Officer Wing

33. A difficult start.

Dinda looked around the room many save the late wife Bang Wira. It was seen that Bang Wira's love was so great for his wife.

"I also want to be loved like you, Sister..!!" he muttered softly while holding a bottle of Asya milk.

Suddenly Dinda's eyes focused on the photo of Bang Wira who was standing around her waist in a corner staring at the expanse of savanna. There is another picture of him crouching with a black burly dog that he thinks is very scary. There was a sense that he did not understand, his heartbeat throbbed fiercely when he saw the sweet smile from Bang Wira's handsome face.

"Why does my heart hurt so much to look at your face Bang?" unconsciously her tears dripped down her cheeks.

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Bang Wira cried in her prayers, the thing she always did and never left. If there were not many eyes in this world, he would cry every hour. His story with Dinda is really interesting.

The shadow of his last encounter with Adinda as his wife crawled helplessly. The body is very thin dry unkempt only the remaining bones and skin attached to bring a swollen stomach. Really he could not imagine what happened there until bruised, purplish blue and bruised almost flat all over the body Adinda. While bathing his wife, Adinda was afraid to be touched by him because she felt so much pain.

Oh my God, can I not remember. It hurts a lot to keep remembering Dinda.

Bang Wira also prostrated.

"O Allah, please forgive my sin, the sin of my wife Adinda. Forgive him of all his mistakes. If a single spot of stain makes her impeccable, but she's a perfect mother."

Bang Wira sat down and wiped her tears.

"Dinda.Dinda hurt so much that your brother's heart lives like this, the house feels empty without you. Asya is still so small. I think you just want to catch up with you. Not strong to feel this ordeal"

There was a small cry Asya made Bang Wira aware of his prayer. He immediately went to his room.

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Between forgetting and not, Bang Wira gasped there was a woman in her room. He also gave a view.

"Why Asya??" tanyanya flat.

"It's thirsty Bang. Dinda just made milk" replied Dinda who had a little difficulty moving because her surgical wound had not recovered.

"You go to sleep, let the big brother Asya..!!" bang Wira.

Just about to take Asya from Dinda's sling, the little baby was already crying loudly as if he did not want to separate from Dinda.

Bang Wira pulled her hand in confusion, she did not know the desire of her own baby.

"Dear, come with Papa for a moment. Aunt Dinda wants to take medicine first so she can carry Asya again" said Dinda while handing Asya to her papa.

Without crying again, Asya small according to Dinda's words and it successfully made the crown of Bang Wira again burned with annoyance. Bang Wira also chose to leave the room.

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"Wake pot..!! No praying??" Bang Wira wakes up Bang Regar who sleeps soundly in the middle room.

"In a moment, I'm tired of pacing back and forth with Dinda..!!" answer Bang Regar.

"Sholat is mandatory. Go to sleep again..!! I'm going to the office to take care of the files for a second..!!" bang Wira.

"Yes, you have left first. Asya let me and Dinda"

"Dinda is not well. You just take Dinda home..!!!" bang Wira's Order.

"Your son is sticking with Dinda. If you cry again.. Can you calm down your baby??" ask Bang Regar.

"I don't want my baby to depend on Dinda" he said firmly but seemed stiff.

Bang Regar patted Bang Wira on the shoulder.

Bang Wira sat next to Bang Regar.

"I never asked Dinda to get sick like that and to bother you like this. I'm also sure you don't want your daughter to have this fate. Actually from the first time Dinda met Asya. My sister was always delirious about your daughter, and now you see that..!!" bang Regar then pointed to Dinda who was carrying Asya affectionately.

"Part of your Mind, is in my Mind. Whether you believe it or not, after Dinda received a heart donor from your wife, some of her nature changed"

Bang Wira rubbed his face, too heavy he had to realize one by one the reality was so painful.

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After returning from the office, Bang Wira saw Dinda changing Asya's diaper. The baby was so calm in Dinda's care.

"Have you eaten? Where's your brother?" sapa Bang Wira's.

"There was a sudden call. I tried to call my brother but my brother didn't answer the phone. Sorry Dinda's still here. There is no way that Dinda Khan brought Asya." replied Dinda.

Bang Wira saw his phone and it was true that Siregar contacted him.

"Have you eaten??" Bang Wira repeated her question.

"Easy Bang..!!" dinda answered but then she staggered because she was not strong to hold her body.

Bang Wira reflexes on Dinda.

"eehh.. Sinda..!! Strong not you, if not strong do not force to take care of Asya."

The eyes of Bang Wira and Dinda stared at each other. The gaze of the eyes that made Bang Wira's heart beat fast. The look he so longed for, the eyes belonged to his late wife.

"Sorry..!!" Bang Wira took off her arms, after marrying Dinda, she did limit herself to being close to other women.

In Bang Wira's mind suddenly dyed Bang Regar's words. He also ventured to test his own guts.

"I can't put diapers on properly. Can you teach my brother?"

"Oohh. like this Bang" Dinda took a diaper from her place, then practiced on her beloved wasp doll and this method was exactly as the late one taught her first.

Bang Wira also looked around the room. He realized that the state of the room was exactly the way his wife arranged it. As soon as Bang Wira's legs limp, he slumped feeling the deceased alive on Dinda.

"Prophe.. Brother why??" ask Dinda.

"Why did you come into my life Dinda??? Restore my wife's heart..!! Never try to be the mother of my child and never try to match the nature of Dinda" Bang Wira said loudly.

"If Dinda can choose, Dinda wants to die. Since being born into the world, Dinda has only brought the grief of parents. Mama Dinda died and Papa had to lose Mama. Fortunately, Mama Bang Regar wanted to take care of Dinda until Dinda got to this point. Dinda does not know how Dinda thanks the late wife of Brother who has given a second life to Dinda" this time Dinda really cried expressing her feelings.

"Dinda only wants to return the goodwill of Abang's wife, if all treatment can not be deceased, let Dinda devote herself for life to love Asya."

"You who dares to determine the direction of your life?? Asya and Brother are able to live alone without your help though..!!!" Bang Wira took over Asya and carried her.

"Please leave this house. My men will take you home..!!"

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