Not my Husband

Desire

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The bodies that touch each other, never satisfied it feels like they want to eliminate their anxiety. Until the link slowly comes off with an irregular roar of breath.

"I want a child from you." words from Sazi's mouth that start to resuscitate Rion. His fingers clenched trying to smile, not wanting Sazi to regret it after his memories returned completely.

"Do the first night? So hurtful. I didn't want my Sazi to be in pain, because that was the next time," he answered, palpating the woman's cheek before him.

"This will be experienced by all women, if you want to be a mother. I'm ready" said Sazi, hugging Rion's body tightly, which was not wearing a top at all. As if you are following a pinang climbing race, no matter what, the important thing is to do.

How-to? Does painful? She was not sure either, but her husband should not be let go tonight by her. Perhaps it had been a long time since Rion had restrained himself, never touching himself at all.

"Sazis..." Rion let out a rough sigh, not knowing how to deal with it. A really strong hug, what was Sazi really thinking right now? I don't know, he doesn't understand at all."You know how to do it?" rion asked the woman who was still faithful to hold him.

"In theory, when the egg is fertilized by.." Sazi's words are suddenly interrupted.

Rion shook his head, telling a story more sadistically."I'll make a purplish mark on your body. A mark that was like a person being beaten with a blunt object, one could imagine how painful it was. One more thing, has anyone ever touched this?" rion asked pointing at Sazi's chest.

Sazi began to loosen his arms, a purplish mark he had seen on the neck of one of the gallery cleaners he used to work in. Is it a result of being related like a husband and wife?

Sazi slowly shook his head, answering Rion's question. Indeed no one ever touched his body, except for the fat in front of him who shamelessly stole his first kiss.

"You have to suckle me like a mother to her baby. It will hurt, at that time. Not to mention, when I started doing it. There will be blood flowing, even if you yell or scream, instead of stopping I will be even more violent." words from Rion trying to scare the innocent woman.

Sazi loosened his embrace."So it hurts a lot?" ask her with a pale face.

Rion nodded."I won't be able to stop in the middle of the road. The more you are in pain the more violent I will be, however much I love you right now,"

The woman hesitated."But me, what if you have a relationship with another woman?"

The young man shook his head, then smiled."There has never been anything more valuable than my Sazi. There will be no other woman among us..."

"Really?" her question made sure, answered with a nod by Rion.

"Let's sleep." Rion began to clench his body, pulling the blanket, peeping his lips at a glance in a smile.

Who would have thought he would be happy with a lie. The lies he made for the woman he loved. To stay with him.

Until the woman squirms her head. Perhaps instinctively, Sazi's fingers touched the pectoral muscles before him, even rubbing his head there, like a kitten lacking in affection.

Rion clenched his forehead, confused? Maybe yes, want him to enjoy a cold night, taste the pleasure of the first night for him. But whatever the power, the flesh before him can only be sliced by it. Like getting the task of peeling a bag of quaci, but can not eat it.

"Rion, you don't want to?" ask the woman to make sure.

Don't ask, akh. please feel more.Rion's inner self, trying to put on as normal a gaze as possible. Like a wolf who tries to smile without showing its pointed teeth in front of the kitten, which spoils around it.

"No, I don't want to hurt you. You're also pretty comfortable with this. Sleeping hugging each other just kissing, having sex is painful, because it's the next time..." the answer from Rion who actually convinced himself not to make mistakes that the woman in front of him would regret.

Sazi nodded, hugging the body before him tighter making Rion even more stiff. A wolf that rejected a pile of meat before him? That's what he is, swearing at yourself, why has a heart that is too good.

He should have learned from the arrogant CEO comics he read. Tying the hand of the girl he loved, no matter what, made him scream in pain in bed. Harassing a girl to bring love that will not run aground in the tsunami, will not sink even hit the iceberg, will not be destroyed even if the world is divided.

However, he realized one thing, this was the real world. Harassment will only bring deep trauma to the victim, not a strong love as in a comic or novel.

He just wants love to come slowly. A heart that melts from a feeling of comfort, that's all. Not more...

One kiss landed on Sazi's lips, only a brief kiss. Slowly rubbing the woman's head. Making her as comfortable as possible, closing her eyes welcomed the coldness of the day.

***

Until the morning, as usual, when Rion woke up a simple breakfast was in session. This time it's toast, with cheese grater and milk. The smell of warm coffee filled the room."Rion woke up.." his body was shaken slowly.

The young man opened his eyes, looked at the face of the woman he loved, quickly kissed her cheek."Iloveyou..."

The words that were spoken from his lips, clenched Sazi's fingers. Who would have thought what Dave had missed, a woman he threw away like trash. A precious treasure to Rion? That's Sazi.

"Me too." the smiling woman, replying to his words, slowly the two pairs of eyes closed. Their lips were clinging to each other slowly, lovingly. Really feel like being loved.

Until when the link came off, Rion smiled at him."We'll stay in Spain for two years, tickets, visas, passports, I'll prepare. Continue your education there, I would like to see your talent recognized by many..."

"Thank you..." Sazi clutches the body of her husband, the only person who does not blaspheme her over her life choices.

***

"It's your birthday, so say what you want..." Sazi smiled at her thrusting brownies with strawberry stuffing in them. Some candles also appear to light up there.

His face was smiling, his hands clenched. So it's all unreal, he's still with Sazi at the moment. The woman who really cares about him.

The candle he blew was full of smiles."Beautiful.." one word of honesty she said after all these years. Making that one word an appeal a lie. Now he realized how charming the woman who loved him was.

"I love you." words from Dave's lips smiled at him.

"You don't love me!! You guys don't love me!?" sazi suddenly dropped the cake he was carrying, cried hysterically, then fell silent in silence.

Dave's fingers were shaking, his tears were flowing, his fingers were approaching, raised to remove his wound. But someone's hand pulled him over. Someone who has been gone for a long time, stares intently at him.

"Don't touch her, she's pregnant with my son..." Fat Rion who should have died, smiled grinning, clutching Sazi's body.

"She's my wife!! Don't make it up!!" dave snaps at the young man before him.

Rion shook his head."That's your wife." she answered, pointing to Dave's ring finger, now tucked in his wedding ring and Alexa.

The marriage that bound her, the shadow of Alexa suddenly appeared, hugging her body tightly."You love me, don't you? Trust me, we've known each other for a long time, there's no way I've betrayed you." Alexa's lips, the words she used to say to convince Sazi.

"Thank you for throwing it away, giving me a chance to have a child from him." the fat young man who smiled smirked, kissed Sazi on the lips.

Absolutely disgusting sight to Dave, trying to stop him. But the growth is held by Alexa. When the fat young man kissed Sazi in front of him. Linking their lips, full of naps.

"Agdhhh!!" a really bad dream, Dave awoke from his sleep, with an irregular roar of breath.

Is Sazi dead? Maybe that's what's on his mind. Dreaming of living with Rion, the only man close to Sazi 10 years ago. When his relationship with Alexa began, the young man who had died at a relatively young age.

Did Rion take him away, because he didn't appreciate Sazi? These few months a lot of things have been done behind Alexa and her father-in-law, looking for Sazi's whereabouts. But not a single trace was found.

It was as if her handing over the divorce papers to the hospital 3 years ago, was the last seconds of staring at that face.

His eyes looked down, Alexa had not gone home yet. It has been almost 4 months, the woman he previously loved more did not come home at all.

Is this love? He's like a stranger to Alexa now.

The desk drawer beside the bed was opened by him. A pair of cheap wedding rings are there, precisely in a small box.

For 7 years he lied to Sazi, in the name of his love for Alexa. Now he misses his attention, misses the warm candlelight on his birthday. Missed the bad gifts she gave.

All still in his mind, Sazi expressed his feelings when they were 14 years old. Words that were often not understood by her, accepted the young lady's feelings in order to be more proud of her family.

What did Sazi say? Actually want Dave to be his partner, back to how he was, to remember him. Paying attention to Sazi as when they camped together in the forest, when he was 5 years old. He made some weird toys for her.

The things that Dini and Dave's mother said as part of Sazi's imagination that must be obeyed. Until Dave just nodded, not remembering at all about what Herry's only daughter said.

Use it like a puppet, but he himself is now trapped. Loving and longing for all his attention, the attention that not even his parents gave him. Cowering alone to miss him, will Sazi come? It's Dave's birthday...

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...Sometimes I wonder what love is......

...Something painful seeing you with her? Something disgusting when you kiss each other behind my back......

...No, it's not love......

...Because the love I want is give and take......

...It's not love that hurts when everyone isn't on my side. Grand palace? Beautiful clothes? That's not what I want......

...Because I'm not Cinderella, who wants wealth and happiness with the prince......

...All I want, this feeling is reciprocated, dropping into the pool......

...Scavenging in the mud and lush lotus leaves. Find a warm little happiness, from something that really loves me......

...Even if it's just a frog......

...I'm happy enough, just to be loved......

The sazi...