Orange Grey Sky

05/10/01

"Tam, "

No need to wait for long, Tama appeared in the middle of the door that opened slightly. Well, he heard his mother's call and surely he knew what to do. But instead of seeing Mama who carries a tray of vegetable juice as usual, she found Mama came empty-handed.

"You don't have to drink any more juice, do you?" tanyakanya.

"You got a problem with Nathan?"

Just hearing Nathan's name, being able to make Tama's mood instantly change. Well, he knows what will soon happen considering his mother who always taught him about kindness.

"Ma, can't Tama be the bad boy this time?" said

"Can't!"

"Ma, uh,"

"Nathan's parents left him with us from baby Tama. So as long as he comes, we are his family. "reject Ina raw.

Well, Tama knows it. Nathan's parents move to Australia and leave Nathan with his father. But that was long before the incident happened, and all this time Nathan chose to disappear on the grounds of seeking tranquility. Why is it so hard to come back now? When Tama was enjoying the good times of her life which was full of goodness.

"Atanasius?"

Ina waved her hand in front of her dreamy-looking Son's face. Well, in this way he already knew something was wrong between them. And as a good mother she will help Tama solve her even though her husband has already banned her and says men should have their own way of solving her problems. But Ina can't wait any longer. Everything must be finished immediately.

"You love Mama?" angled.

"It's about Nathan, Ma. Why so aggressive?"

Well, since the incident that made both parents very embarrassed and have no self-esteem anymore. Every day Tama tried to please both her parents even though it did not suit her heart. Well, that's enough that he embarrassed his parents.

"Tama's gonna make up with Nathan, Ma. But not now." she refused.

"If Mama says now?"

Tama took a heavy long breath. " It's better without drinking very bitter vegetable juice" he said.

Ina knocked Tama's head pretty hard. "Meet Nathan now, and get it all done" Ina said firmly.

"Mama,"

"Cowok Kam Tam? or change your name now!"

"So who?"

"Outami."

"Mama!"

"Eits, you dare yank Mama?"

Inevitably Tama finally went out of the room to meet Nathan.

*

Tama stared at the twilight sky which emitted a radiance full of elegance. Well, his boss had reported that someone had visited him and asked him to meet him here under the seductive glow of twilight. For some reason, at a time like this his head was filled with the figure of Rani who was missed so much in her place of origin.

From a distance, the figure of Nathan walking with a straight chest. Well, if seen physically, he should be the TNI as the initial agreement they pledged since childhood. But whatever the power, he did not succeed for years until his age entered the limit zone.

"Hey," Tama reached out her hand asking for a tos from Nathan as soon as she arrived.

"Brapa's star bro?" nathan's reply welcomed Tama's hand.

"Tumben lo stopped by" said Tama staring at the twilight sky.

"Lo didn't forget, my father was at this academy as well." Nathan replied.

"Wow, which one is this?"

"That's important, which she sure loves me."

Well, Tama knows who the young man meant. The figure that is highly respected Tama and became his role model received Nathan as his adopted son katana pity to see the struggle of the young man and want to help him to succeed even though it never came true.

"Gue doesn't have much time. Pull again_"

"Gue know your time is precious. I won't be long, 10 minutes." Nathan cut.

"Basic."

"Gue wants to talk about Rani."

"Rani?"

"Well, Rani is now with you."

For some reason, every time he heard and saw the tone of Nathan's voice and expression like this when talking about his lover made Tama uncomfortable. Well, he's just afraid that the past will repeat itself and they're stuck in the same heart again.

"I guess I said if_"

"Stop! "prevent Tama.

He looked at Nathan sharply."Rani was dead, Nath. That's what I believe, and the Rani I now love has absolutely nothing to do with the past" Tama said.

Nathan smiled ."I know too, Tam. But somehow I always feel that they have a relationship with each other" he said smiling.

"Gue doesn't know why everything I've always wanted you to have Nath. Love my parents, my first love and now ... Please don't snatch Rani from me too. Don't confuse him,"

"Lo say what the hell?"

"Thank God you have no intention. But I beg you, do not make me hate ama lo again" said Tama .

"Gue was just wondering, why the _dates"

"05 October, my birthday and Rani's now, it's just a coincidence Nath. I saw in his birth certificate that he changed his date of birth to match the dapodic data. We don't have birthdays, but he wants them together, so he uses the ones that match the ID card and Izasah." Tama explained preventing his best friend from misunderstanding again.

That night, Tama could not close her eyes even for a moment. This is the fear he most often fears. Nathan's return to Indonesia makes him afraid of losing Rani even though he knows exactly who Rani is dating now.

He regretted allowing his father to return Nathan at the time. He should have refused to agree when his father asked, and he should not have been this scared.

Indeed, sometimes this is the reason he was forced to hate Nathan because he always wanted the thing he had and became Tama's first priority.

Unknowingly, Tama fell asleep and felt heat all over her body. Well, he had a sudden high fever and was delirious about things that made his roommate confused.

She was afraid she would lose Rani.

Meanwhile, Rani lives her days full of waiting. He was quite used to it, and could smile even though the smile was present so that people did not feel sorry for him.

Until that morning, he cheered cheerfully got a call from Tama. However, the look of his face immediately paled when he got news that could make his phone fall.

What happened to Tama?

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