
After I entered the room, I no longer knew what they were talking about or planning. I just cried and tried to have a dialogue with my heart. What I really want. Until almost a third of the night is over I spill out all the feelings that burden the heart in my prostration. I put everything in His hands, I beg the best for all of us. I felt relieved after I poured out all my race on Him. And I fell asleep still wearing my face until my morning alarm went off.
After fulfilling my duty, I continued to sleep on Sunday.
Tok ... tok ...
"Dinn ... hehhh the virgin child is still sleeping at eleven. Let's get up there's a guest" Mami woke me up and opened my room curtain wide. The day was already very hot, visible from the window of my room the almost dry laundry in the side yard.
"Who's the guest's Mi" I said lazily
"Tony, she wants to talk to you alone" Mami replied gently.
"Try hearing him speak first, think with a cool head and talk to your heart. Don't share your emotions" Mami stroked my hair that was still random.
"Here is the bath, meet him immediately" patted him on my shoulder slowly and walked out of the room.
I lazily took my steps to the bathroom to clean myself up. And after her I met her in the living room.
"Hi" she said awkwardly
"Well, what's Koh talking about?" I was lazy while sitting across the chair.
"Mmmm just wanted to apologize ..."
"I told you that I forgive you. Kok still apologizing anyway" I immediately gas before he finished his words.
"I mean I'm asking for help this one time just let my parents come and explain everything. After that I'll follow all your decisions"
"Yes whatever you want" I said at the end.
Hearing my answer, his face was a bit bright and smiled faintly.
"Thank you" he said, which sounded very sincere.
I doubt my attitude.
"Thank you, if you'll excuse me to go home first. Please say goodbye to Mami with Papi" he said as he stood up from his seat. Seeing me not budging from my place, he stepped out and said his greetings
"Assalamu'alaikum" inevitably I have to answer his greetings
"Wa'alaikumsalam"
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The next week was on a Friday that he usually picks me up this time.
"Tumben Yan HT did not pick you up" said Mbak Wati when he returned home from work together.
"Lah malahe Mbak" I said
And Mama Wati did not continue her question.
Likewise the next day, on Saturday he is usually ready on his bike while holding the helmet I will wear. This time he didn't show up either until I had a wink.
"Search HT Mbak Din?" ask one of the salesmen
"Ah no, find ojol I have ordered kok" my reason when I have not ordered it.
"Oh, ojol belom is there. HT also does not exist" he replied innocently while entering the office because there is still a briefing for salesmen.
I finally came home with ojol. Until Mami's house is busy preparing everything.
"Emang so yes Mi?" just relax
"Lhohh how are you, Yo so be it. It's ready there ready you. And pretty dandan. Camer wants to come lohh" seduced Mami
"What the hell Mami" I pulled into the room.