Now, I'm Not the Woman You Used to Be.
3.New life
Alicia Prov.
I was still standing at the window staring at the sea that was so beautifully soothing to the eyes.The expanse of blue sea water, as if soothing to the soul.I really miss my father and mother.Did she already know the destruction of my household?If they know, a
I hope he's healthy and doesn't think too much of me.Because Rey I'm fine.
Rey came in a sleeveless t-shirt and traning pants came towards me.Otot her arm was very stocky.
"Alicia's coming with me" said Rey who still uses a handseat in her ear.
Want to be taken away where I am this early.She continues to drive forward her car while nodding her head to listen to music.I smiled at her, It seems only yesterday she was sad because she felt guilty towards me and see now her behavior is so funny.
"Why are you laughing" she asked me to look at her.
"Is there anything funny about me?"He continued, connecting his thick eyebrows and his kamit mouth.I just grinned to see him.This man is very entertaining.
Rey's car stopped, it looks like this sports place with a large plank with the words GYM.Some burly men and sexy women are busy exercising behind the open glass.
"Alic let's go down"His speech pulled my wrist gently.I followed Rey's steps.
"Hy boss..Can I help you?"Said the burly man welcoming the arrival of Rey.Bos?is this Rey's property I didn't ask her and followed Rey.
The burly man told me to weigh my weight, I actually did not dare and would feel ashamed if they knew how much I weighed.
Finally the scales showed my weight.
"Relax boss.With regular exercise and a healthy diet, his weight will go down.Like our other customers.They, very satisfied with our hard work" said the burly man.
"Good van..I believe in you for this sport.The rules of diet I will take care of it.Alic ni Evan.who will train you" Rey said to me.
"Alic"My greeting welcomes his shaman.I'm ready to wear laging pants that make my fat thighs look clear and t-shirt.
First of all I follow his movements.He said to warm up.Just warming up just makes my sweat pouring profusely.Then second, I ran around with a slight density quite draining my energy.
While Rey was busy exercising also with a gym tool.See the muscles in her hand and Rey looks sweaty too.My breathing is not regular, Evan gave me a drink, I immediately drank it.
"Wait here Alic.I'll bring you some food" he said, leaving me in the living room chair.
A few minutes later Rey brought me food.I was surprised by the food brought by Rey.It was food or grass?because it's just leaves and fruit mixed with mayonnaise alone.How can I be full with food this plate.I just scrunch my forehead and pout.I want to eat rice if not instant noodles.It must be very tasty than a plate of grass This.I chewed little by little.Because it only tastes sweet and fresh in the mouth.When Rey devoured it seems she really likes this grass food.
"Is there only this food here, Rey?"I wish I could only eat it once.
"It's just vegetables and fruit here.And it's going to be your food every day if you want to be skinny" The words made me choke.
Uhuk..Uhuk..
"What's?I eat this grass every day.Like a goat..."I choked with Rey's words.
"It's Alic salad.."His words explained the name of the food that was as fleeting as grass to me.
"You don't remember the taste, you remember the pain you haven't healed" Rey said.
Rey's words made me realize my determination to reply to the breng*** man and the ja**ng woman.I don't complain anymore, I'll get used to this kind of food.
After eating I entered my room to lay down my tired body.
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As usual Rey drove me to the gym and today Rey couldn't keep me company because she said she was going to her office.
Evan and I went back to doing sports.Evan was very tenacious teaching me and very good.I saw the mirror and beautiful women who do sports too, too,their body is very perfect.I want to immediately have the ideal body like other women so that my life is not oppressed again.
In the mirror I saw my very large body and the glasses attached to my face.I look very ugly.Surely, no one can appreciate me.But Rey is not so,neither did Evan.they were very kind to me.I don't think it's just guilt, Rey did all this.I see Rey has more concern for others.
I saw my body back in the mirror, it's still early,it is still 2 days.I will try hard to get the ideal body.For I can soon meet with father and mother.I miss them a lot.And surely I will try to make them destroyed as much as I.
My tears drip back behind my thick glasses.I immediately remove them.Wait for my vengeance Max.Not the slightest bit will I forgive, I will make you as broken as it was.Breaks the same as me.Even pieces of my heart can not be fused back as before, I will be,my heart has been broken, destroyed.I drink water.Then continue my training back.I will try my hardest, hard first, then have fun later.I want to see their destruction.I want to avenge my son's death.
