Old Love Early

CLBK2

I knew him through a matchmaker, he was a boy who was a kyai in the cottage where I studied religion at the beginning of my conversion. He was still sixteen years old in the first class Madrasah Aliyah. And I've been working at a food company as a salesman, too. He and I are fourteen years old. We were then betrothed by the housekeeper and Kami (he and I agreed with his family) but I wanted him to graduate from his new school I would marry him.

Because there is a better job offer then I moved to PT Majapahit which then made me know you.

At the beginning of seeing you in the parking lot of the motorbike I feel there is a special taste for you. Just because I'm a newcomer so I don't dare to approach you yet. And an advantage to me our workspace is one and the same place. So I can see you even if it's only Friday and Saturday. And my chance grew wider as you opened up to me by allowing me to drop off my bag, sit down together. It feels happy, proud, deg deg an, very comfortable if I want to be able to sit with you continue. Although every Sunday I visit him but I always hope every day is Friday and Saturday only.

And just being alone with you doesn't feel like parting ways. Honestly, I told you that time in the car was out of my heart, if I wanted to photocopy you. Bringing you the real one and the photocopying I'll return it to your ort. There was no intention of harassing you back then, I kissed you purely for the taste I craved for you. Maybe it's love but I don't know.

Until one day I had to marry her because she had graduated from school in accordance with our matchmaking at that time. It's not really a necessity for me to marry her. Just because at that time I thought if I married a child then heaven was the reward. Although I cannot give up my race on you. I'm showing you the ring I'm going to give her, I'm asking you to give it a try. I thought you were the first one to wear my ring before wearing it.

I married her in simplicity. You know for yourself the economic condition of my family and my income at that time. You like to print targets and commissions that I have earned. We were married for two years and five months and our marital status was siri married so our marriage was not officially recorded. I don't know why when I wanted to register the marriage we were always delayed. At first he followed me to live in my parents' house, and because of that case I had to quit my job and split from you. After I left work for a while I was unemployed and looking for a job that made her want to live with her parents because I automatically did not provide for her. As long as I have not worked I have never visited him because there is no road charge and after I got a job I required me to visit him once a week because his house outside the city was quite far away. As time went on it turned out that the person who betrothed and mengomblangkan We have a separate agreement with him that I do not know.

It turned out that he and his family wanted to marry me because they were promised to buy a car by me, this was said by the one who combed Kami when his grandmother billed the car that was promised to me. Since I didn't know and there was no money to buy a car let alone I was only a month's work, her grandmother asked me to divorce her.

That's Koh Tony's story to me after we were at the cafe.

"I'm sorry you did before you apologized Koh. But I haven't been able to give you a chance on Koh" I said as I shook off Koh Tony's hand trying to grab my hand.

"We'd better be friends with Koh, more comfortable for me" I added.

He just stumbled while looking at me expectantly.

"But I will keep trying so that you give me another chance" he said, increasingly slicing my heart.