
Ghisell pondered inside the room, after Rafael and his family came home. He does not believe Rafael will accept him even though Rafael already knows Ghisell is not a girl anymore.
"He accepts me for who I am, even he will change. And I wanted to live with him for a long time. So what else is being said?'
Ghisell looked at the blue panda doll and the Haikal gift couple ring. He breathed many times.
"Sir Rafael is right, I have to bury everything about the incident, I can't remember it anymore. Okay I take it all as a nightmare."
Ghisell kept the doll and the couple ring in a box, so he would keep them in the barn.
Ghisell grabbed his phone lying on the nightstand, he sat on the edge of the bed, he wanted to block Haikal's number from being able to get in touch with him again.
"But what if he's still waiting for me until now?"
"Ah no way, she couldn't possibly wait for me to get that long."
Ghisell decided to send his last message to Haikal, so that the man would stop expecting it.
[Hi_
"Why do we start with the word hi?" Ghisell erases again the word hi it.
[Night_
"Ah no, I don't have to say hello. Better to go straight to the point." Ghisell erases the word night.
After the process delete, edit, and delete again. Finally he sent the message to Haikal.
[You were right the beginning of our meeting was so unnatural, even I always thought it was all a nightmare. That's why I want to wake up from my nightmares, I want to forget whatever happened between us. I just want to live my life again before I meet you. That's why I want us to forget anything about us, even if we accidentally meet, I want us to behave like strangers who don't know each other. You don't have to feel guilty for me, because my lover has accepted my flaws and we're getting married. This is my request. I hope you will grant my request.]
Nervously Ghisell sent the message to Haikal, biting his lower lip when he saw the blue cheque, it was a sign that Haikal had read the message.
"Oh he's read my message!"
Ghisell was nervous. Ghisell hesitantly blocked his number from reconnecting with Haikal.
"I hope my decision is right to choose Rafael, because it is my dream and my wish from the past. Even we love each other." Ghisell convinced his own heart.
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"Haikal hasn't come home yet?" ask Karin to the ART.
"Not yet madam." replied the ART.
"It's already night. Aunty can go."
"Yes, madam. Excuse me first." the ART also immediately went to the special place of the ART in a large building, behind the house.
Karin just nodded her head, she let the ART go. Karin just got home with her son and husband. They gathered in the living room while resting. Perhaps because they were too full, the cuisine of his mother Ghisell was indeed very indulgent tongue.
"Well Haikal just sent a message, he said he would stay at Raymond's apartment" Bara said.
"Well, my mother wanted to know what her love was received by the woman. Let's propose to him soon, too. It's good to have two daughters-in-law." Karin said that while chuckling.
"Ma, Pa, Rafael goes to bed first." Pamit Rafael, he stepped away so lethargic.
"Rafael why Pa? Why did you keep quiet?" Karin feels strange with Rafael's attitude that she should be happy to remember their wedding day is just around the corner.
"No idea, Ma. We better get in the room. It's not too late." Bara even pulled his wife's hand to bring her into the room. Actually Bara already know Haikal is currently heartbroken. Let him talk about Haikal in the room.
Here is a message from Haikal.
[The woman rejected my love, Pa. Sorry I failed to be the man in charge. I want to sleep tonight in Raymond's apartment.]
Haikal did not want to show sadness in front of his family.
In room & room, Rafael went to the bathroom, soaked his whole body under the shower, his heart was so very hot, harbored such deep emotions towards the man who had fucked his future wife.
"Argghhh..."
Bugh...
Bugh...
Bugh...
Rafeal was banging on the bathroom wall to release all his anger. Without feeling her tears flow, so deeply tormented her heart and feelings.
"Suckers! I'll look for you until I can hit you with my own hands, even I'll guarantee you your life won't be happy."
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"So that girl is getting married soon?" Raymond repeated the word Haikal.
Haikal looked so sad, he just fell asleep on the couch and closed his eyes with his arms, "Yes, I was wrong. I think after me and her spent some time together at that festival, there was little hope for me to get her heart. But apparently I'm overconfident."
"Yes, maybe he already has the same feeling you but he himself does not realize, or maybe he knows how he feels, but he will definitely choose people have accompanied him for a long time compared to you."
"Let's know, my heart hurts Ray." - Haikal, his heart felt so tight.
"It was his decision anyway, Kal. So I hope you can respect his decision."
Haikal's eyes glazed over to hear him, this is how tormented he became a man, not free in channeling his sadness, but his heart is also as fragile. It was still clear every moment he was with Ghisell. The jutek face that Ghisell always showed to him, and at the festival Ghisell unconsciously showed his spoiled attitude and his cherry even his sweet smile made the love more quickly settled in Haikal's heart.
It is very difficult to let a loved one marry and belong to someone else. But how else, Ghisell did not want to be fought for by him, never even asked for responsibility from him. Haikal can't force him anymore, unless there's one compelling reason he shouldn't stop fighting for her.
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