Old Love Early

BREAK UP AGAIN

After the meeting in Jakarta, we were more often silent on the phone. Expressing each other's feelings.

"Bli, I think we should meet to discuss our problems" I said that night when We called.

"Yes, tomorrow I go to Semarang" replied Bli Radit

"May we find a way out Bli" I hope

"Yes dear, I also wish that" We were silent for a long time.

"Bli it's night, bobok first yuk. tomorrow connect again.

"Yes, we keep praying, baby, let's be together" he said

"Yes, Inshaa Allah. Good night Bli' broke up

"Good night, dear"

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"Mi, can you confide in me?" much

"No" replied Mami short, an answer that surprised me.

"Miii, plissss I've stuck Mi. How confused should I be?" I started sobbing.

Mami stroked my shoulder and raised my chin.

"Heh little crybaby, since when did Mami not want to be horrified curhatan you. Without you knowing every day you are curhaaatttt Mulu. Mi tired, Mi dizzy, Mi pegel" Mami cerocos while her lips are licking.

"This speech is not a trivial thing, especially Mi!"

"Well, what a thing, try Mami does not hear the story"

"Mi, I was rejected by Bli Radit's father"

"Yes it is rejected, are you the same child cook with his father too? ish Maruk you!" lhaaaa the Mami can still be kidding.

"No Mi, I was rejected as a son-in-law"

"Reason?" ask Mommy

"We have different religions" I replied

"Lha yes indeed Radit's father, marrying different religions is not allowed. Even though we worship God equally" my mother is very similar

"But we love each other Mi"

"You are adults, if you force marriage, you must choose one. You follow him or he comes with you. What you're thinking about is not the two of you right now but the two of you going forward. Because there will be your children who need to be given a religious foundation. If you're not in line, what about your children?" wejang Mami's

"Don't because of love you leave your religion and not because of love you enter a new religion, the religion of his business with God, heart, and belief that mantab" continued Mami again.

And I'm just gawking at Mami.

"You're an adult, Mami believes you can solve this problem. Whatever your decision, Mami and Papi will always be there and support you. So do the best Ok?!!" said Mami patted my shoulder and passed leaving me alone in the front garden with the dim light of the sun.

The week we planned to meet and talk about our problems arrived. He reached home at four in the morning, riding a night trip because he was impatient to find a solution.

"Bli, take a break in the guest room. After breakfast you can talk about it" I said shortly after his arrival. He just nodded and followed me towards the guest room.

'Please Bli, I live first yes" happened to be a morning adhan. I went to my room to fulfill my duty.

After breakfast we were on standby on the back porch. Behind the more shaded many of Papi's favorite fruit trees, there are mangoes, durian, rambutan, and ketela. All of which have never been fruitful except the catfish.

"Bli, please talk first. How should we be?" I opened the conversation after a while We kept quiet.

"Where do I start?" hair pulled one, bad habit Bli Radit when thinking.

"From the reason you rejected me" I said

"The Father does not reject you" he replied

"Trus?" my insistence

"He only thinks about our future"

"meaning?"

"The basis of forced life or because forced will not be good later"

"Yes too, justa ..."

"What's free?"

"If one of us is sincerely living I think I can" I'm sure

"So now I ask, You're sincerely leaving your religion for me?"

"Don't want to" I replied quickly

"If I'm not possible, I'm the only son you have left. So I can't follow you" he lamented

"Continue?" my trance

"Stop" he grabbed the hair in annoyance.

Until the afternoon we did not find a solution to our problem. So when he said goodbye to go home I made a unilateral decision.

"Bli, I think we're old enough to know that we can't be put together. We'd better get it done"

"Kok that easy you said that?" tanyanya wonder

"What else do you want? I'm tired of thinking" I replied in despair

"We work together, right? slow down with a cool head" he replied, kissing my forehead. The travel fleet has arrived, he said goodbye to Papi Mami.

"Om Auntie, I'll go home first. Please pray for both of us"