Of me and my heart

Of me and my heart
Accepting It to Be a Lover.



Later that night, when he finished dinner, Danum approached his sister Karin. "Dad?"


Karin turned to look at her sister. "Yes, why bang?"


"Buy the Bakery at the mamak stall, will you?"


"Don't you think ten minutes ago we just finished dinner? Why buy bread?" asked Karin confused. You see, just a few minutes ago the brother had dinner together with mbak and also himself.


"It's just that you want to eat bread, you know! Don't ask a lot to buy a brother's bread, huh?" danum said with his whining.


Karin who finished with the dishwasher only took a slow breath and extended her hand to the older brother. The brother narrowed his eyes with a questioning look. "Abang told me to buy bread, right? Where's money!"


Danum chuckles when he realizes that he hasn't given Karin a penny. "Hehehe ... Brother forgot to neng," said Danum while giving ten ringgit, "Well, don't forget to buy a vanilla taste."


"Yes, I know."


...****...


"Hi .. we meet again," said someone to make Karin who was choosing bread turn her head back, "You!"


"I think we are a match, the proof is that we meet again" said the person standing in front of Karin.


"You're not home yet?" karin said, when he saw the person in front of him was still in his area.


That man who was none other than Musleh was standing right in front of Karin in a shirt this morning. "No, I still want to eat there. You alone to go down?"


"I ... was told to bang Danum to buy bread," said Karin while still staring at the man.


Musleh is just a mangosteen. "really?"


Karin nodded in response. Before he understood the meaning of the brother who told him to buy bread. "Shall I accompany you to eat?"


"HUH?!"


"If you don't want to, yasudah!" Karin intends to leave the stall when she has finished paying for the bread. But the man's hand held Karin's hand.


"Tu-wait! I haven't said anything yet" said the man, "I was just surprised when you wanted to accompany me to dinner" he continued.


Karin just silently looked at the man's face. Then he said. "Where do you order food?"


"There ...," said Musleh, pointing to the Rujak stall next to the fried rice shop.


Karin went to the designated place, ahead of the man who had held her hand earlier.


"Bi .. I want to order one, yes" Karin told her local seller.


"Good, son. In wait yes," said the seller rujak with a smile.


Karin and Musleh sat at the table that had been provided there, with their positions facing. There no one opened the conversation, so some time Musleh began the conversation first. "Rin ...?"


Karin looked at the man. "Why?"


"No, I'm just calling" he said, ridiculous.


"Thank you for helping to find the Danum bang" Karin said as silence swept through them.


"No need to thank you, I'm sincerely helping."


Karin glanced towards that handsome face, then turned her gaze towards the bottom. "But if it wasn't for you, maybe Danum's bang hadn't been found yet. Thank you so much for your help."


The man had a small smile looking at Karin who said it without looking at her. "So ... do you want to be my makwe?"


"You don't have to say it now, I can wait for him" Musleh said, grabbing Karin's hand on the table where they were sitting, "But, or refusing it is okay. You can say it now."


Karin remained silent, for a while. The journey they ordered finally came. "Eat, it will be cold" said Musleh.


Karin just nodded and immediately ate the food he ordered, although he said at this time he was too full because before the girl came down, he had eaten with his two brothers. But he still had to eat it, considering that the man in front of him had helped find his brother who had been arrested by the police this afternoon.


....


"Eee .. Thank you eyy for making dinner with me" Musleh said as he was near his bike.


Karin just nodded her head while waiting for the man to leave. But the man did not go away so that made Karin turn to him. "What, is someone missing?"


"Nothing" he said, "Then I go first."


I turned on the bike and wanted to leave the place. Karin stopped him immediately. Musleh opened his helmet and asked. "What's Karin?"


There was a deep breath coming out of Karin's mouth. "I ...."


"Huh? Want what?" asked Musleh who did not understand the meaning of the word said by the girl.


"I ... I ...."


Musleh, who was on his bike, turned off the motor and approached Karin. "What's up?" he said softly.


Karin glanced at the man who was in front of her with a flushed face blushing. "I'm .. I want to be your makwe."


Musleh was surprised by Karin's words. He grabbed both of the girl's shoulders and asked to see if she had not heard wrong. "Sarin ... be right to this? I didn't hear wrong, did I? Right?"


Karin just smiled thinly. "Em."


Without warning, Musleh hugged Karin just as the girl nodded. "Thank you, thank you."


Moments later, Musleh releases his embrace of Karin and grabs Karin's cheek. "OK .. from tomorrow you don't suck to ride the key bus anymore! I'll get you here."


"Tomorrow Saturday," Karin replied briefly.


"Ah, yes tomorrow is off, well then Monday I'll take you here, you understand baby?"


'D-he said what? Sa-honey?' inner Karin. The girl did not believe the man in front of her. Just a few minutes ago, he became his girlfriend. But should the man immediately say the word dear?


"Darling? You all right?"


"Ah, I-I ..it's okay."


"Alright, then I'll drive you to the house okay!" musleh.


"Ah, no! Nay! You should just go back, I'll be fine with going up by myself later," Karin replied trying to subtly reject him to the man.


"But baby"


"Well, you go quickly! Let me go straight up. At the end of the day I saw the police" said Karin, trying to lie to the man.


"Alright, you be careful eye."


Karin nodded as well. "Emm."


Musleh left Karin who was still standing in her place with the parcel that was still in her hands. "What, Malaysians are like that when they get lovers? The darling? Gosh."


Karin finally went home soon for fear that there would be police passing by if he continued to stand in that place.