Not Just a Status

80. You Love Him?

After their course was over, Kahyang and Riska finally went to the cafe across from their campus.

"Older people don't eat with gini" Riska said, enjoying her meal.

"Hum, our schedule will be different, so it is difficult to meet like this," said Kahyang who is also enjoying his food.

"How's Ray doing, Yang?"ask Riska.

"Much funnier. Now you can sit down and learn to crawl, "sahut Kahyang with a face that looks happy.

"I'm happy to see you happy" Riska said, but her face looked sad.

"You're saying you're happy to see I'm happy, but how come your face doesn't look that good?"asked Kahyang who felt Riska's words did not match the expression shown on Riska's face.

"I see you happy, but I am sad when I see Yudha," said Riska without covering anything from Kahyang. Because Riska did feel sad when she saw Yudha sad.

"What's he really doing?"ask Kahyang who feels bad. However, it was Kahyang who severed his relationship with Yudha unilaterally. They had been in a relationship for several years and loved each other, but ended up breaking up. There was no mistake Yudha made in their relationship. It is Kahyang who is guilty of not being able to take care of himself. However, does not man know with whom he is destined, right? In the end, Kahyang married Mandala. And in fact, they have also been betrothed by their parents before they met and knew each other, then loved each other.

"I saw Yudha look at you. He seems to be sick, but forced himself to go to college. His face looked pale and his lips were also chapped. Looks like he hasn't been able to move on from you, Yang," Riska said.

"I can't do anything Ris. I am now someone else's wife. I can't go back to Yudha. Inevitably, he must forget me. After all, now I no longer love Yudha. Mandala has made me forget about Yudha and fall in love with her. Even I love Mandala more than I love Yudha. And in reality, Mandala is the one my parents betrothed me to, "said Kahyang sighing heavily.

"I saw that he was devastated and devastated when he saw you kiss your husband in front of his eyes, Yang," said Riska who indeed saw that was the state of Yudha when Kahyang kissed Mandala in front of Yudha's eyes.

"I had to do that, so that Mandala would not beat Yudha. You saw for yourself, didn't you, how Roger got battered in the Mandala? I'm afraid Mandala beat Yudha up like he beat up Roger that time. Because at that time Yudha was like challenging Mandala. Only by kissing him in front of Yudha can deny Mandala's jealousy to Yudha. Besides, by seeing me kiss Mandala in front of her eyes, I hope Yudha can move on from me soon. I don't want him to keep hoping and waiting for me. He also deserves to be happy. Even if it's not with me. And I don't want to be close to him anymore. I was afraid Mandala was jealous," Kahyang explained to Riska, why she kissed Mandala in front of Yudha

"But what you did really broke Yudha's heart, Yang," said Riska, who was saddened to see Yudha's condition. Kahyang and Yudha were both friends of Riska. And Riska is sad when both are sad.

"Then what should I do, Ris? There was nothing I could do for Yudha. If I approach her, she'll find it harder to forget me. I also have to take care of my husband. I don't want to fight with Mandala because of my past. You also have to understand my position, Ris," said Kahyang who felt cornered by Riska.

"I don't know either," said Riska giving a rough breath.

"I was wrong to break our relationship unilaterally. But didn't I tell you everything. My relationship with Mandala did start with an incident that I never wanted.But the reality is, I ended up falling in love with Mandala," said Kahyang.

"Why can you love someone who has taken away your sanctity?"tanya Riska who was impressed did not like Kahyang chose Mandala instead of Yudha.

"Why are you asking like that?"Riska asked back, and seemed nervous to see Kahyang's suspicious eyes.

"You kind of blame me for Yudha falling because I left her. And it is as if you do not accept seeing Yudha hurt. Am I wrong if I suspect and suspect that you love her?"ask Kahyang with a gaze that makes Riska feel wrong.

"A. I don't love Yudha. A. I just feel sorry. What's wrong if I feel sorry for Yudha. After all, he is my best friend as well, "let Riska be nervous.

"Why are you so nervous? Even if you like it, fall in love with it. Be the doctor of love for Yudha! Ye know? The wounds of old love will be healed with new love. If you love him, make him love you and forget me" Kahyang said in a hopeful voice. Although Kahyang no longer loved Yudha, but Kahyang also did not want to see Yudha slumped because of him.

"I am only sympathetic to Yudha. There are no other feelings" Riska said.

"You knew? Love can come from knowing, sympathy, pity, habituation, and comfort, to grow affection and finally become love," said Kahyang according to his own perspective.

"I don't know. I've never been in love with anything like that. All I know is to fall in love at first sight, "that Riska has only ever fallen in love at first sight.

"I experienced it. I fell in love with Mandala because I was used to being with her, feeling comfortable being by her side. Touched by all the attention it gave. His gentle, loving, caring attitude and always understanding whatever I wanted, even before I said it, made me slowly love Mandala land. I feel like I can't live without him. Moreover, there are children between us who increasingly bind the feelings of the two of us," said Kahyang at length.

"It turns out that you are very deeply in love with Mandala" Riska said after hearing what Kahyang had said. From the words of Kahyang, Riska can feel if Kahyang is so deeply in love with Mandala.

"Yes. I don't even feel like I can live without her, "that Kahyang is honest.

...🌟"Love won't go as easily as when you fall in love. And it's not easy to lose even if you're heartbroken."🌟...

..."Nana October 17th"...

...🌸❤️🌸...

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To be continued