Now, I'm Not the Woman You Used to Be.

14.Bankruptcy.

Prov Rey's.

I feel weak and not excited, today is a very heavy day.I am still at the restaurant with a cup of coffee.With the shirt I folded on my wrist, and the tie I have loosened.I gulped it while thinking, I was like,how do I get home.

I couldn't tell my wife about my company going bankrupt.

I've been here too long, I've been walking my feet heavily towards my house.

At home, I was still sitting in the car and reluctant to get down.I still held my heavy head thinking about the hard thing that happened to me today.

Why my company is bankrupt, it makes no sense.I have seen my financial data so far is fine and controlled.

Ah...My efforts have been in vain.I'm sorry pa, Rey can not save the company papa.All branches have been closed.The Gym place that I pioneered has not easily disappeared.

"Darling??"Said my wife waiting for me at the door waving her hand.

I saw her beautiful face look happy with my arrival.I hesitated to tell about my company.You do not want me to step my feet towards her.The very warm embrace.Make my broken heart feel a little light.

Alicia Prov.

I saw that Rey had come home from the office.I saw that she was not excited by the tie that had been loose, and the hair that had been messy.I became anxious with the state of my husband.I hugged her warmly.Like there was a heavy burden that he thought.

"What's Rey?"He looked at me, as if something had happened and remained silent.

I'm getting curious, my eyes are getting anxious.

"Rey???"I held again and hugged.

Right in my ear Rey said her company went bankrupt.I hugged her tighter.I cried and immediately wiped my tears.

"Our house and our car will be confiscated as soon as possible."He said again with tears in his eyes.

"We'll eat first, baby."My words diverted the conversation because I knew he still had not eaten.I feel sad, The business that Rey stubis has long, now broke.I am sad like Rey can not accept the reality.

"No dear..I can't eat a single grain of rice.I'm full of this matter."Rey stopped her steps as I pulled her towards the dining room.

"And you still have your business at Rey's Gym?"My toot.

"It has been confiscated by the bank.The financial data of the office has been well controlled.Entah why this is too sudden" he said with a lethargic look.

"Rey, may this be God's test for us."My words stepped on Rey who was restless and troubled.

"Until I die I won't leave you."My words emphasize my words.

"I've got nothing Alic."Say it with a crumpled face.

"Do you think I love you because you have everything Rey.I never had the slightest thought of leaving you.It doesn't matter if I have to work again.We'll repeat it from scratch."My words looked at Rey sincerely.She smiled at me giving confidence.

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From my company, until my vehicle is confiscated,it was my turn that was about to be confiscated and I was about to be kicked out of my own house.I searched for Alicia my invisible wife from this afternoon.Before being kicked out of my own house I would stay at my parents' house for a while.

"Papa..where's mom?what's the idea of moving?"Ask my son, Keyla.

I just stared at the door of the house that opened, hoping Alicia would come soon.She said she wanted to buy something at the nearest mini market.

"Dear dear.we will move to Oma's house.But papa promises to buy another big house just like this house yes."I said seeing Keyla my son just nodded listening to me.

Two hours to be precise, I still have not seen the arrival of my wife.I and Keyla were expelled, because the predetermined time has run out.I must get out of this house immediately.

I was waiting for her outside my own house, sitting with my son Keyla, hoping that Alicia would come.

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One day has passed, I looked for her to the nearest mini market and asked my wife to everyone.However, I did not find Alicia.

Even one week has passed, I keep looking for him.Even his own parents do not know the existence of Alicia.Entah, they hide it or really do not know the existence of Alicia.What is clear they do not give me permission to report to the authorities.

I thought to myself, Is it possible that Alicia left me because I'm broke?And I also don't understand his parents begging me not to tell the authorities.

And gave me a letter from Alicia that made me stop looking for her.

While Keyla my daughter always cries for her mother, Alicia.However, I can what!with the letter it was clear I should stop looking for her.

my heart hurts, even it's so broken.

Where are you, baby?Elicia, I miss you.I can't live without you.Don't go, Keyla is still too small and needs you.Is it true what was stated in the letter.Do you have the heart to let me alone?It's not you, I know you very well.You're my wife!How can you say that, baby.

Akhhhhh....I shouted, wanting to vent the deepest pain.