Now, I'm Not the Woman You Used to Be.

1.Farewell

I cleaned every inch of my house, from my husband's clothes scattered in the room, the laundry piled up, the clothes I had to lift for ironing, sweeping, mopping and cleaning the yard.

I have been married for 2 years with her.Our marriage was betrothed by our two parents.I love my husband very much, my husband,even though my husband doesn't love me.Even he was very disgusted at me when we did the first husband and wife relationship when he mabok.I am Alicia keys who fat with my weight of 89 kilos and call me Alicia only.I've been several times dieting and want to be thin but failed to continue.And thick glasses are attached to my face.

I used to wait for my husband to come home from the office until late at night.My husband is named Max,not because the body is stocky and tall and also very sweet makes me love him very much.But because he is my husband.See his car has arrived at the front of the house,I saw it through the window.I immediately opened the door of the house.In the car I saw faintly, I,Max seemed to come not alone.She came down with a beautiful woman with a tight red skirt above the knees even naek up under her butt only.And a tight shirt with her sexy body very accentuate the part her chest.

"Who is Max?"I asked Max who was embracing the woman's waist in a mabok state.

"She's my woman" he said, bringing the woman into my room.

I was just following Max my husband brought the woman in my room, with a pair of my eyes.The woman opened Max's shirt that was drunk, as well as Max who opened the woman's shirt violently.

I was so angry to see him that I went into my room and..

Plakkkp...

I slapped the woman who was now only using a bikini.She held her red cheek and glanced at me with a sharp look.

Plaakkkp..

Max's turn slapped me"hy.you stupid woman.How dare you slap him"Speak to me who fell on the floor.Slay Max very sick on the cheek up to my heart.I cried with tears that continue to flow profusely.

"Max.I'm your wife.not her.I love you so much Max.I'm not willing if she touches you"I cried while holding my cheek.While the woman smiled faintly to see Max slapping me.Was seizing the man's husband is pride, it is,the fun?looks from his face that is very happy to see me in the slap to fall down.

"What did you say?aware dong.what are you wrong to look at the mirror.I've no care about this silly marriage"Speak Max insulted me.So sick, so sick.That my chest feels very tight.Indeed Max always does not appreciate me,why did he not care about this marriage?

"If it wasn't for my mom and my dad forcing me I wouldn't be willing to marry you fat" Max told me.Ah, my heart was so broken, it became to pieces.

"Love on.we continue our game"Said the woman while stroking the cheek and chest burly Max.I who saw her was unable to endure the pain.I immediately came out of my room and I cried in the living room.With the sigh of the woman disturbed my hearing.I covered my ears with a second my hands while crying.

I fell asleep in the chair, and I was surprised when the water soaked my face.The woman splashed water on me in a very sexy nightshirt,I saw it was very disgusted.Even his chest is very prominent.Especially his clothes are bright.He I admit the body is very sexy and I am very envious to see it.

"Women ja***.."I screamed while looking for my glasses and wearing them.

"You have to get out of this fat house" he cried with a faint smile.How dare the woman jal****** that kicked me out of my own house!

With him he told me to leave this house, if it wasn't Max who said I wouldn't leave this house.this lady ja*** is very disrespectful.

I stared at him sharply.Max came out with a boxer and bare-chested and some lisptic marks on his stocky chest.My heart was very painful to see my husband having sex with another woman.Especially openly against me.

"Honey she won't leave this house" said the woman hugging Max's hand.

"Alicia you have to get out of here, I will divorce you" Max said without thinking.

Darr...

The saying was a slap in my heart.Max divorced me.With so easy Max to throw me out.Even the sentence so pierced my heart.I was pensive with his words.Is this really real.No, maybe I was just dreaming.

"No Max.don't divorce me.I love you so much Max."My words begged Max with tears.Max did not rub and did not look at me.When the woman smiled widely and put her head on his shoulders.

"Go away from here soon, or you'll feel my punch again.Don't make me rude, my energy will be very drained" Max spoke without looking at me.

"Pity me Max. I don't want to part with you.I love you so much" I kept begging.

Max had lost his patience he hit me, and the woman threw my suitcase out of the house.My face was full of blue wounds due to Max's punch.I walked very slowly and limp in the yard, I fell silent and turned my head back.

I will miss this house, which I took care of for 2 years.I will miss the flowers that thrive in the yard of this house because I never forget to water it twice a day.

I'm not going home.I don't care about the heavy rain that flutters my whole body.I don't know my destination.I keep walking down the long road with the suitcase in my hand and I keep crying.If father and you know, he'd be sicker to see me.Why am I so stupid,I love men who do not love me.I've been hard-earned to be a good wife.Even my house is always clean.I always cook for her.To take care of myself alone I do not have time.

Is it just because of my appearance, all humans are blind.Is my heart worth nothing.Even with any name that comes out of my husband's mouth I never take heart.Although his slap makes blue my cheek, not the slightest bit of my love was lost to him.Even the day that made me very happy when he touched me even in a state of mabok.Daat that time I felt perfect to be a wife.

Even I rarely see my friends.They have a happy life with her husband.Different from me who every day only hear humiliation and oppression.

Even Max used to hit me. I still love him even though he treated me very badly.

He was my husband, I had to love him.And suddenly the car quickly headed towards me, I felt glare with its bright light.

Burggg...

I was like floating from my place, dark.Am I going to wake up from this dream of mine?????????