Om Satisfied I'm Squeezed

Om Satisfied I'm Squeezed
We're Different!



The smile on Om Bobby's face disappeared when he saw Ariel who looked serious and angry at him. Since first meeting, Om Bobby did realize that Ariel is a short-axis woman. Not only this once he was angry and evaporate his emotions, this afternoon at the office Ariel immediately came to Sinta and hit him without fear.


What Om Bobby doesn't think is that Ariel will get angry when he brings up Lisa, his long-lost ex-wife. Bobby still doesn't realize the mistake he made. What's wrong with Lisa's soap? The soap is always replaced by the waiter in this house. Not an expired soap of course.


"What, are you angry?" ask Bobby politely.


"Considered you? I'm glad you keep equating me with your ex-wife? It's enough that I'm similar to him. I know, I got a job and got to know you because I look like your late wife. But once I see, we're not similar at all!" ariel said with annoyance.


"Who doesn't look alike? You guys look alike. If you smile, you look very much like me. That's enough."


"Enough? You mean what? I don't look like him at all. You are constantly imagining me as if I were similar to him. We are far different. Our family origins are different, we are not brothers, there is no blood relation at all, he is educated and I am less intelligent. There is no resemblance between me and him. If it's a matter of smile, I'll take away all the smiles on my face so that you never see her in me again!" Angrily Ariel walks away from Bobby's Om and into the room. He took the shirt bought by Om Bobby and opened it by force. He tore off the plastic wrapper and put on the clean, fragrant shirt. A new shirt was bought for him.


"I'm sorry if it made you angry. I don't mean to equate you two. Don't be angry again!" Bobby tried to persuade Ariel. He hugged Ariel from behind but her hand was instead released by Ariel.


Ariel's heart was still very angry because she had been constantly holding back her feelings all this time. Ariel doesn't like to be said to be similar by Lisa. Not because Lisa is ugly, annoying or different from her. Ariel just doesn't want Om Bobby to keep staring at her as his ex-wife. As stupid as anything, as dark as his past, still he does not want to be equated with Lisa.


Ariel wants Om Bobby to see Ariel as a whole and as it is. Instead of continuing to live in the shadow of Lisa, his dead wife. It's free that all Ariel has done so far is that Om Bobby lives with his imagination that Ariel looks like Lisa. It is futile to compete with the dead. Win so lose, if you lose yes still lose, there is no benefit at all.


"Yes, please. We're here for fun. We're here to update. I purposely introduced you to Prisa, my sister. It means you are precious in my eyes. I want my family to know you and then I'll tell them about your status. Why are we fighting anyway?" talk to Bobby gently. Om Bobby understands how to deal with Ariel is to be gentle and patient, do not be provoked by emotions. Can be wider later the problem.


"I don't want to fight with you either. I don't want to ruin our happy day this time either. I'm not angry, I'm just sad. I don't like it if you keep thinking that I look like Lisa. I'm not Lisa, I'm Ariel Anastasia. Cheap women who used to know you because they needed money. The woman who is a widow has one child that you married in series. The only thing Lisa and I have in common is that we both love you." Ariel could no longer hold back her tears. It hurt a lot when I said his heart. It was sad to have to beg to be considered there.


"Yes. I'm sorry." Bobby came forward and hugged him.


Again Ariel let go of Om Bobby's hug. He knows, Om Bobby just apologized to dampen his emotions, not really regret his actions. When do you want to be like this? Is Ariel not entitled to fight for her feelings? Is Ariel not entitled to refuse to be considered if she is not Lisa?


Actually Ariel does not know where to go but Ariel chose to go to the backyard and stared at the pool that looks clear. Ariel wanted to calm her deeply emotional and sad self.


Prisa who was taking water to drink saw Ariel who was sitting by the pool with a blank look and looked sad to come over. Ariel who had seen him so fierce, firm and cheerful now even looked sad. There is a curiosity in Prisa about his sister-in-law.


"Why is Ariel outside? Fighting with Robbie's sister? " ask Prisa. Prisa gives Ariel a cold canned drink which she takes from the fridge. Ariel received Prisa's drink with a small smile.


"Yes. We quarreled. You don't need to know, you're a kid. It's an adult business." Ariel opened the canned drink and drank it, fresh taste when sweet and cold taste filled her stomach.


"I'm a kid but I know what you're fighting about."


"What?" challenge Ariel.


"Sister Lisa isn't it?" guess Prisa. Apparently this teenager is very sensitive and can know what the cause of their quarrel.


"You're nagging, huh?" Ariel continued to look at Prisa who was even a small smile.


"There is no need to eavesdrop to know what problems you will face. Entering into the room of Kak Robbie is the same as entering the room that contains memories of Kak Lisa. Even though I was a teenager, I knew that our loved ones were still living in the shadows of their past must have been very sick. Trust me, I've been wanting to throw away all the memories of Lisa's sister but Robbie never allowed it."


"Because your brother loves her so much, right? So it's hard to move on," said Ariel.


"Tet, you're wrong. Not because I love him so much. Brother still keeps everything because .. feel guilty. Want me to tell them their story?"


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