
Before I fell asleep I heard Koh Tony mutter, "If you could be copied. Originally I could bring home your copy I returned to Mami" and buried her nose in my head.
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The day after the picnic together to Jogja, the day we went through with a little awkward. But I kept trying to shake off the awkward feeling and buried my love for Koh Tony. I always remind myself that he already has a girlfriend eh candidate in fact he said. Sometimes I am confused by his treatment of me, if you already have a candidate why have more attention to me why dare to kiss me? And that question hangs up to this point.
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Today my heart feels a little melow somehow because I myself do not know. Or because today I didn't see Koh Tony who should have worked I didn't know. I heard from Mbak Wati that Koh Tony permits two days of family needs.
Coincidentally this Saturday Mr. Boss asked me to join a meeting to submit a new contract to the supplier. We were meeting until the Maghrib, and unfortunately I was not carrying a motorbike. The flat tire when I want to wear and complete again my quota runs out so I can not call ojol. Forced to take an angkot and enter the alley of my house on foot. It was five hundred meters from the highway.
Descending from the angkot somehow the heart of the morning has melow so more melow let alone the atmosphere is very supportive. The streets were quiet, dim, the air was a little cold because cloudy made tears come out unconsciously sobbing like someone who lost something.
Until the house without greeting Papi and Mami who were again sitting on the terrace waiting for me, I went straight to the room to change clothes and then took a shower also still sobbing. Why this, I was also confused myself.
Tok ... tok ...
"Din, why go home crying?" ask Mami to worry
"Not knowing Mi, I just want to cry. I don't know" my cries get louder
"Yes, satisfied first cry. Come down to dinner tonight" Mami patted my back and exited the room. I just nodded and continued my crying.
After my tears subsided I went out of the room to the dining table. Papi and Mami had already started eating first. Mami took the dishes and rice and side dishes in front of me.
"Bah eat first, spent, do not think like that. Grateful for the food" said Mami and I just nodded. I ate in silence, confused by how I felt why it could be this sad and tears would just spill but I could stand it. It is not good to cry sorrowfully in front of food in front of the windfall is the sign of a man who is not grateful for the gift of God, so Mami said always.
After eating, Papi let me and Mami talk together.
"Mi Papi to the room first want to fall down" said Papi
"Don't lie down just sit down to rest new people eat really" advised Mami
Papi blinks one eye giving code Okay with fingers and mouth gestures.
"Why in the office?" Mommy opened the chat
"It's usually just work" I replied lazily
"Is the Boss angry?"
"No Mi, the guy was overtime meeting together really"
"Lha continues why kok nangis until kayak that"
"Not knowing Miiiii ... just want to cry ajaa ..".
My mom came up to me and hugged me.
"If there's a problem talking to Mami"
"No problem what Mi is"
"How are you saying Ha Te?"
"Baek Mi, why are you Koh Tony?" ask me for wonder
"Yes, you fought with Ha Te"
"No Mi, Koh Tony people do not enter from yesterday anyway"
"Ooh"
Monday as usual I was going to the office.
"It's already seven and a half hours, ntar late" said Mami while I was still relaxed to see Upin Ipin in Tivi 😀
"Yes Mi Bentar" I said
Tok ... tok ...
"Excuse me Auntie, is Riannya there?" ask the guest
"Where are you?"
"Rian's office, Auntie"
"Let's go in, see Upin Ipin"
Mami came in and told me, why did the office team come here? bathinku. And I went out to see him.
"Oh, hi Rud! tumben" my broom
"Yes, pick you up. Go with yuk, it's noon already"
"Oh, okay Ayuk"
I went inside to say goodbye to Mami Papi.
"Tante, Om, I'm saying goodbye. Rian with me" said Rudy
"Yes, be careful" replied Papi, Mami just nodded her head.
Arriving at the office parking lot.
"Rian I want a little talk to you" said Rudy. This is what I'm waiting for, there must be shrimp behind the rempeyek. It's not uncommon for Rudy to pick me up.
"What the hell is that? don't worry" I replied
"Mmmm don't you be surprised or sad huh!?? Ha Te has married kemaren" dhegghh .. only I try to be ordinary anyway all this time I also already know that he already has a candidate.
"Oh, when?" I'm trying to be cuey
"Because Saturday"
"When's reception? how come there's no invitation?" much
"There is no reception, only ijab qobul aja"
"Oowwh"
"All I have invited is Mr. Agus"
"Oww"hh"
We walked to the absentee in silence.
"Koh Rudy, haven't gone around yet?" greet Novita while glancing sharply at me. And I didn't bully and went straight into my room. It's a little tearing my heart to hear that Koh Tony is getting married.
"Not yet, you want to pick up Rian, is there a problem?" ketus Rudy's.
Novita while pouting walked to his table.