. But I doubt he's not coming home, let alone it's the end of the year."

Alsky who is labeled as Laura's boyfriend embraces her lover's shoulder and deliberately shows off the intimacy in front of Rani. "Don't Tama have another girl, Ran. you know the most intolerant guy whose name is LDR-an" he said.

"Huh?"

"That's why I don't want to be away from you, honey" she said in response to Laura's sinister face.

"It's true, Ran. Especially now that you are on a different level. You sure he'll be loyal ama lo?" connect Laura.

"What level is Emang Rani at?"

All of a sudden all eyes were directed at the figure that came with the bouquet of white roses. Azkara, who felt uninvited, sat down beside Rani and just smiled at the girl.

"Lo the Azka?" nadia asked Laura.

"I."replya Raditya who is labeled as Nadia's boyfriend.

"I accuse you without asking your guy." - Laura.

"Well, Rani is alone. The hell he just saw us doang, "said Radith.

"What the hell, I don't _"

"Gue is coming for you, Ran." cut out Azka.

"Rather than waiting for Tama, mending kan lo ama_"

Sky deliberately hung up his sentence and chose to speak with his lips pointed towards Azka. "Rare opportunities, bro." he said oada Azka.

"Now, for you."Azka thrust the flower at Rani.

Cieeeeeee

Childishness began to appear among them. And because of the commotion created

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