Of me and my heart

Am I Too Bad?

The clock is five o'clock in the afternoon. Karin and Musleh had been in the parking area to go home as soon as they were ready, they left the parking lot.

On the way home, the two stopped at a diner to buy some food for their dinner. When they finished, they went home.

Arriving at home ...

Karin put the parcel on the dining table and went into her room to change her clothes because she had to do housework. As a good wife, Karin wanted to show that she could do her homework well. However, as he was wiping his first sister-in-law approached him.

"Karin ...," call Satuna first sister.

Karin looked back and found her sister-in-law calling out to her. "Yes brother?" karin replied with a smile towards him.

"You're clean, so please dong that mena who was in front of the TV on the lap until clean! Brother is coughing because of the dust that is there," ordered his first brother-in-law by pointing his finger.

Karin immediately took her lap and immediately wiped the table shown by her sister-in-law. Karin did well and correctly, as the girl was wiping. His sister-in-law returned. "Where was your husband yesterday?"

Karin turned to reply to the brother. "There's in the bathroom, she's taking a bath."

"What's your brother looking for me?" sahut Musleh from behind the door of his room, then approached the two. Musleh saw his wife cleaning the TV table and said. "Darling ... What are you doing? You're tired of what it is to do, you've stopped doing it!" musleh said slowly.

But the brother even said. "Heiiiih .. Just let your wife Mus do it! If you are a married couple, you should be able to clean the house. Isn't Karin?"

Karin looked towards the two while smiling. "Yes, what Sis Satuna said is true bang, after all I'm not tired so .. I'm fine."

"Follow"

"Already! Instead of you forbidding your wife who again makes work better you sit down, there are things you want to talk to your sister. Here sit with brother let your wife." the brother took Musleh's hand to sit with him. Musleh sat down and looked at his wife, Karin just gave a small nod, the girl just signaled that she was okay.

Musleh was seen taking a slow breath and facing his brother. "What does my sister want to talk about, brother?"

"Let's see this picture, she's beautiful, right?" said Satuna who showed her phone to Musleh.

"She's beautiful."

"Yes, she's beautiful. His son is also good at cooking," said Satuna with a little loud voice that made Karin hear him. Karin who was doing housework instead had to stop when the speech of her brother-in-law.

"You know what not? That he likes you Mus. Also brother wanted to match you with him, but .. You even choose your wife who is not good at cooking it."

Degh~

Karin who heard this was shocked. How could a sister-in-law say that in front of her. Did he forget about Karin's whereabouts? Or did the older brother deliberately say that in front of him?

"This boy is talking about anything" Musleh said as his gaze turned toward Karin.

Karin grasped the washcloth she held tightly. She tried not to cry in front of her brother-in-law and husband, but the words of the sister-in-law really made her not strong where she sat. He stood up to get away from that place.

"Darling? Where are you going?" musleh said holding his wife's hand because she was seen holding back tears.

"I want to go to the room bang, my body is sticky all so I want to take a shower," Karin replied without looking at her husband, he let go of the hand and immediately left the two in the living room.

"Where are you Mus?"

"I want to go to the room."

"Udah why do you follow your wife mulu! Mending sat down with brother! We're talking about Dinda's name disguised)."

"But Karin?"

"Here you've heard that your wife wants to take a shower. So let him," said the brother.

Musleh also nodded. He sat down again to accompany his brother with his gaze pointed towards his room.

While in the room. Karin covered her face with a pillow so that her crying voice would not be heard by them, Karin did not believe in hearing those words. "Am I that bad?"

...****...

Musleh entered the room and saw that Karin had fallen asleep on her bed by covering her face with a blanket. Musleh finally pulled the blanket so as not to cover his wife's face, he stroked Karin's hair gently.

Karin also woke up. "I'm sorry you woke up baby."

Karin shook her head, got up and picked up her towel and intended to go to the bathroom. "Darling ...." Musleh held his wife's hand, but she let him go and left her staring at him.

While in the bathroom. Karin took a slow breath, trying not to look like she was holding back the pain in her chest in front of her husband. Karin rubbed her face violently. "What am I doing?"

Don't want to think too much about it. Karin also cleaned up because after that she had to prepare her dinner with her husband and brothers and sister-in-law.

"Haaaaaaah .. You can definitely Rin, definitely can!" karin said as he encouraged himself.

Some time Karin came out of the bathroom and saw her husband at the door. Karin smiled slightly as she distanced herself from the bathroom door. "Abang is coming in, right? please."

"Honey ..," call Musleh. But Karin ignored the call and immediately closed the door to her room.

After the two finished, they headed towards the dining room. Karin and her two sisters-in-law in the kitchen prepare dinner. As usual, Karin only warmed up the food she bought earlier when she went home with her husband.

Satuna and Satiye looked at each other, so Satiye approached Karin as she finished cooking. "Sir, what did you buy?"

"Ah, just buy some clear vegetables and some fish and chicken kak Sa," Karin replied with a smile to her second brother-in-law.

"Looks good huh, later you can't ask for yours brother?" satiye said as she gulped when she saw the food that Karin bought. Because Satiye only cooks eggs and Maggie (mie) as her broth.

"Of course Brother Sa. Brother can take it," replied Karin. He was certainly very happy if the food would be anyone tried it, even though it was only food that he bought from the outside.

"Ck, brother! Dik! Why do you ask Karin, you can do it yourself! You can make it, unlike Karin who is not good at cooking." Satuna said from behind. Karin looked towards Satiye her second sister-in-law. Satiye just rubbed Karin's back.

"It's okay, don't listen to what Satuna's sister is saying!" satiye whispered to her sister-in-law. Which is automatically embraced by Karin.

'At least, there are still people who understand me.' Karin's inner self while smiling faintly towards her second brother-in-law.