Not the Ex-Friend

Episode 72 Love or Obsession ?

The atmosphere was silent because neither Bianca nor Sella said anything. The air is still cool even though the sun is starting to move higher.

“You're sorry you're now pregnant with her son Andre, Cell ?”

“Ngak at all Bi,” Og Sella while stroking her stomach is still flat.

“I was stressed because I didn't expect it to be this fast. We just did it. I was afraid that my mom and dad would throw me out and throw me out as their son. But if I was given the choice between aborting this child or being kicked out of the house, I would take the second option.”

Bianca smiled at Sella. The spoiled child who is difficult to accept rejection turns out to be a very responsible mother-to-be despite her very young age.

“Why do you want to keep your baby ? Didn't you try to kill yourself to drink insect venom and it harms your fetus.”

“I was hysterical when I first realized because I realized that my actions could kill my baby. I'm so worried Bi. And I was grateful when the obstetrician said that my fetus was fine. I want him alive and born into this world, Bi. Because I realized it was impossible to force my heart on Andre, and the presence of this baby definitely made me able to pour out my love for Andre despite not being able to have.”

Bianca smiled at Sella who stroked her stomach affectionately.

“What papa and mama do you already know about this pregnancy ?”

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”Already before they go out of town.”

“They scolded you until they kicked you out when they found out you were pregnant?”

“The anger of mama exceeds papa. But I'm used to my mother's nature. If dad and sister Desta ask more who the father of my baby.”

“You will same story them ?”

“Bi, can for Andre problem you behave as a psychologist and I am your patient ?”

“You mean ?”

“As far as I know, the outpouring of the patient's heart becomes a secret between the patient and his psychologist huh ?” Sella looked at Bianca with her innocent face.

“So today I am your best friend or counselor ?” Bianca glanced with a smile.

“As of you, Bi. Just please don't mention Andre.”

“Do Andre already know your pregnancy problem ?”

Sella shook her head with a sad face.

“I don't want to make Andre anymore, Bi. If our parents knew, they would have forced marriage as Andre's responsibility, and I wouldn't have wanted that to happen. Even if Andre accepts, it must be because I am forced and eventually I will be tormented as well. So let only me know who my baby's father is.”

“Do not try to kill yourself again for regret later.”

“Ngak will Bi. This stupidity will not be repeated. The chance I could survive was a gift from God that made me realize that all of this was a responsibility for my own actions.”

Bianca let Sella dissolve with her own thoughts, seeing that the spoiled girl looked mature as she revealed her heart.

“Bi, my feelings are the same Andre called love or obsession?” Sella looked at Bianca with teary eyes.

“I was wrong Bi for wanting Andre to be mine too much?”

Bianca changed seats and held Sella's hand with a smile. Sella is crying on Bianca's shoulder.

“At first your feelings were like an obsessed person. But with the presence of this baby.” Bianca touched Sella's stomach. “You have matured your heart that your feelings are not obsession but love. Because love teaches to give the best for the person we care about without having to force him to give a reply. Love teaches us to let our loved ones be happy even if they are not with us or we have.”

“Thank you Bi, thank you.” Sella hugged Bianca's waist from the side and kept her head on Bianca's shoulder.

“If you could also love Kak Desta and make it your last port, I would be happy to have a sister-in-law like you.”

Bianca again rubbed Sella's fingers that she held.

“You don't yet know my true nature Sella.” Ledek Bianca with a small laugh.

Sella broke her embrace and kept her head away from Bianca's shoulders and looked at her with a frown.

“Indeed you are-genesis ?” Sella and Bianca laughed.

“Kak Desta was quite dizzy facing me when we were still working in the same office.” Bianca chuckles.

“After all like you, I have also liked Devano since 8th grade. When I graduated High School I was determined to forget it but it turns out my friends and family like Devano do not approve if I release my feelings from Devano.”

“What's the reason they forced you ?” Sella knitted her brows.

“They believe that Devano also has the same feeling as me.”

“Then what is it proved ?”

Bianca smiled and shrugged her shoulders.

“Devano remains adamant that he never liked me one bit. But sometimes when I intern in his office, Devano's treatment several times actually makes me feel that he does have a bit of a feeling of like me.”

“Why don't you ask directly, Bi ?”

“Already Cell, I did before I decided to release Devano completely without considering the views of others. And he sticks to his statement that he never liked me one bit.”

“If you already intend to release Devano, why not learn to open your heart to Kak Desta ?”

Bianca smiled again as she looked at Sella.

“Just like you, I also need time to accept others into my heart. You yourself understand if it is not that easy.”

“Will I ask Brother Desta to wait patiently for you.” Sella's face turned full of excitement.

“Then should how ?” Sella looked at Bianca with her eyes closed.

“Let everything go first as Sella is. Just like your decision to keep this baby without telling anyone who the father is.

Let everything go first as it is.”

Bianca grabbed Sella's fingers back and patted the back of her hand.

“I will always be your best friend and talkative whenever you need.”

“I also want to dong have a talkative friend of your kayak, Bi.”

The baritone voice heard from inside the house made the two girls turn their heads.

“Loh said you had many important meetings today ?” Ask Bianca.

“Iya. This morning's meeting was quickly over. Next meeting was only 1 o'clock, so I decided to stop by and look at these 2 angels.”

Desta approached and wanted to embrace the two women in front of him. Bianca who had read the gelagatnya hastily wake up to make Desta urung embrace both.

“ How to Build Bi?” Sella stared with a confused face.

“You to the bathroom first, mostly drink.”

“Reason !” Hisses Desta. He immediately laughed when he saw Bianca directly glaring at him.

Bianca went inside to take a bath.

“How is my sister doing today ?” Desta grabbed Sella's fingers and stroked her lovingly.

“Thank you for asking Bianca to accompany me,” Sella put her head on Desta's shoulder.

“Have felt better ?”

Sella just nodded with a smile.

“If you are bored at home and want to go for a walk, ask Bianca if she can accompany you. Cockle him still unemployed.”

“Sister pay him as a professional psychologist for me ?” Sella lifted her head and looked at Desta.

“Bianca is not a model of such a person, Cell,” Desta chuckles. “So she can go berserk if I force her to pay her. I asked for help as a friend and he helped me as a friend too.”

“No intention to make Deketin Bianca so as to be that girlfriend ?”

Desta laughed and ruffled Sella's hair.

“If the soul mate will not run where the Cell. I've been rejected by Bianca, so let's go for what it is.”

“Son Desta loves Bianca?” Sella looked at Desta with a serious face.

Desta laughed again at his sister's question.

“Make a man of my age want to make a life friend no longer just a girlfriend. If I love but the girl does not want to, I have to force it like a siti nurbaya. It becomes obsession not love.”

Sella fell silent and lowered her head. Remembering his love for Andre who clapped one hand. His determination to present an innocent fetus in his womb. The feeling of obsession that makes Sella dark eyes and do without thinking as a result.

“Your stomach hurts?” Desta touched Sella's hand that was stroking her stomach. Sella shakes.

“Sister, the baby that was in my stomach was present probably because I was too obsessed, but..”.

“So you weren't raped?” Cut Desta quickly with a frowning face.

Sella fell silent and returned to her face. A thread of tears came back out of his eye patch.

“Say who should be in charge of Cells !” Desta's tone of voice slightly raised and sounded very urgent Sella's answer.

Desta again grabbed Sella's fingers and held her tightly.

“Sel...” call Desta with softer tone.

Bianca was still standing behind the wall by the door since Sella asked her sister's intention to approach Bianca. Intentionally Bianca did not immediately approach so that the two had time to chat. Seeing the situation that could make Sella uncomfortable again, Bianca decided to approach the two sisters.

Bianca touched Desta's shoulder slowly and made the man turn his head. Bianca shook her head as a code so Desta wouldn't force Sella to talk.

“Desta, Bi Isa it is you want to have lunch at home or directly behind the office.” Bianca tried to shift the subject

Sella wiped away her tears and took a tissue to clean up completely.

“Eh I forgot that I came here with Heri.”

“Who Heri ?” Bianca frowned

“Assistantku.”

Bianca only the mangosteen heard Desta's explanation.

“Then I have lunch at home. I haven't had lunch with my beloved.” in a long time

Desta immediately grabbed Sella with affection. Sella hugged Desta's waist back.

Bianca smiled at the interaction of the two.

“You should be grateful to have a sister as good as Desta, Sel. But unfortunately my heart has not been touched by Desta's feelings. Hopefully we can still be good friends even though I can not reciprocate the feelings of Desta at this time.”