Officer Wing
67. Lose.
Bang Wira until squeezed his chest firmly.
"Why isn't my child growing up?" ask Dinda.
Instantly Bang Wira opened her eyes. Sure enough, there was a small creature growing in Dinda's womb.
"Allahu Akbar.." Bang Wira to prostrate his gratitude because his do'a has been granted by God.
"Why is my son so young?" dinda asked dejectedly to one of the civilian doctors at the hospital.
Bang Wira touched the doctor's feet and coded him to explain himself to his wife. The doctor finally understood, there may be household problems among the patients. The doctor smiled and finally left Bang Wira and Dinda.
"That's because you eat too little. This khan is only on screen. The rest of you yourself as his mother who can feel" Bang replied trying to explain logically.
Dinda nodded and was a little calmer as well as Bang Wira who certainly so wanted the presence of the baby from Dinda but that happiness also made him restless because Dinda's treatment was still too early and very dangerous. He wrestled with a dilemma.
"Don't like it?"
"Not like what?" ask Bang Wira.
"As long as Dinda was pregnant, Brother seemed unhappy.. Brother is more focused on Dinda and not our child" replied Dinda who turned out to be more sensitive to the feelings of Bang Wira's heart.
"Not so deck, you don't misunderstand. The child will be healthy if the mother is healthy first."
"Whatever happens, you have to take good care of our child" Dinda said.
"Once again you talk.. You won't care about you anymore..!!" thrown harsh words Bang Wira, really he was adrift dilemma let alone bitter memory about his life made him so afraid of losing Dinda.
Bang Wira left Dinda alone, walking away from the examination room and then smoking a cigarette to calm down.
Hearts crumbled, confused, confused, restless and messy mixed into one. The crying hurt her feelings.
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"Once the story is Bang, so Dinda is confused. Our son no longer exists. So this is Dinda's second pregnancy" Bang Wira told a doctor and a senior in the hospital.
"The age is still about five. six Weeks Wira"
"Ready Bang, right, if I count from my date with Dinda, it's the same."
In the middle of the conversation, Dinda came and listened to Bang Wira's request.
"Abang.. is there no drug that does not leave pain?" asked Bang Wira behind her concern. He loved Dinda more than anything.
"I know how you feel, Wira. But there is no medicine that leaves no risk" replied Bang Wira.
"I'm willing to lose anything but not Dinda. It doesn't matter if my destiny is only to have a princess. Help me Bang..!!"
braaakk..
Bang Wira turned her head towards the voice, how shocked Bang Wira was when she suddenly saw Dinda run away from the hospital after hitting a pot near the park.
"Mrinda.. " Sincerely Bang Wira panicked and immediately chased after Dinda.
What did he hear. Lord, do not let Dinda misunderstand.
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"I just finished meeting Rendra and everything is in order as you requested yesterday. What's up?" ask Bang Siregar.
"Dinda's missing."
"Haaahh.. What do you mean???"
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buugh..
"This is the second time Dinda's been missing, why is it always like this???"
"I haven't had time to explain anything to Dinda" Bang Wira said.
"Then all this time what have you been doing.?????" bentak Bang Regar's.
"My position is still wrong. If I told you what he was yesterday, Dinda would be in shock. That's why I secretly stole time to get her pregnant again, but after Dinda got pregnant.. it turns out that the pregnancy will affect the health of Dinda and her heart because the operation was not yet one year and Dinda yesterday experienced a stabbing also until miscarriage. So this time pregnancy is very vulnerable if exposed to drugs" Bang Wira explained slowly.
"Imagine your position if I were Gar. I think I'm going to die. If you were me, you would tell Dinda all these truths. I've experienced being a father, but Dinda hasn't experienced being a mother"
Bang Siregar shuffled his hair. As a big brother, he clearly felt restless. Bang Regar immediately helped Bang Wira to stand up.
"Let's find Dinda. Do not let Dinda reckless like the incident at that time. Can puyeng own your head"
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"Let's hurry up a little Gar..!!"
"Where are we going Maung?? Right or left????" bang Siregar asked puzzled as the two of them continued to spin aimlessly.
"Right it to the beach" replied Bang Siregar.
"It must have been frustrating, misunderstanding me."
Soon Bang Siregar towards the beach. It's getting dark. From morning until evening, they just turned around to find Dinda.
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Bang Wira was almost frustrated not to find Dinda. The beach was his last choice.
"Gar, there's one more beach. Rarely come to people. Let's go over there..!!"
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"Lalila Illallah.. The...!!!!!!!" the car hasn't stopped but Bang Wira has already jumped out of the car.
Bang Siregar immediately pulled over his car and soon followed Bang Wira.
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"Dinda... baby..!! Let's go home..!!" bang Wira tried to grab Dinda's hand.
"Go Bang.. Let Dinda alone..!!" he said he had lost his passion. Weak and no spirit at all.
"Listen Brother first darling.we talk well" no ceasing Bang Wira persuaded Dinda.
"Go home Bang. Asya needs a brother."
"Abang also needs you deck" said Bang Wira.
Dinda smiled bitterly.
"As As Asya's nanny and her papa? Why do you pretend to be happy when you know that Dinda is pregnant.?
"No deck, listen to your explanation..!!"
"Dinda heard it. My brother didn't want this kid. He has been three months more Bang, his heart must have been beating perfectly" said Dinda increasingly make the heart of Bang Wira Pilu.
"Why is this heart so deeply indebted? If Dinda knew this would be the end, by Allah Dinda did not want to accept it. The wrong Dinda is too hopeful and loves the man whose heart will never be for Dinda. Why Dinda is so confident that you will love Dinda and insist on believing that the time of our togetherness will give you love. This kid can't bring us together either."
Bang Wira's feet felt weak to hear it. The guilt seemed to hit him. Bang Wira crouched hugging Dinda's legs.
"Who should be blamed for what happened to our lives? If you could find you first, you would never marry Adinda, the woman who needed protection. She's pregnant. He married her to save her pride. From there you can't lie if there's love between us until we finally have a son and a daughter even though the big brother finally has to come home to accompany his mother in heaven." The feeling of tightness he was no longer able to resist.
Bang Siregar stood guard beside them as both were not in a stable state.
"If only you could change your destiny. Brother only wants to present you who accompany the life of Brother without a great love for Adinda that is so painful. Brother wants your health, your smile and your cheer. This life there will only be stories about you, Asya and our son. You guys are my pulse. Without you, you don't want this life anymore" said Bang Wira honestly.
"What did Dinda hear? Brother wants to throw our son away. All this time Dinda tried to understand Brother. But you never once thought Dinda existed"
Bang Wira hugged Dinda's leg. His chest was increasingly tight to withstand the burden he had been carrying.
"Which husband is unhappy to hear that his wife is pregnant. It's a blessing from God. But after the stabbing, doctors banned you from conceiving for a period of one year. Just one year" Bang Wira replied starting to explain.
"The medicine is too dangerous for you. If this is not a risk to our prospective child, this drug is a danger to you or it may be both. Brother can't afford to risk any deck. If you can choose, it's better for you to die than to sacrifice the two of you. My brother kept thinking about it until it felt physically and mentally not strong"
"Why Bang? Why does it have to be like this? Is it the sister who will always be in your heart?
"Milary..."
"Dinda felt one pulse with her. Dinda's mother" said Dinda began to get emotional and shed tears.
"Well know how you feel deck.. Brother is also no less sick" Bang Wira switched to remove Dinda's tears.
"Don't call Adinda again darling, Brother please. The wrong brother made you like this. My sister is gone, all that remains are memories. His love is only for you"
"Then let Dinda be a mother..!!"
Bang Wira was silent. Everything is too difficult. Any choice at this time would still hurt his wife.
Dinda began to react, crying, struggling and wanting to run from the presence of Bang Wira made Dinda's husband in the fog.
Bang Wira immediately pulled Dinda's hand and hugged her tightly though in her heart was still misgivings.
"Yes dear. Brother let Adek contain her. Enjoy your day living your nature. Brother's friend" Bang Wira kissed Dinda's forehead. Finally he relented, all these events also did not escape his mistake.
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