Not my Husband

Not my Husband
We're Dating



This time it was the same, Margaretha put money in her purse to give it to Fino."Don't tell anyone!" emphatically.


Fino nodded."You guys just continue .." the pale-faced man walked away. Leaving Margaretha with the honorary teacher.


"He must have deliberately followed us to get money from you," the teacher sighed harshly.


But Margaretha clenched her forehead, narrowing her eyes looking at the back of Fino who stepped away, the smiling woman found a different reason for Fino's appearance.


***


Day after day passed, the pale-faced man still followed him. The contents of the wallet were filled with money, a pale, petty smiling face. Although these two days did not catch Margaretha with the teacher anymore. But while there is still a chance, believe me the lovers will meet again.


Until that day...


She now wears an SMU uniform, staring from afar at the honorary teacher and Margaretha eating meatballs at a roadside stall. Laugh together, hang out with each other. The man who waited patiently for the friendly scene to occur, until the teacher's hand crept into Margaretha's fingers.


Waiting for a crack to appear for various reasons as a figure that happened to pass by. Very coincidental, very coincidental, must be a coincidence.


Plaque...


One slap landed on Margaretha's cheek, the skin of her hand on her claws, her hair pulled over.


"It's because students without self-esteem like you, Oka (honorary teacher) often go out at night. Noon wants to see me either. Br*chl! You cheap lady! ABG doesn't do it!!" snapped up a woman who was probably, 5 years older than them.


"Seli stop!! You just misunderstood me, I just love you. We.." Oka's words are interrupted.


"Misunderstand me!? I followed you guys for a few days. You guys are dating, holding hands, even almost kissing! Cheap lady br*ngsek!!" furious Seli (boyfriend Oka) attacked with more violent again. Everyone in the meatballs shop began to sneer.


Why didn't Oka say she already had a boyfriend? Only a man wants to play him. His clenched hands could not accept any more humiliation. A young lady who began to be sneered as an actor.


Fino who had already walked closer by about three steps unbending his intentions, sighed violently. The running ATM machine can no longer make money. Given the feud that occurred.


The young man who turned around was leaving...


"I'm not a guy's girlfriend! I just asked for help, Oka, so that the man I love would be jealous and confess his feelings.." - Margaretha's reason, brushed off Seli's hand.


Oka knitted her forehead not understanding. While Seli, began to be silent to listen to Margaretha's reason.


"Pale face! Until when did you follow us and not dare to say how you feel!?" margaretha snapped, making Fino's steps stop.


"Me?" Fino pointed at himself not understanding.


"That's why you're following me!? You like you! I want you to confess your feelings! That's why I pretended to be dating Oka!!" dust stared intently. She is really dating Oka. But Fino must have liked it that's his belief. An unlikely man rejects her, or humiliates her in public.


Seli was silent for a moment, the young man did appear at any moment, stopping Oka and Margaretha who were about to make out. A figurant!? He's not a figure that passes by. Now everything is clear to Seli. Oka helps her students, pretending to be dating, to make the students that these girls like, jealous.


But this proves nothing. Less convincing evidence."You really like her?" seli asked Margaretha, pointing towards Fino.


Margaretha nodded, wanting to save her pride. Truly a fucking play boy teacher, he'll make his calculations in person later.


"Liking? Since when did I get along and like." Fino's words stopped, her mouth gagged with a kiss. This is the first kiss for Margaretha, the young lady who kissed a figurant who was just passing by.


His eyes forced themselves closed, as their lips touched. Fino's hand was squeezing, there was a strange thumping feeling. The feeling that makes him comfortable. The young man's tongue moved through the slightly open lips. I don't know why the girl who for the first time kissed, tightly gripped the shirt Fino wore.


The sound of applause was heard from the meatball shop visitors. Their views changed, from those who originally sneered at Margaretha as an actor, to thinking this was the sweet love story of a pair of SMU teenagers.


Fino's consciousness returns, releasing their kiss. Groped his own lips.


"Don't lie to your feelings again, you never express your feelings to me. But always prevent me from being close to another man. You love me." words from Margaretha, full of lies. However, the young lady's confidence, still assume Fino did like him from the beginning. To prevent his relationship with Oka.


"I? Loving you?" fino Gumam.


"Sorry, I misunderstood. Already clawed at you," Seli smiled at the two teenagers."Oka let's go home, don't bother them,"


Margaretha smiled, hugging Fino's arm. Oka who was walking with Seli glanced at him silently. Suddenly Margaretha looked at him sharply full of hatred, her smile disappearing.


What look! I make sure my father will make a reckoning with you. Margaretha's inner heart truly hates her bitter first love.


"Love?" Fino chuckled, shaking her head in surprise. Walk away from Margaretha.


"Yes, you like me, don't you?" ask Margaretha, walking after her. A curious and confident teenager. Want to know the thumping feeling when kissing Fino. Is that love?


***


Not a large place, just a small boarding house, not even a chair. The wounds on Margaretha's neck and arms began to be treated, the young man who was bowed for a moment.


"So you like it, but you don't want to admit it, do you?" margaretha asked her eyes suspiciously. Convincing his initial assumption, Fino liked it because it kept following him.


Fino quickly shook his head."Come back with Mr. Oka." he said he did not want to lose the source of the search.


"Smart lies..." Margaretha smiled anxiously, pinching the cheek of the pale face.


"I'm not lying, it's best to go back with.." Fino's words were cut off, Margaretha suddenly kissed him, holding the young man's nape.


Two curious teenagers, silent for a moment, only the sound of lip smacking could be heard between them. Enjoying? This feeling is real. In various movements. Until suddenly Fino who began to be greedy, kissed even deeper.


Bugs...


Margaretha's body, which had lost its balance, fell on the bed. With Fino now on top of him, still peppering his lips. Two teenagers still wearing white-gray uniforms.


Their irregular breaths inhale the air greedily. In the middle of the strange thump that they had just felt for the first time.


"You feelit? Strange feeling, I like you." Strange words from Margaretha's lips made Fino's consciousness return. Immediately rise from the girl's body.


This guy loves him? Saying to love her just for a kiss?


"Responsible!! Because I kissed with me! What if I'm pregnant because we kissed!? Although biology class at school says it's a myth, but if I'm really pregnant because of kissing." The words of a lay teenager, but curious. Wanted to make Fino cornered.


"Ki. We're trying to date. But I'm not a rich man, so." said Fino bowed doubtfully, his gray world was like a jumble.


There was such an explosive feeling of happiness that she wanted to roll around in bed and scream, because there were women who liked her. He was transparent before, invisible, no one ever noticed him.


But also mixed with the feeling of fear because of having a lover of a young lady.


Strange young miss who likes it."It's okay, rich or poor alike. The most important thing is to like each other..."


The words of the teenager who did not realize how difficult life awaited him. Being in a relationship, getting married at a young age with a sickly husband.


Pleasure of love that may be closed ego over the scorn of people. Rice and crackers better? In the end the woman will come back to think of it, find a way back to Fino.


Just ignoring everything. Because the words of the people and him who have not adapted enough to life are all shortcomings.


"Do you really like me?" ask Fino again.


Margaretha nodded, a plain teenager who was new to what a feeling was. Learn slowly...


I will appreciate and learn to like you. As the only family and purpose of my life, that's what Fino had in mind. I have no parents, no brothers, no friends. Grasping Margaretha's fingers, wanting to make her happy for the rest of her life that will somehow end.


***


At present...


Fino was silent for a moment, his face was smiling."I only have you and Rion. So do the things that make you happy. I'll be a shield to protect you." ambiguous words from the foolish man.


A fool? He was a fool, still loving the woman who had betrayed him. Not exactly betraying her, because the relationship between Margaretha and Gerald occurred when the hammer of farewell was knocked.


But that was his last goal of life. Blessed is the woman who gives color to her life. The first woman to transform it from a transparent creature to a visible one.


"You and Rion must be happy." the words from him were full of sincere smiles, stroking Margaretha's hair.


Seriate


...Yellowed leaves, will slowly brown. Falling on the ground......


...But the leaf will probably be able to smile. His fragile body can rest......


...The light of the sun, which is warm, will make it happy. Lying in a beautiful tomb in the middle of the forest......


Fino...