Of me and my heart

They're Both.

The clock has shown at four o'clock in the afternoon where I was ready with various luggage that I brought to the land of Neiran (Malaysia).

I waited for my throat which he said was almost there. I glanced at the watch I was wearing, the clock had shown half-five but the tekong had not come yet. I kept waiting with my father and nephew who accompanied me. I glanced towards the two of them without intending to say goodbye to the very precious person in my life.

Until the sound of car horns was heard. I turned my eyes to the voice and it was apparently a tekong car that took care of my departure.

"Are you ready ...?" he said as he greeted my father and nephew.

I just nodded without making a sound. I was focused on my father and nephew. Then without waiting any longer, I immediately approached the two and hugged their bodies tightly without intending to let go of my embrace. I also shed tears on my nephew's collar.

My niece just patted my shoulder and said. "Here you are, Karin why are you crying? You're just going to make us happy, right? It's already! Don't cry anymore. My clothes are wet," his grunts, calling me by name without the frills of Bibik or Aunty.

I hit my nephew's head hard. "Brazed kid! How dare you be the same old."

He finally let go of my embrace and said. "Go! Be careful on the road."

I who had wiped my tears, accidentally spilled back the tears that I had washed. "Father also .. Take care of your health! Don't get sick and don't listen to what the neighbor says, it can make you hurt."

He just nodded and smiled when he saw that I was hiccuping. "Yes .. the promise."

I also got into the car that had been opened by a tekong. And we left that place where my father and nephew stood. I looked back to make sure my dad was okay. I rubbed my tears that had been spilled earlier, I did not want to look weak next to people I did not know.

"It's okay mbak, I know what kind of feeling mbak Karin. I have also felt the same way, so don't be ashamed" Karin said, giving me a tissue.

I grabbed the tissue without thanking the person beside me. Traveling after travel I finally arrived at the temporary shelter. I entered the area following the tekong's steps. There I met two people I had met before at a finger-cop a few weeks ago.

They greeted me and came up to me and pulled my hand to sit on one of the chairs they were also sitting in. I just followed them and put my things on the bottom of the chair I was sitting on.

"Hey ... It seems like your age is not much different from our age" said one person who dragged my hand earlier.

"Hooh, it seems so," said the other.

I just stared at the table without looking at them.

"Hey ...?" said the person by patting my arm slowly.

I also looked towards him. "If you can tell, how old are you, huh?" he said he was curious about my age.

"Seventeen," I said briefly.

"Huh, seventeen? You certain? I thought our age was not much different, but it turned out to be very far away" said the person shocked by what I said.

"Hey ... Why are you quiet? Are you awkward with us?"

"No."

"Then ... Why are you just quiet?"

"I don't like to talk, especially to people I don't know" I said. And made the two people beside me no longer speak.

...

At ten o'clock in the night the two men came to me staring at the night ceiling.

"Dek ...?" call him.

I looked towards the two of them with a questioning look.

The two of them who were sensitive to my gaze immediately said. "Let's go in, we'll pray together."

I understand just looking at them with a small smile. "I'm not like you guys."

The two of them looked at each other, then a while the two of them left me who was still staring at their departure. Then look back at the stars enjoying the night.

"EVERYTHING ... LET'S GO IN FIRST!!" yelling someone I can guess that's my throat. Without waiting for long, I went inside and sat down in the chair I was sitting in.

I could see that the two men still chose to sit with me. I glanced at them and they just showed me their smiles.

"Well, because we'll be heading to the airport soon. Let's read the doain so you can escape the airport and escape Malaysian immigration" he said, raising his hands and starting to pray.

I who saw it immediately lowered my head with both hands that I held tightly and began to pray following them.

...

We also left and it did not take long we finally arrived at Surabaya airport because the distance of the airport and the shelter was not far. Some people who also want to go to Malaysia is not only me and the two people, but there are still thirteen more people who I do not know where they came from.

We are also in the form of four Teams, from each Team containing four people. And I'm in the first team section where me and the other three guys first step into immigration. After the process of staring with the airport immigration person I finally escaped and was immediately shown in the direction where I had to go to the next place. There I was reunited with my throat, she displayed her smile.

"Welcome you get away, ma'am" he said.

I immediately asked the person in front of me. "Mas ... I'm seventeen years old, why is my passport twenty-two years old?"

I laughed at my question. "If I don't trick your age into that passport, how could you possibly escape immigration here."

I just kept quiet without saying another word because I felt I was a little ashamed of my own words.

I also sat in the waiting chair. A few days later, the two men approached. "You've been waiting for us for a long time?"

I shook my little. "No, I just got in, too."

"Hey deck, was there a question that the immigration people were asking you?" tanyanya.

"No. He just asked me what I was going to the neighboring country for" I said.

"Then ... What do you answer?"

"Vacation."

There was the sound of applause from the two men. "Huaaaa .. I don't think you're going to say that deck, I'm afraid you're going to be pushed."

I ignored the two people, and picked up the storybook I had deliberately brought from home while waiting for the hour of my departure.