Officer Wing
16. Loss feeling.
Dinda adjusted her breathing slowly according to what Bang Wira said. Not a lot of screaming and it turns out quite a lot helps to make it drain energy.
"Good deck.keep it going." Bang Wira continued to encourage his wife.
"Dinda is not sure about Bang's strength" Dinda replied.
"Remember tau.can't do more for you. Only God can repay all the privileges about women that you feel, from discomfort, pain during pregnancy, childbirth, and caring for the baby after that, it is all to lift up your degrees and take away your sins. The strong deck. For your sake..!!!" bang Wira.
Dinda nodded then hugged Bang Wira again.
Before long there was the sound of a man's cry, so pitiful. Bang Rendra hugged her dead baby girl. Beautiful like her mother, but now Nesya has not realized because of her labor experiencing various problems.
"Dok..is it true that her womb cannot be saved again?" bang Rendra asked still hope when he knew the womb was lifted completely.
"It's not possible sir, I'm sorry.the father's wife's uterus has broken and this is the only way" replied the doctor.
"Oh my God.. Astagfirullah hal adzim.." Bang Rendra hugged her little princess.
"This is the first and last time, son, I love you so much" Bang Rendra sat down and hugged her lifeless baby.
"Pak Rendra. I hope you will be able to report this news very carefully. Maternal heart disease has been increasing" the doctor said again.
Bang Rendra was getting worse with her condition. The world no longer feels good for her.
Suddenly Bang Wira gasped as Dinda held her hand firmly.
"Abang.. like someone pushed..!!"
"Doctor..please my wife..!!" Bang Wira panicked to see Dinda twitch.
The doctor turned away from Bang Rendra and headed for Dinda's action bed.
"It's complete sir. The baby can be born now..!!" doctor says.
"Bismillah.. come neng..!! Don't be afraid, there's a brother here..!!" Bang Wira never ceases to give spirit to Dinda.
One long breath, Dinda twitched. But it doesn't feel like it's all strong enough. Bang Wira pressed Dinda's hips so as not to lift. Dinda tried it again.
"Huhu.." Dinda was so exhausted that within a few seconds she lost consciousness.
"Dindaa.. unconscious dear..!!" Bang Wira patted Dinda's cheek. Really as a man, his heart felt smashed to see the struggle of a mother.
So aware, Dinda immediately pushed hard. Bang Wira closed her eyes for a moment, unable to see Dinda's cries of pain.
"Lalila Illallah.. Allahu Akbar..!!! Forgive the servant O Allah..!!" Bang Wira hugged Dinda and finally....
"Alhamdulillah.a beautiful daughter sir" said the female doctor who helped deal with Dinda. The crying broke the silence of the entire room.
"Alhamdulillah deck. fat once the little guy" Bang Wira could not hide his happy hue. He loved that little girl very much.
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Dinda is done. With a loud bang Rendra approached Dinda. Her tears welled up again especially when she saw the 'beautiful daughter' of Dinda who had just been born into the world in Bang Wira's arms. There is a sense of cool, sad, haru. when his eyes see for themselves the love of Bang Wira on the little princess who is not the flesh of his best friend.
Bang Wira also tried to be heartened to approach his bloodless brother.
"You're going to prosecute him?" tanya Bang Wira who at that time said condolences to Bang Wira.
"No Wir.. You're all..!!" answer Bang Rendra.
A speck of tears fell from the frame of Bang Wira's eyes.
"You're my daughter, huh?" her question seemed to doubt that the little elf would continue with her.
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Bang Rendra ran over and immediately embraced Nesya's calming.
"Where's my baby Bang?? Where's she?" nesya shouted so hysterically that eventually Nesya's condition dropped again.
"Relax baby, our baby is calm" said Bang Rendra with various meanings.
Accidentally then Dinda who will move into the recovery room hears and sees all with her own eyes.
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"What did you say????? Asking your baby back???? You know shame or not???????" bang Wira snapped as Bang Rendra pleaded with her and Dinda to take the baby.
"I'm sorry, Wira.. The dinda..!! I know I'm the most selfish human being, my sin is so heavy. But right now I have no choice. My son is gone, Nesya's situation is so bad and could threaten his life at any time. This is the only kid I have..!!" Bang Rendra begs to kiss Dinda's feet. He no longer cared about his pride.
"How dare you Ren??? Did you separate a child from his mother??? Baby boy, just born.." Bang Wira's voice is getting higher.
"You can kill me Wir. I'm sincere. I just can't bear to see my wife's suffering. Dinda can still conceive another child, while Nesya will never be a mother again."
Dinda's mind was shaken. Just now he saw that happiness exists but must be extinct and destroyed instantly. Her hands were so limp holding her little fairy that Bang Wira had to help Dinda support her baby.
"If you're not strong, don't listen to what Rendra says. Let Brother finish. You just need to restore your health and take care of your child" said Bang Wira.
Dinda took a deep breath. It is not easy to strengthen his mind that feels the pain of slicing.
"Dinda is a woman, Dinda is also a mother. One life has gone, Dinda does not want any more lives lost let alone all this started from the stupidity of Dinda as well." said Dinda held back her tears.
"What are you talking about deck?? My brother fought to keep this boy. You blush?? This child is your right. She's yours, you're her mother"
"Dinda tau Bang's. Dinda was sick, very sick. But as a mother, Dinda prefers to see Dinda's daughter alive and in proper family foster care, which can guide her into being a good girl. As long as Dinda doesn't lose her, that's enough" Dinda replied.
Kissed dear red little princess, she had not even had time to give ASI for her little daughter. At that time it was Bang Wira who still did not reconsider all these events, because he was the one who knew best how Dinda felt while waiting for her little daughter, from the start of an extraordinary shock to get back up and be able to accept reality.
"Don't tell me you don't love you, son, but right now let me love you in silence. Mother Nesya is the best mother for you, a great mother.
Dinda closed her eyes, hugged the princess tightly and kissed her again.
"Thank you very much for your days" said Dinda and handed her little daughter to Bang Rendra.
"This is Brother's daughter. Dinda tipped her Bang. Enlarge him with love and dear brother"
Bang Wira sat down, really his heart hurt. But there was nothing he could do. Bang Rendra also received her beautiful daughter. The face is like her.
"Yes, Dinda" she said, hugging the small squirming baby in her arms.
"More.. Can I have a request?" ask Bang Wira.
"What Hero?"
"Give her the name of Aura Hening Annahla. She's a woman of benefit, but she's the only one she can't reach, can't hold on to anymore. This is for Dinda." said Bang Wira.
"But to you, she is a source of strength, even if night embraces her, she will still be millions of beauties by day. Annahla..!!"
"I'll give that name to our daughter the pot. Nutmeg.. My dearest nala" Bang Rendra hugged baby Nala leaving a tightness in the inner Bang Wira. No one knows how painful it is to love but not to have.
Healthy, want to be with your father. Papa will always love you.
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