Not my Husband

Not my Husband
Pain



Alexa's hands lifted quickly Andres moved. However, unexpectedly Alexa's wrist was held tightly by Sazi.


Brakes...


The woman pushed him, causing Alexa to fall on the floor. The steak knife fell under the table, unreachable by him anymore.


"Fucking Nazis!!" screams screech.


"You hate me? Why?" sazi asked, looking at him expressionlessly.


Alexa's hands clenched her tears but her face was smiling."I hate you! So much so that it seduced Dave to sleep with me the first time we met. I want to have everything you have!! Mother, wealth, conglomerate child status, even Dave!"


"I have succeeded!! I have managed to have everything!! What right do you have over me just for marrying Rion!! Dave could fall in love with me easily! So does Rion!! I have always been superior!! You're just a spoiled child living in the shadow of your father. I hate you!!" alexa shouted.


Sazi stepped closer, somehow hating this woman now. The smiling woman looked at him full of contempt.


Brakes...


Alexa's chest kicked him, making the woman fall back on the floor.


"I love you like my brother, but that was it. When I have no one. You know what it's like every time, you grab my mom's attention? You know what it's like when my fiancee tells me to be patient. Told me to trust him, because he just drove you to always have sex behind my back?" sazi looked at Alexa.


"It's your own fault!! Can't keep your fiancee! So I.." Alexa's words were cut off.


"Thank you, for taking Dave because he's not the person I want to be," a smile suddenly flashed across Sazi's face.


Dave's holding Sazi's hand."Sazi, you've always wanted our marriage. Even you yourself whining want an engagement to your late father!! You forgot!? I love you, we're always together from..."


"That's the point, I've been patient for years. Trying to be a good fiancee. Because seeing your sincerity at camp when I was 5. I want to have a partner like that, a stupid kid who sucks snake venom at my feet not caring for his own life is in danger. I wanted to have a partner who really loved me like her.." Sazi gave a rough sigh.


Dave clenched his hand, only to find out what happened. Not giving up either? That's what he did, maybe the kid who played with Sazi doesn't remember it either.


"I'll love you again like we used to when we were at camp. Won't disappoint you again. Come back to love me like the old Sazi.." words from Dave's mouth.


Sazi shook his head."I told you, that's the point why I'm grateful to Alexa. If Alexa wasn't among us. I'll end up being your wife, you'll just still be cold to me. Someday if a woman like Alexa appears you'll have an affair, leave me alone."


"I won't do it, you remember the old me!? I.." Dave's words are interrupted.


Sazi shook his head, "I don't remember. Because you're not him. His face really changed from the age of five, with his ever-smart way of speaking also changing,"


"At first I believed you were him, because of the lying words of my mother. Handsome and smart? That's the kid I met at camp 25 years ago, just like you who's also handsome and smart. I was blind enough to not realize he was the real (Rion), following me from junior high school. Can only admire me who has been engaged to you from afar. He always wanted to get close, but I built a wall out of loyalty to you" Sazi continued.


"The only ones present were my father, me and the boy. He who knows everything in detail. His beautiful face was covered in fat deposits, he had to pretend to be stupid so as not to be separated from his biological father by his mother who came from a conglomerate family. Rion who followed me secretly from junior high school, he was the boy at the camp who loved me.." The answer from Sazi's mouth left Dave stunned.


"But our togetherness from adolescence to adulthood." Dave's words back interrupted.


"It does not mean anything, starting from the first time, you have sex with Alexa. Slapped and divorced me the first night. For three years I stayed in a mental hospital without anyone visiting me. Only Rion came in the end.. Take me away with him." Sazi said with a smile.


"I came on your birthday. But you've disappeared from the asylum, me...." Dave was down, his hands were shaking. He loved Sazi, something he was aware of. After three years the woman was in a mental hospital. After realizing how bad Alexa is.


"We separated on the first night of our marriage. I'm also pregnant with Rion's child. We got married in Spain a few months ago. Take your life back well." Those are just words from Sazi's mouth.


Dave is silent maybe it's all really over between him and Sazi. His hands clenched, his tears flowing. He was entangled in a feeling of love based on lies and betrayal, still trying to smile."I'll keep splitting up with Alexa..."


Sazi nodded."It's a life choice, when your life comes back from zero. Find and protect people who truly love and are loved by you,"


Her steps are heavy, nothing is left of the relationship she has lived for years. Dave sighed harshly, wasting the person who really loved him first, just for the sake of a word, napsu.


Maybe this was just a life lesson for him. He looked back a little."Sorry, I'm sorry as friends who know each other in a way that's not right..."


Sazi nodded."We can be friends or acquaintances. Look back at your life, from the beginning," a smile appeared on Sazi's face.


Dave just hurt his feelings with a slap. Perhaps the rest, before Alexa, the young man was still trying to smile for her. A fiancee who accompanied her teenage years. The fiancee who ignored him, but at least always beside her lonely self.


Dave stepped out of the hotel, his tears still not dry. But his face is smiling now. Slack is a difficult word. However, the awareness all started from his mistake making no grudges left.


He grabbed his phonecell which kept ringing. Lifted call.


"Dave why did you decide to divorce!? If you're divorced from Alexa then I'll give your brother the family inheritance rights!!" sniped someone from across there.


"Dad.I'm tired, you forced me to always smile and accept an arranged marriage with Sazi. But this time, getting divorced from Alexa would make me even happier. I'll resign from the family company." words from him right in front of his car.


"It can't be so your marriage and Alexa will benefit our company! Imitate your brothers! They're more intelligent to.." The father's words from across the street.


"Because of that, I'm not a big brother. There are companies from Singapore who want to accept me as an operational manager. I'm sorry.but I want to determine my own way of life this time." he said, turning off the call.


The young man is now in the driver's seat. Her tears are sobbing."Shit!!" he hit the steering wheel in front of him. Feeling the pain that hit his chest.


Single-minded? Open things easily, but sometimes a wound will be covered by a smile. Wounds that will no longer be painful, become a distorted experience of life. Makes the heart mature slowly...


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